myspacemark - mind Drive w/ diegointhedark

prod @yumenikki

this song is from summer 2024 during a very difficult period in my life. i am doing much better now. thank you for listening!

lyrics:

i cant stay awake
perc got me delayed
racing cars down interstate
money in my paypal
i dont wanna wait
u make me feel safe
i can never leave this place
nothing left to say now

u dont really get me
like u never met me
want you to forget me
why would you not let me
i just wanna let go
numb my head wit benzos
i thought we were friends tho
u thought wed be friends no

i stare at the wall now
i forget my thoughts now
i do what i want now
i just wanna fall down
i just wanna lay down
want you at my place now
in the bed im facedown
want u in my face now

nod off in the greyhound
in another place now
i dont wanna go back
i hate to be home now
girl i want you here now
didnt wanna leave you
i just wanna see you
i just wanna feel u

i just dont fuck with this
i smoke gas in the crib
she dont like how i live
ill put u on the list
jus popped it out the blister
i dont want to be fixed
u were my favorite kiss
so why do i feel different

i stay up i dont know my limits
crushing pills up i wan feel it instant
yuh, way too fucked up i cant listen
put the black tar on foil, lighter, flick it

it had me fucked up but i miss it
i was living with you it was prison
you were doing it with me, decision
i didnt wan be in love so i fixed it

come get me prod. freger

@diegointhedark
**OUT ON ALL PLATS**

dirty in this cup
its straight from the pharmacy
im not Captain Save a Hoe
idk what they want from me
she said do u like me
i told that ho only partially
need my bitch 2 be a vampire
sum like Marceline

pick me up
let me down
picnic date
with the trees around
soul is lost
im not found
will u dig me up
when im beneath the ground

they dk what i come from
Kel-Tec
clutching in my hand
im tryna gun sum
battles in my head
something that i cannot run from
soul tied
tie our hearts together
we become one

but im so fukin different now
she wna kick it now
and i got fye in my jeans
u see it sticking out
i had the world in my hands
now its slipping out
u reached inside
grabbed my heart
n then u ripped it out

act like i do not
but kno i need it
think back to what u said
but did u mean it ??
u keep feeding lies
that i just keep on believing
Moncler coat
bitch i wear it every season (s/o weiland)

spotify link

lies @diegointhedark

MV https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nyMoVzP75uU

@1koir AKA @3lifez

how i feel ⋆˚ᶠᵉᵉˡˢ ˚☆ Prod Koir

PROD BY @MENTAL
ART BY @BLXTY

IS THERE EVEN ANY POINT
I JUST WANNA I JUST WANNA KNOW
GIRL I’M SORRY I KNOW THAT I DISAPPOINT YOU
I JUST WANNA I JUST WANNA GO 
GO AWAY I’M FEELING THIS PAIN ALL DAY
I’M POPPING WAY TOO MUCH TAGS DROPPING TOO MUCH BAGS IT’S NOT OK
MAKE ME FEEL SOME TYPE OF WAY
SHE KNOW BLX, NOT MY REAL NAME
DONT NEED CHEATS I GOT REAL AIM
GOT REAL FRIENDS GOT REAL FAME
I MIGHT HURT MYSELF IF I’M NOT CAREFUL
SHE DID ME SO BAD IT’S FINE CAUSE I GOT MENTAL 
MAKE A LIVING CRYING OVER INSTRUMENTALS 
I CAN SHARE MY HEART, BUT BABY PLEASE BE GENTLE 
IDK WHY I WOULD LIE TO YOU
IF IM REAL I’D PROBABLY DIE FOR YOU
SPEND THESE NIGHTS ALWAYS FIGHTING YOU
WHATS THE POINT TELL ME WHATS THE POINT
WHATCHA WANNA UH-
WATCHA WANNA DO
WATCHA WANNA BE
BE WITH ME
BUY YOU JIMMY CHOO BUY YOU DOUBLE C
UGH
BAE HOP UP IN MY V
HOP UP IN MY RIDE LOOK AT THE STARS
SHE SAID IM A STAR WHERE DO I EVEN START OMG

I NEED YOUR LOVE BABY
I SELF DESTRUCT LATELY
KISSES AND TOUCH MADE ME FEEL LIKE IM STUCK LATELY
THERES SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME
I NEED A 180
CUT AFTER CUT MADE ME FEEL OUT OF LUCK LATELY

CAN YOU HOLD ME CLOSER THAN YOU DID?
I SAW STARS IN MY EYES AND I MADE A WISH
IT WAS BEAUTIFUL, SWEET, AND IT FELT LIKE BLISS
AND THERES NO OTHER FEELING THATS QUITE LIKE THIS

IM SO BROKEN, FIX ME, MAKE ME WHOLE AGAIN
I NEED SOMETHING MORE THAN MEDICINE
I NEED YOUR LOVE SO SWEET AND ELEGANT
PRAYED 3 TIMES AND CLOSED MY EYES AGAIN
(X2)

two hearts ft. mental

MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iF75QooEfxQ
sample: https://soundcloud.com/ivvivv/so-gentle?si=605402b6c1fc4db7a6f1f7e90f4b135b&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

@pyu

i dropped her off it was a winter night 
they thought i died but im still alive 
left me bleeding 
fake death , suicide 
knot myy ceiling fan blade
let me fly 
nobody can stand me 
but its fine 

if the world was n ur hands
would you think twice
you took everything i had 
does it feel nice 
lately every day feels like im treading thin ice 
did me bad but u wna call me twin right

the btch talk shit 
deep down she jst a fan of me 
n fuck love , wish i never had no empathy 
shoot him in the leg
this boy tryna take a gram 
and if you aint getting paid 
then you cannot shake a hand wid me

i love drugs a little more thn i love family 
i hate life i just wanna live a fantasy 
nd run away baby tell me wld u come 
ShldveKn2ww it wasnt love 
eversince i made u cum

this boy playing with a gun 
we shld smack dat
pop out chck him 
knowin he wontt blast tht
rly kno im fucked up 
i dnt wna get old 
cuddling her lifeless body 
because i dnt wna feel cold
you so irrelevant im praying tht u get up 
my shit so effortless tht they want me to give up
its raining razors n im walking w myy chin up
im her favorite flavor cuff yo chick 
or get uur btch fucked

the btch talk shit 
deep down she jst a fan of me 
n fuck love , wish i never had no empathy 
shoot him in the leg
this boy tryna take a gram 
and if you aint getting paid 
then you cannot shake a hand wid me

i love drugs a little more thn i love family 
i hate life i just wanna live a fantasy 
nd run away baby tell me wld u come 
ShldveKn3ww it wasnt love 
eversince i made u cum

Eversince Prod Meta

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