This heartbreak is necessary
This heartbreak will make you strong
This heartbreak will give you something
To draw your inspiration from

Listen to me, listen to me, listen to me
I am your muse
I am your art
I am love

I'll give you alcohol and oblivion
So you don't have to think about her
Turn your focus inward, my poet
Your verses are the best shelter

Listen to me, listen to me, listen to me
I am your muse
I am your art
I am love

Your Muse

Four years later
Didn’t miss a beat
Reacquainted in an hour
Then straight to the sheets

I used to crave you
Time helped kick the habit
Tonight I have relapsed
I need to have it

Head filled with smoke
Heart with the past
It’s been too long baby
Let’s make this last

Four years later
Didn’t miss a beat
Reacquainted in an hour
Then straight to the sheets

Straight to the Sheets

Every time I see you there’s so much to say
I’ve been collecting my anecdotes for a number of days
Every time I kiss you it always feels new
So it makes sense you are asking why I never call you

It’s not you baby
I promise you are adored
Keep being my sometimes lover
And we’ll never get bored

Doesn’t take time to feel these things fall flat
I’m giving you space to keep this from stagnating like that
Anxious to protect what we’ve got going on
Keep a safe distance from me and we’ll keep getting along

It’s not you baby
I promise you are adored
Keep being my sometimes lover
And we’ll never get bored


Sometimes Lover

My first track as part of the Seattle Songwriting Club. Still a bit rough.

Lyrics:
I don't feel it anymore
Your drug that courses through my veins
That desperate need to get some more
It just doesn't feel the same

Now I'm finding that I'm craving
Something different, something new
Don't know what else I can do, babe
I've grown a tolerance to you

The first time that I took a hit
I couldn't think of no one else
My junkie brain was in a fit
You love had got me by the cells

I used to need you all the time
But the addiction I outgrew
I don't know what to do now
I've grown a tolerance to you


Tolerance

Found myself between your covers
Such a strange place to be
Did not expect that these dark words
Would feel so much like me

Little birds are flying round my head
Little birds are haunting me in bed
Little birds are flying round my head
And I can't stop thinking about what I read

Little Birds

Felt my body dissipate 
Like I was in a gaseous state
And every particle danced along the beat
Gravity returned in full
Reassembled the molecules
And I laughed with joy for what you had shown me

Felt myself taken by surprise
As I got lost gazing in your eyes
Looking past to try to really see you 
When at last I found you there
You returned to me the kindest stare
And inside me spread a familiar warmth I knew

Felt my brain start to fight back
When my heart launched a sudden attack
They're still battling out what is best for me
But part of me I can't explain
Lets love happen without strain
Giving me all the feels baby, don’t you see

The Feels

The real monsters
Scare you deep
Are on your mind 
Keep you from sleep
The real monsters
Are the people
Who tell you they love you

The real monsters
Make you doubt 
Everything you think
You are about 
The real monsters
Are the people 
Who tell you they love you 

What do you want from me
Who do you want me to be
How can you love someone
That you barely know

The real monsters
Leave you sad
Say all the right things
But treat you bad
The real monsters
Are the people 
Who tell you they love you 

What do you want from me
Who do you want me to be
How can you love someone
That you barely know


Real Monsters

Watch Me Viz

Bassist for Golden Idols. Making girly music for myself

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