Originals

Lyrics:

Bottles of tequila

Sweet smell of vanilla

Eating marshmellows with you

Wake up in the morning 

But i dont hear you snoring 

 you’ve been dead an hour or 2

Bear attack x2
Should’ve packed a gun in my backpack

But all i brought with me was a ring

Now they’re lookin at me

Cuz my cologne smells like honey

So while i get eaten i’ll just sing


Bear attack x2
Should’ve packed a gun in my backpack

But all i brought with me was a ring

Now they’re lookin at me

Cuz my cologne smells like honey

So while i get mauled to death i’ll just sing

Bear attack x14

Bear Song

Lyrics: 

What’s a girl like you 
Doin witb a guy like me?

Im nothin but trouble
Honey cant you see?

By morning, 
you’ll have vanished
And I’ll be gone

But for tonight, 
You’re all mine
Say a prayer for

Bible John x4

What’s a girl like you
Doin with a guy like me
I’m nothin but trouble
Baby can’t you see?

By morning, 
You’ll have vanished
And i’ll be gone
But for tonight baby,
You’re all mine

Say a prayer youre with

Bible John x8

Bible John

worst 11 months of my life

 think I've been overthinking everything
I think I've thought too much about this
I've come to realise what is wrong and
I didn't even need a therapist, it's you

It's always been you
What you put me through
It's always been you
Fuck you

I can't take anymore
Leave me outside the door
Treat me like I'm a whore
I won't take anymore

It didn't have to be this way
It didn't have to go down like this
You made my world so grey
What the fuck did I do to deserve it?

It's you, I won't take anymore
It's you, leave me outside thе door
It's you, you treat me like I'm a whorе
It's you, I won't take anymore

Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
Yeah, fuck you
Fuck you

Letter to an Ex

There are so many
things wrong in the world
it makes my mind get tied in knots
my brain is swirled

but there you are
to brighten up my day
you leave me speechless
i never know what to say

my little plum 

my little plum 
you are the beacon of light
when i'm surrounded by darkness and there's no end in sight
my little plum

you are the one there to say
that there's something beautiful in every day
my little plum

i love to hear
you greet me at the door
i dont know what you do to me 
but all i ask for is more
my little plum

You make my spirit soar
you make me excited for whatever 
the future has in store
my little plum

oooooooooooooooooooooo x2 

my little plum

Plum

Nothing To Lose

Started writing this back in January and finally finished it

everything seems
to only get worse
no stopping the seven plagues
no breaking the witch's curse

i would like
to know what i did wrong
it's been killing me inside
i've been waiting for so long

and i cry 
and beg for a reason why
maybe it's just not meant to be 

and maybe it's better not try 

maybe it's better not try x4 

i dont think i'm
gonna get a second chance
it took so long 
for you to even give me another glance

i really hope that this time around
wont be goodbye
cuz all i want in my life
is you by my side

but i dont cry
i just pray it'll be alright
could still be meant to be
maybe it's better not to try

maybe its better not to try
better not to try
better not to try
better not to try

Better Not To Try

Cover art by me

Lyrics:
Everything went and changed
While I was looking the other way
Is that omen, or is that just how the world works?

Everything perplexes me,
And you just get the best of me
When you tear my heart out and act like its still the same

You have your problems
And I have mine
But don’t keep asking questions
If all you’re gonna do is whine

If you want to
Leave my life
Go ahead, pack your shit and go
I was never one for a fight

I hate your guts, you hate mine
You act like everything’s alright
You beat me down, and don’t stop short
So let me tell you what you’re in for

If you don’t have the balls to leave than I will
Won’t be nice seeing you again
All I hope is that you’ll end up dead

It ain't my fault it’s not my problem
If you’re all sad when I am gone
You only ever knew me so that you could use me

Hell, I’m happy to leave you behind
Watch you whine like a bitch while I'm havin' a good time 
To me, You think that you still mean a lot
Well bye bitch take this parting shot

Parting Shot

This isn’t a love song, it’s a death trap in a pretty verse
Every line is another note I made under your curse
Just cuz I can pretend that it’s not getting worse
Doesn’t mean that I can’t hate you where you’ll never learn

You meant none of what you said to me
But said it in stride
You just made me love you and made me cry
You’re all beautiful people
But you’re tearing me apart
I wish our paths had never crossed
When you depart

Every word in this is cut and dry
There’s a little bit of spite sprinkled in every line
I know you never cared, I just want to see you say it
Because when it doesn’t work for you, you always break it

Thank you all for the pain
I hope you’re living your best life
Disregard the strain
Because I could never hurt a fly
You know we’re not the same
At least I can stay in my lane
I don’t think you can even cry
And if I died I doubt you’d say goodbye

I’m the one who feels shame
Cuz I’m the one that has a heart
You exploit my pain
To find a new place to start
You’ll never see consequences
You’ll never really get where you did wrong
You'll never get the point of this song

Bluesbreaker

Drums by Fwuppy: https://soundcloud.com/fwuppy

Rollercoaster (Briston Maroney cover)

Indecision breeds obsession
Overthinking every lesson
You would think I’d pick a side
I can’t run but I can hide
If I say nothing that means everything
I am running out of words to sing
I’m running out of time
And excuses for my lines 

Making too much out of nothing
Making nothing out of something
I can scream and shout
The words aint coming out
Afraid of people and myself
I’m strangling my mental health
Over people who never cared
Over too many things that blare

Anxiety is killing me
I don’t know what I should be
To afraid to speak for myself
I Can’t stand anyone else

Indecision breeds indifference
To many choices I’ve been given
I guess I’m just to scatterbrained
To act remotely fucking sane
I don’t care and I can’t speak
I guess I’ll take it on the cheek
I guess that I just talk too fast
Happiness will never last

Arguing all over nothing
I just really wanna do something
Am I helpless or just lazy
What is it I don’t see?
Optics games and optics lines
All along something to prize
Of dignity or blind old luck
I think that I’ve just had enough

Anxiety is killing me
I don’t know what I should be
I think plenty for myself
But those words aren’t coming out of my mouth

Fencesitter

My life is void of direction or meaning
Outside im calm but inside im screaming
Inside my house is where i stay
Nothing out there ever seems like a good play

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Nothing i do will ever be enough
Ill never fill the void with any amount of stuff
Nothing i do will ever fix this shit
Ive tried way too hard to amount to just this

Everyday i let down my family
Im so depressed and you know that im planning
To kill myself in a matter of years
No one will miss me when im not here

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Fuck This

written in collaboration with Ken

You’re so fucking annoying
Everything you do makes me wanna scream
Why should you tell the story
I’m not gonna let you bury me 

Why oh why should I be the one?
Why oh why should I?
Why oh why should I have to run?
Why oh why should I?

You’re so fucking annoying
Everything you do makes me wanna scream
You mean absolutely nothing to me
I just really wanna watch you bleed

Why oh why should I be the one?
Why oh why should I?
Why oh why should you have the fun?
Why oh why should I?

You’re so fucking obsessive
You never could take directive
It took a broken heart but now I see
You shouldn’t fuckin mean a thing to me

Why Should I?

And she runs through her days
with a smile on her face
And she runs, and she waits
While I wait
We can drive to any place
Day and night, to cross this state
And in the mornin', into Mexico, we will wake up
We will wake up
We will yeah
I will be with her

I find a window in the kitchen, where I let myself in
I rummage through the refrigerator, find myself a beer
I can't believe I'm really here,
and she's lying in that bed
I can almost feel her touch, and her anxious breath
I stumble in the hallway, outside her bedroom door
I hear her call out to me, I hear the fear in her voice
She pulls her covers tighter, I press against the door
I will be with her tonight, yeah
I will be with her tonight
I will be with her tonight, yeah
I will be with her tonight
I will be with her, yeah

Oo-oh, yeah
Oo-oh, yeah
Oo-oh, yeah
I will be with her

Tyler

Things You Should Be Knowing (The Cribs Cover)

https://soundcloud.com/gezebellegaburgably

Better Not To Try

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