solitude (Demo Snippet)

Hyper

Another Irish Drinking Song (Prod. SlXtWrXsts & Tofu)

Its all connected demo

Prod. SlXtWrXsts

“I’m glad you made it here,
I’m the one who’ll sit with you.
You can call me whatever feels
Comfortable and true.
I’m here to help you breathe again,
Sort the thoughts that feel too wide.
one step at a time”

“I’m right here by your side,
You’re safe here now,
You’re safe right here with me.
Slow your beating heart,
Let it drift like tides at sea.
We’ll find your quiet space,
Where your mind can finally breathe…
You’re safe here now,
You’re safe right here with me.”

SAFE SPACE

Prod. SlXtWrXsts

I feel good

Hi I’m Caleb, suddenly I’m nervous to speak
Ion know it’s me, I’m low-key scared of what I might bring
I fear being seen, fuck I fear being me
I keep control, whether my legs fall under me is on and off no guarantees
But I’m talking to you, and my heads screaming at the Pharisees
I have the Gaul to blame others honestly
I can’t act like it ain’t my fault
Like when I wasn’t there, I was killing my self I was at fault
Now I realise I’m a asshole
Look into my eyes, Boy I’m at fault
I can’t grow, I’m an adult 
But I act like a child in my mind, I cant consult myself

Hi I’m Caleb, suddenly I’m nervous to speak
Ion know it’s me, I’m low-key scared of what I might bring
I fear being seen, fuck I fear being me (I don’t know why I feel these things, I don’t feel safe at home with me) 
Hi I’m Caleb, suddenly I’m nervous to speak
Ion know it’s me, I’m low-key scared of what I might bring
I fear being seen, fuck I fear being me (I don’t know why I feel these things, I don’t feel safe at home with me)

I feel good

FEEL THESE THINGS

Prod. SlXtWrXsts

“I’m right here by your side,
You’re safe here now,
You’re safe right here with me.
Slow your beating heart,
Let it drift like tides at sea.
We’ll find your quiet space,
Where your mind can finally breathe…
You’re safe here now,
You’re safe right here with me.”

MY QUIET SPACE (Interlude)

Prod. SlXtWrXsts

This is an instrumental track for mine and m3rcy’s album

SEE YOU AGAIN

Prod. SlXtWrXsts

Lyrics:

Bury all the weight you left behind

The feeling I feel is cancerous 
Attacking from within, everything is so dangerous
took a tumour to my brain to realise my life is cancerous
I’m the cancer in your life, I fall apart when I get sick of shit
I’ve been trying even harder and I’m sick of it
I miss the days I could relax, and not be missed abit
I hate what I’ve been given, I’m not thankful for how I live in shit
If I had to make a decision, I’d choose to drown in piss
And I’m so pissed off
I’m drowned in my emotions
Bout as wide as the ocean
All I’ve wanted is closure
In my mind, I rewind time in an attempt to pull you closer
I’m drinking liquor, liquor? I barely know her 
Boy I’m something like my father
I’ve never had a father
Fatherless, and I’m so bothered
I see you with your dad, And i just wish I had a father
Type of shit that could ruin imagination
So much damn regret that I live with my hesitations 
I’m restricted by restrictions that can barely restrict
I inflicted so much pain, that my inflictions conflict
Destroy my rough exterior, sit back and reflect
in a new stated area, that my mind must resist
So I’m clouded and I talk with my fists
Ready to make a new list with all my regrets
Same old me, Brand new tricks
I ain’t afraid to get talking with fists
I don’t care about consequences, add that to the list
Yeah I’m sad, if you tried, I’d still win by a landslide
Fuck it, I’m the bad guy
Look me in my damn eye
My perception been so clouded, I can barely trust damn mind
Contemplated suicide, ruined all my damn vibes
Sui-sui-cide-cide 

Bury all the weight you left behind

WON'T PRETEND (DEMO)

ANY MEANS NECESSARY!

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solitude (Demo Snippet)

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