I saw the cover and immediately thought “is this Jiafei??” But nahh this ain’t flop this a bop

@prod_death
@minteaness

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♡︎ ARTIST STATEMENT://
i wd go Thru Mountains to get2u..

p.s,, melodic piece @ the end by Moi \(^....^)/

(( lyrics ))

washed up on the shoreline
I fought a thousand monsters
and would face a thousand more
just to see u smile like u did
take my hand just like u did
cry on my shoulder like u did
touch my face just like u did

i’d move any mountain
and brave many storms 
just to be here w u once again ^_^

i don’t wanna leave
this paradise we created 
inside of our dreams
it hurts way too much
i can never let go
this feeling tht lingers around in my <3

now we’re 2000 miles
away from it all
you’re everything to me
plz don’t leave my arms tonight

and w fractured bones
i limp around the city
trying to recover what I have once lost

**northern cold - catchingyourclouds mini c0ver uwu**

have i ever told the story
how evry Sunday
i’d walk thru the city
and thru the alleyways
and one day while walking
i met a man
and he said the cards he held were not in his plan
he told me a story abt his old life
and how everyone he loved left him w a knife
in his back and 
his story was so clear to see
this man reflected on what happened to me

elysian [+ death]

elysian (death)

@miraie @cari049 @kairo6k
prod @januaryyy @kojowav

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RA34569O_78

tried again +miraie, cari 049 (jxlyy & kojo)

prod me + @resolve1k

a pt2 of sorts
--lyrics:
look at me? look at u
ur a mess but i am too
whats the point?
why i try?
fuck it up like every nite
cant say things right cant say whats on my mind

stumble on these words choke em back till it hurts
hold the tears back till they burst
let the water flood the earth
noahs arc w/ a curse
angels wont save me first
just a girl in the dirt
just a girl w/ a curse x2

[hook] -->
tell me pretty lies yeah look me in the eyes
lmk when the times right
i gotta take a step back from the fight
cant do this every nite
i said i loved u but ig u didnt feel that way
put a lot above u just to b thrown away
wrote a song abt u it means a lot to me
every time i listen it only brings me pain
saying that im alr but im lying to myself
reflection in the water im just an empty shell
4 wall prison my rooms like a cell
gotta eat my words i made my own hell <--

tryna stay true i jus wna b w/ u
look me in the eyes tell me what i mean to u
cursed to the end im in a living tomb
more than just a friend u the 1 i gave my heart to
sick of the shit i wna rise above it
thats a fuckn lie yeah im jus bluffin
callin out the shots but im not runnin
keep lyin to me i think i love it..
i think i love it...

[hook]

pretty lies

spotify

pretty lies「stardust、inno」

IM BACK ty to @k4rson, @pw4prez, @skrena

lyrics:
im alone
i still hear you call
i guess i wont
ever know what you want
im alone
yea u left me in pieces
now im broke
and u were what i needed
what i needed
heart bleedin
yea i cared
thats the truth but u cant see it
what i needed
my hearts bleedin
my tears are falling down wonder if you
hear me
fallin down can u please js help me
cus of u girl u make my heart bleed
cus of u girl i swear i cant see
i cant see

@k4rson

(me)
im alone
i still hear you call
i guess i wont
ever know what you want
im alone
yea u left me in pieces
now im broke
and u were what i needed
what i needed
heart bleedin
yea i cared
thats the truth but u cant see it
what i needed
my hearts bleedin
my tears are falling down wonder if you
hear me
fallin down can u please js help me
cus of u girl u make my heart bleed
cus of u girl i swear i cant see
i cant see

heart bleeds +karson (sochi, skrena)

original song: Ready For Love by BLACKPINK
s/o @blindstatekingdom

ready for love

@y4ndere @h1yori

This pain will last forever
But with you by my side I can feel better
It's been years but I still can't forget her
At least I know we'd never last together
I regret I met her

All these people hit me up but I know that they are fake
I stay inside 
Grind all day 
All night until the sunrise

That's just how I get away
You wouldn't feel safe in my brain

Been trying so hard to be perfect
cos Ive always felt so fucking worthless
but they say that less is more
so i just suck it up I know that boys dont cry

And I can't even sleep toss and turn every night
There's hate in my veins I can't even try
To step out outside
I might as well die
live thru the day like a zombie yeah this isnt life

There was a time where I felt like
I had the world in my hands now
I feel so empty inside and 
I know theres no way back

There was a time where I felt like
I had the world in my hands now
I watch the sky wondering if ill ever get back my life

no way back「prod. yandere + hiyori」

29/10/23
prolly my best song so far
art by pikachu_dubstep on twitter!!
@k4rson too swaggy
ty @decago @1akura @resolve1k for the prod yall hella cracked
enjoy :)
update: TYSM FOR 2K PLAYS IN 6 DAYS YALL ARE CRAZY LMAO

lyrics:

@fabs4k
(i dont wanna talk to u any more)
(gave u everything and u still want more)
(been feelin down like my heads been on the floor)
(need a step away so im closin the door)

like i end up feeling dumb
dont talk to me cause i been feelin numb
ion wanna talk cause u leave me with nothin
i jus want something
jus want something that can still keep me loving

i dont wanna talk to u any more
gave u everything and u still want more
been feelin down like my heads been on the floor
need a step away so im closin the door

@k4rson
she dont want me anymore
she gon hit my dms but u know i ignore it
fast car, floor it
track hawk roaring
raris, foreigns
she too borin

getting to my bag only thing that is important
bitches super bad so u know that they imported
beamer go fast yea i put that shit in touring
fill my cup so i wont wake up in the morning

@fabs4k
like i end up feeling dumb
dont talk to me cause i been feelin numb
ion wanna talk cause u leave me with nothin
i jus want something
jus want something that can still keep me loving

yea, i dont wanna talk to u any more
gave u everything and u still want more
been feelin down like my heads been on the floor
need a step away so im closin the door

i dont wanna talk to u any more
gave u everything and u still want more
been feelin down like my heads been on the floor
need a step away so im closin the door

dumb +karson (decago + akura + inno)

on spotify now:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5K6aUkW34bE8FbDEQQgNQ0?si=09d404bff223409a

@k4rson + @owtiss
prod. @yashio20k + @neohnq

[karson]
u dont seem to notice what you do to me
i cant seem to focus ive been losing sleep
i guess you dont know but ur all i need
i know i fucked it up, my apologies
i ruined it again
i dont want this to end
ur all that i want
just get out of my head
we used to get along
its something we can mend
just tell me what went wrong
i know u want me dead(x2)

[owtiss]
i can never focus
it keeps getting worse
my heart's tight in my chest
i feel like it's gonna burst
just wait here for a moment
u just never learn
is my heart really frozen?
it feels like i've been cursed..

so let me die first
at least you won't have to worry!
ill remember your words
everyday that im hurting :(
was all my love still not enough?
i dont ill keep this up for long

notice - karson + owtiss

palefire：
I hope to be honest and be myself
I hope u can save me and pick me up
You told me you would be there
how can i trust u now
No one will love a liar even if it turns around
I hope to be honest and be myself
I hope u can save me and pick me up
You told me you would be there
how can i trust u now
No one will love a liar even if it turns around
oddpupil：
u promised me the stars
but idk why now they are just gone
tell me why everything goes wrong
u and me fall into the dust
i cant trust
儘管我對你還是放不下
cant hide my scars
im so lost
到底誰能止住我的痛
palefire：
I am afraid of giving my heart to the wrong
I hope u can take me out and save me
Its a full of nonsense
I have been accustomed to it
You always talk to yourself, but I have never lost patience
I hope to be honest and be myself
I hope u can save me and pick me up
You told me you would be there
how can i trust u now
No one will love a liar even if it turns around
I hope to be honest and be myself
I hope u can save me and pick me up
You told me you would be there
how can i trust u now
No one will love a liar even if it turns around

be honest ft.oddpupil (tores / yashio)

Like a sweet encounter

@miraie
@kggn
@lb66
@skoolio
@mitsooya

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4G3sIjMzHlc

notes:
original art made by MORNCOLOUR
check them out out here: https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/9429777

(lyrics)

[mitsu]
n im trapped in my own wrld
nothing feels right 
my heads ina twirl
i bloodied up my bed
im sick of tking meds
cnt get u out my head
cnt get u out my head

n im sick of all da bullshit :D
i cnt tke it anymore lol
it's like i'm caught in an endless line of negativity

n i just watch da rain fall
i bang my head on da wall x_x
i cnt answer your calls
im bleeding from my eyeballs T-T
n im hving withdraws
my body's shaking uncaused
i need 2 put life on pause 
i perform then u applaud

[miraie]
standing at da crossroads my mind is altered
constantly struggling im turning monstr#%^1
4matting myself pls let me restate :3
losing faith ya i think that this is my fate

but i wake up feeling sad ;-;
I just want you out my head
cut my vein it's bleeding red
cried all nite ya i'm scared

n i just wait 4 ur call
shawty said she wnna ball
den she ghosts me like shoko :|
i need a girl like kato
n i am hving trauma
feel like im monokuma
setting up holy grail wars
fate/stay night rin tohsaka (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rin_Tohsaka)

prehook

[kuru]
n evry day i wnna strangle myself 
think it's fine but it's not ok
n i just rly hate 2 live like this :(
but thts just how it fuckn is 
n its stayed that way 
got a feeling in my stomach 
i just can't seem 2fight it

fly away frm here 
no, i dnt wnna live like this
n its clear that i hate it 
but i cn nevr face it
(I just want u back in my arms)

hook

fate/endless line +miraie kuru (lb66、skoolio)

clicking on random notes since day one
Jichu#5580

@echichi <3
@blindstatekingdom

ready for love

Jichu

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