i've been tryna survive lil bro overall, that's why i stay alone when the snow falls. i'm on my own @ winter, summer, autumn & fall yea they're wanting me to die, they're wanting me to fall. i can't sleep at night, i get nightmares... my subconsious mind is telling me 2 care oh no, oh no... i got demons to fight i can't remember the last time i felt alright i'm tryna see my body like it's a work of art if you look @ me then u needa accept my scars .

I make art everyday like I'm Van Gogh, I’m trying my best to stay and not to carve cuts. I just gotta smile like I'm robin Williams, I can't show them that I'm hurting today. You dunno what I go thru everyday, you dunno my struggle to wake up everyday. 

It sucks that no one teaches you how to live.. i used to get so attached, that would hurt my soul. Don't fake fwm lil nigga oh no no no, I'm so glad I got movies to keep me company. They distract me from real life problems, shoutout shyne that's my twin yea that's my brother. They're trying hard to blackball all of my brothers, too bad we're too talented my nigga, too bad we're here to stay haha my nigga. 

I blocked this hoe bro now she's begging on her knees, bitch that's what u get u keep on trying me, mom I love you thank you for caring bout me. If I get rich I’ll give u the fucking world, it's my dream to tour around the fucking world. I link happiness to destinations, don't ignore me I just hate feeling abandoned. You should know that by now...

OSEI 4-EVER

nightmares

OSEI

nightmares (prod shyne)

(Osei)

Whenever people hurt me they're not sorry, don't want u to look at all the cuts that are on my body. I don't wanna live my life it’s not making me happy, niggas wanna beef online but they still cannot @ me. I feel so stuck w my life I don't wanna do this, fuck a 9 to 5 bruh I don't wanna do this. I just wanna get up and only make that music, but I wake up and go to work. 

Cuts they're on my wrists it's something I did not deserve, I don’t wanna dickride to a boss or a ceo. Nigga I wanna be my own boss and no ceo, I love watching movies now that shit makes me happy now. I got no friends by my side I just had to let them go, I record fast in my bedroom nigga I don't need a studio. You were testing my feelings lil bitch and now I blocked u hoe.

Bitch how does that feel now hoe
B-Bitch how does that feel now hoe
I'm making jokes about the pain in my life like I'm Rupert, Rupert Pupkin yea I was in London. One day I'm gon make it and that shits gon be worth it, it's gon b worth it cuz now I'm hurting cuz now I’m bleeding cuz now I'm cutting cuz now I'm praying cuz now I'm crying.

I cannot lie everyday I think bout dying, everyday I think bout dying. I’m either gon make it or I'm gonna die trying, niggas wanna hate cuz I don't do the dickriding. Like go and check my page I don't even need a feature, Ima watch another movie I don’t wanna relapse. My whole life nigga I've been a reject, don't look at my cuts lil bro I don't want you to see that, please look away now please look away now.

Please look away now
I said please look away now.

king of comedy

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king of comedy (prod dimpleb + neon145)

2 BUSY FREESTYLE
Prod: Urqt & Decolore
Edit: Jey Chris

2 BUSY FREESTYLE (Prod. Urqt & Decolore)

"I've got some bad ideas in my head, I just..."

I'm in the New York skylines, I'm lonely while I pretend that I'm fine . I stack my days like they're unread books, I'm tryna fake a smile I got hidden looks. No record greets my hallway steps, I meet people and they forget. I leave the city for who had saw but no one comes to meet me home.

I'm in manhattan walking on the streets I'm by myself yea I'm on my own. The city sleeps with headlights on, I used to have some dreams but they're nearly gone. Took a walk on Brooklyn bridge, that while I'm staring at the world I don't wanna live. There's blood on our old pics on god it's burning burning.

I'm in the New York skylines, I'm lonely while I pretend that I'm fine . I stack my days like they're unread books, I'm tryna fake a smile I got hidden looks. No record greets my hallway steps, I meet people and they forget. I leave the city for who had saw but no one comes to meet me home.

new york, new york.

brooklyn bridge

brooklyn bridge (prod sake)

ALBUM 17.08.2025

NYC VLOG: https://youtu.be/EHnk6ezC3HI?si=msxLvl9RCtPWzwhL

[Elani]

Gisuseppe kicks on me you broke can’t kick it with me bad hoes all up on my D pop xans like lil peep panties drop when I speak all the hoes want my kids fanned out boy just ate my dick osei told me lock in fuck dat fin go up my gen slept on they hate my name fast life I put in pain McLaren speed in the rain twin turbo I spit flames in the green room smoking on dank this a bad cough need sum drank 


[Ova]

On the southside you know where i’m at 
arp flip em it make his shit flat 
no i cant party ain no kickbacks
the opps so mad cuz they can’t get back
we steady serving we all get racks
I pop 2 percs before i catch this hat
you gone crazy thinking ill kiss yo ass
My twin got power like goku black 
My twin got power like goku 
I asked around they don’t know you
boy you a bitch I’m gone show you 
told her do what i told you 
because i’m a king bitch i’m never below you 
We on fl not the protools 
Niggas watching me like a roku 
I think i see why they hating, because fast life we’ll outgrow you.

[Osei]

They're watching us like we're on TV we're in Central Park smoking that big gas. Y'all do way too much nigga I gotta laugh yea these niggas r my brothers u can't talk shit bout my brothers. I'm too quick to block people they're calling me toxic, toxic. 
But I can't hang with no dick rider or no bitch, no bitch. Told Elani yea u gotta lock in. Brother we gotta get rich to flex on all these bitch niggas.

[Halo]
wat my bruddas tryna get to the city
the train so packed godamn its busy
me nd osei smokin onna spliff like goddamn im dizzy
this bitch, she check my lo she see im in ny she miss me 
but u gotta catch up w me
standin tall w my bros u kno wassup w me
im w elani, we in ny looking for opp making em bleed
look at my guap dis shit all blue u thot a nigga was cracking real c’s
catch fat boy, imma catch me a b 
catch fat boy, imma put em onna t
pass me ball tryn hit me a green
up in ny not tryn sleep
say u up we x3
tryn find love in times square
im w ova he got blatt he dont play fair

fast life ft. elani, ova & ihuhalo #newyorknewyork (prod 1h1jaxk)

"Thank God for the rain which has helped wash away the garbage and the trash off the sidewalks. I’m working long hours now. It’s a long hustle, but it keeps me real busy."

Idk why I'm the one saying sorry, I'm not noticed I am one with my surroundings. I'm drifting in another room among these shadows, they don't care about me I think I'm part of the shadows. I’m hearing echoes of u saying u love me, I don't wann be sad I want someone to hug me cuz life could get really lonely sometimes. I know I’m Travis when I’m losing my mind my mind, I’m uptown looking at the buildings . I'm so wounded I'm wounded I keep on bleeding, thank god for the rain which has helped me which has helped me wash the garbage and trash off the sidewalks.

Thank god for the rain 
Thank god for the rain 
Thank god for the rain 
Thank god for the rain 
Thank god for the rain

"I can take in three, three-fifty a week, sometimes even more when I do it off the meter."

thank god for the rain

thank god for the rain (prod sake)

"I don't like to get emotional..."

Osei.

I used to be addicted to coping, bro I was on the path of self destruction. Man I just dunno why I’m breathing, she dont love me I think that she’s pretending. I thought she loved me while I was kissing her on the neck, I'm tired of hoes thinking that I’m only good for sex. Cuz I got a big heart that needs love, rip to my brother see you'll shine above. 

I got cuts theyre on my wrist from below to above, this music shit drives me insane. The moment I cut my thigh I knew I was insane, my irls they dunno anything. There are many days where I wish I was dead, I'd look at the sky while being so upset. I was addicted to these fucking pills, I was on ketamine miauw percs n xans. 

I’m surprised I survived 2024, cuz last year I cut my wrist so hard and there was blood on the floor. I watch movies to forget about my issues, niggas wanna talk shit like what’s the issue. Why are u cap rapping bout self harm, do you think that shits cool and I’m suffering daily. I’m still suffering bro and I'm in my 20s, you should be careful if you are still in your teens.

Cuz I wasn't thinking in the past, these scars they're all gon fucking last, last uh uh.

2024

2024 (prod chirurgy)

"I told you mane, I told you! Don't fuck with me!"

Bro I always knew I'd be the last out, they wanna talk that shit while they don't got no cash out. You a fanboy like lil nigga I had blocked you out, why'd you talk behind my back without confronting me? I cannot wait til all my music's on some cd's, was in Jersey smoking loud I know they see me, u can only talk that shit when it's on pc's.

Yeah my life's a movie bitch my life's a movie, ur a side character u don't even matter to me. If u talk shit bout my brother then you're talking to me, you better not be talking down on elani. I had my racks up in New York that shits divine , the moment I distanced myself they all declined. Go talk go talk nigga go and cry, why tf do niggas cap rap bout cutting themselves, make ur own shit be yourself . Why can't niggas be themselves? 

I smoked a vape it's bad for my health, but fuck it nigga we're all gonna die one day. I’m grinding hard I want more out my life, I'm grinding hard to fucking rest one day. I told these niggas you're now out my life, I told them you'll not see me one day.

be yourself

be yourself (prod 77mending)

"You've flourished into such a beautiful person, like honestly I just can't believe... I'm so proud of you, I love you so much. Osei."

I'm unhappy and that's why I speaking  monotoned, yea they wanna hate on me I just did nothing wrong. I'm inside my bedroom nigga with them dark thoughts, I just wanna end it all I got them dark thoughts. But at the same time I gotta think of family, I'm just kinda scared to open up in therapy. I don’t want them all to use that shit against me, I don't want them all to use that shit against me.

How can I trust you, while I don't know you? I don't wann be  held back cause of medical records. I'll talk about my problems with my music, I cannot eat no more I lost my appetite. 

I'm trying my best to be alright, in my diary I wrote my whole life. When I'm dead please don’t read bout my life, ha.

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