Name: can't make up my mind by Jichu
Duration: 2 min 14 s
Description: original song: Sean Kingston and Justin Bieber - Eenie Meenie

prod: @1altr & @loveismisery
mixed: @1altr & @1vacy

Lyrics

@1altr
stop, i think i like you
my feelings numb but feel more when im with you
just wish youd notice when i dont text you
and feel this distance the same way that i do

ya i lose it all, when i look into your eyes i just lose control,
ya when you stare i can’t move it all, it’s criminal, how i feel this way but you couldn’t care at all

君の顔を見ながら
体ふるっていた
今は淵に沈んでいる
心は痛すぎる

僕らの愛はがせだったもんわ
逃げたいけど、いつもi cant stop
falling in love with you
i dont know what to do
目を見ると俺の意志は鈍る

@1vacy
Its over, done for, call it...
take my heart until it all ends...
played my part made me feel nauseous..
tore me down, knock me unconscious..

talk shit... constant-ly making me feel sick

toxic... constant-ly making me feel sick

you leave me nothing i know
tun back on me my eyes closed...

@1altr
stop, i think i like you
my feelings numb but feel more when im with you
just wish youd notice when i dont text you
and feel this distance the same way that i do

ya i lose it all, when i look into your eyes i just lose control,
ya when you stare i can’t move it all, it’s criminal, how i feel this way but you couldn’t care at all

care

altr & vacy - care (altr + kyoa)

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6QgdJQWQV4

(cboy):

 i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

ill say what i want cause i know noones listening
i started taking medicine then i got addicted
i dont even really know if i can ever fit in 
cause i got so much free time im 
spitting nonsense

(owtiss):

i've been chilling living in different realities 
every time u open up it always saddens me 
what goes on in ur head
dont know what i could say
always bearing the pain
i wish i could relate
i dont know a single thing about u
cant help but worry that just what i do
cuz u kno that i always care about u
but idk what i should do

(cboy):

i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

Purpose

purpose w/ owtiss (MaxOTT)

prod me

@domerrz

art - https://www.instagram.com/5555555555/

comatose ft dom

original song: Sean Kingston and Justin Bieber - Eenie Meenie

can't make up my mind

prod: @loveismisery
mixed: @1qai @1arrivals 

Lyrics

will be posted soon

qai & arrivals - wish i knew (kyoa)

and the strength of my words can't manage to bring you back <3

thx u @m2monroe and @kyoakyo for the awesome beat!

https://open.spotify.com/album/1R88VRhHoWeN7BSKQlK5Zt?si=0W84gLXsRzi4O2eXx-_WLA

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@remiliaxd :

(and lately i've been stuck inside these walls)
(scared of losing feeling, scared that i might lose it all)
(staring at the same damn picture waiting for the fall)
(and it hurts, i promise that i won't ever forget you)

i cannot wait another day
another way
see your face, a different face
so far away
i can't feel 
and the strength of my words can't manage to bring you back

ik you can't come back
hope you're happy where you're at
don't have to see you when you're sad again
but i wish i could've saved you

but idk, doing too much it's psycho
you lose control, you never cared about you
to let you go, there's one more thing you must know
it's sorrowful, but i still love you

take it all away
see the tears run down my face as i watch you fade away
miss the things that we could do before
you never change, always stuck up in your ways
but i hope you're back some day
cause it will never be like before

sorrowful (monroe x kyoa)

everything by me
ft @mental ~

lyrics: 
gotta get my self up
knock me down this not love
why do you hate me so much
still dont have a clue what i did
but i know i was there for you

and this life shits tearin me apart day by day
n i dont know how to survive ill find a way
yea im sick and tired
i cant find myself
ye i know ill find a way 
stick it out anotha dayy

thought u loved me
told me youd be there that u got me
blinded by ur lies now i cant see
why we always gotta fight 
no we cant agree
thought u loved me

@mental
i thought u loved me i guess that i was wrong
i thought i loved u when i was in ur arms
its been days since i cried the feelings gone
moving on but it feels so wrong
n when i saw it i couldnt close my eyes
i wanted nothing more than to disappear and die
can u save me cuz i cant save a life
1 more time
ill be living in my mind
scared that ur fine
im so scared all the time
wait for the sky
im preparing to fight
scared of the lies
ima wait for the night
make me try till i fell alright (thought u loved me)
till i fell alright (now i cant see)
till i fell alright 
till i fell alright
till i fell alright

me:
gotta get my self up
knock me down this not love
why do you hate me so much
still dont have a clue what i did
but i know i was there for you

and this life shits tearin me apart day by day
n i dont know how to survive ill find a way
yea im sick and tired
i cant find myself
ye i know ill find a way 
stick it out anotha dayy

thought u loved me
told me youd be there that u got me
blinded by ur lies now i cant see
why we always gotta fight 
no we cant agree
thought u loved me

thought you loved me +mental (akura)

@resolve1k

i feel so lost right now i just dont know where to go
ask if ive been alright but i dont know anymore
i cant trust you anymore cause you left me in the cold
everybody say they love me but i still feel alone

i cant feel this moment
i just feel so broken
i wont try its hopeless
you’re my only solace
wasted my time
on your empty lies
i just cant seem to cry
dont tell me that its fine
honestly i dont know why

i can barely breathe
i can barely sleep
dont wanna see the future if its not with you and me
dont know what you want
dont know what you need
every time i try it just ends up where i bleed

spotify

solace (inno)

@owtiss
@angelicxmei
@yashio20k

instagram.com/owtiss1/
instagram.com/angelicxmei/
instagram.com/yashio20k/

[@owtiss]
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself

[@angelicxmei]
u told me that u need to get right
oh no, that meant that sth bad might happen
ure putting all my shit in bad light
like, am i really the bad guy?
at first i thought that we were meant to be
but now im crying loud
im wiping all my tears
i dont even have words for u to say
i just really wish that u couldve stay w me

uuuh all the shit i couldve done but im not enough
all the shit i couldve change but im not enough
ure just messing with my brain and its never fun

be urself w/ angelicxmei (yashio)

got the soul society gang :> @muieternal @mis4ortune also prod goats @makemeapromise @prod_dxvi TYSM FOR LISTENING

lyrics:

(me)
tell me what you said
leave me in the dust
now the love’s dead
just like our trust
just want to move on but i can’t
i just cant believe it’s the end

throw my head against a wall i cant take this
everything i did i just want to change it
i cant deal, deal with it all
i cant feel, now that you’re gone

trapped in the past
i cant move on
love wouldnt last
now it’s all gone
cant stop looking back
do you do the same?
gotta keep intact
make it through the pain :/

(mui)
i needa ask, did u care about our love?
it felt so fake
u got me tearing up my life
im contemplating, is this suicide?
im twisted and im hurtin
my heart breakin intertwined
yaaa ahhh

makin it worse
lemme just feel
something heavierrr

can i just kill?
all of my feels?
breakin the barrierrr

and i dont care about it 
my own life wearin so thinnn
im overworked and hurtinggg
there's nothing that left i can givee

(mis4ortune)
lyrics otw

(me)
tell me what you said
leave me in the dust
now the love’s dead
just like our trust
just want to move on but i can’t
i just cant believe it’s the end

throw my head against a wall i cant take this
everything i did i just want to change it
i cant deal, deal with it all
i cant feel, now that you’re gone

trapped in the past
i cant move on
love wouldnt last
now it’s all gone
cant stop looking back
do you do the same?
gotta keep intact
make it through the pain :/

cant move on

cant move on w/ mui + mis4ortune (dxvi + surgeon)

[Verse]
Wading through the Stratus, shadows 'pon the Atlas
Got your back, I'm the fallback, habits like an atlas
Dark night creeping, eyes never sleeping
Steady in the tempest, guarantee my keeping

[Verse 2]
Eerie fog surrounding, dual stars aligning
In the abyss, got your solace, no defining
Hand in spectral hand, ghostly as a strands
Gravity connects us, footprints on the sands

[Chorus]
When the world falls apart, I'm the phantom in glory
Echoing your heart in a never-ending story
When the lights go out and there's nothing left but fears
I'll always be there, wiping away the tears

[Bridge]
Lost amidst the chaos, spectral reassurance
Silver whisper in the void, that's our endurance
You and me, eternal dance in cicada trance
No matter where you drift, call out, I'll advance

[Verse 3]
Bathed in lunar glow, silently we tread
Dreaming in the echo of all the things unsaid
Mystic bond, core beyond, forever intertwined
Through realms and dimensions, it's us that you will find

[Verse 4]
Haunting every memory, echoes of the past
Foresight in the shadows, these ties, they'll everlast
Cosmic in our silence, ethereal alliance
You stand at the precipice, I'll be your defiance

I'll Always Be There

clicking on random notes since day one
Jichu#5580

@echichi <3
@blindstatekingdom

can't make up my mind

Jichu

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