i dont want to feel

i cant trust anymore
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the sample is Poison by Front Porch Step

coming to terms with dying alone

i think im bleeding

now i just gotta figure out why you'd care more about a quick few hundred $ than knowing me for the last decade. im not even mad at you. im mad at myself for giving you the chance.

idontwannalive

for the first time in a long time im waking up without hating myself.

my voice is all mumble grumble n shit so lyrics:
knives in her eyes
dodging her glare
stack up a milli'
or nobody cares
cut all my hair
drugs in the air
oh my despair
oh my despair

four in the night
up in the light
smoke in my eyes
thought crystalized
lonely n high
thoughts of demise
friends r asleep
im never tired
tryna get higher 
life under fire
i shoulda known
yr just a liar
she want me dead at the end of a pyre
im losing sight of the heart i admire

everybody says theyll never leave you
started waking up n now yr see through
i dont wanna sit and let the tea brew 
i been pretty mean too
swear i never mean to
lately i been working through the night time
drowning out yr picture with the white wine
kept it real when we were staring at the skyline
scared to think my conscious gonna die right

knives in her eyes 
dodging her glare 
stack up a milli'
or nobody cares
cut all my hair
drugs in the air
oh my despair
oh my despair

knives in her eyes
dodging her glare
yeah you could call
im never there
stuck in the fall 
but ive grown aware
oh my despair
oh my despair

oh, my despair

swan dive

theres a decent chance you'll hear this, hope u dont mind it. 

the sample is a love like war by all time low

should've treated you better (lolmyb)

who are you?

a good place

sea glass

i got a guitar, and i felt like that changed my perspective on music a bit, so i decided to make this. i guess this albums essentially me trying to sum up my teenage years so i can move past them.
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no samples were used other than the seagull effect

hippy fucks

oh wow, im the bad guy, huh.

who's bitter?

deja vu

flowers in my skull

honey in my hair

the morality of letting myself collapse

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ulZSYHLXDnE

caught in a mood (video in desc)

deathwish!

444 my cat

out of sight, out of mind

ramblings of a moron

an intro of sorts

lol howd u get here?

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCLAQY4ppZGGa8QX-M100JNA

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