caring with a collar on

i’ve always had trouble with my volume

bugs bugs bugs!

sleepovr 2

sleepovr 1

intro [spoken]

you call me a lot. idk.

guitar mmmm

new song, no title, just vibes. performed live at pause…

new song at pause…..

a song i wrote a while back. 

written and produced by me

verte ser feliz

an open mic discussion on love at Pause… 
followed up by my song “the aftermath”

fuck ups included. thank you to the people that show up for these things.



lyrics:

i wish to write all your favorite songs
you could tell me that im wrong and i’ll admit to it
why didn’t we do this in the first place?
when we had our first date


when i gave you that letter
you were wearing matching rings
you held me as i cried, said you didn’t even like that fucking guy
you let him play on my guitar knowing damn well you put that strap on

when i asked you who you found was more attractive, you laughed and said “not him”, while you were wearing his ring
said “it feels disrespectful”, it is

that ring he bought you could break so easily
yours tattoos will always last
so will the scars on my back, the bruises that you gave
the scars on my lips, when you drew blood from within and you consumed it
why did we do this?


this is my message to him, i wish you the best
she’s gonna wanna help you dress
play her all her favorite little songs 
play all the films she likes, on your designated movie nights, she likes wes anderson
oh and she likes my songs
it’s nothing personal

i think you would be kind
she likes that type of guy, one she can dominate


you make her feel safe, i make her feel more.

a discussion on love + the aftermath

the aftermath… (live)

i’ll upload the lyrics i’m crossed rn mwah xoxo

history

i recorded this on the bathroom floor with the door closed.



ovejita negra

letras:

ay ovejita, chiquita
porque me haces esto?
tienes que mirar para adentro
pero tú no haces nada

mi sol y mi luna llena, yo te solo encuentro, revolcándose, en tu miseria 
tomándose una tinta, que le rogaste, que alguien le comprara 

si te pones tan triste y no hables a nadie, siempre quedarás 
la ovejita negra
ábrete a las cosas bellas, algo tan bonita como siempre estás 
mi bonita oveja 

solo quiero estar contigo, presta solo mi abrigo 

mi ovejita negra, enjaulada en su propio existencia
no puede escapar, su propio vida
su propio vida x2






lyrics:

oh little sheep, little one
why are you doing this to me?
you have to look inside
but you don't do anything

my sun and my full moon, I only find you, wallowing, in your misery 
taking a red, that you begged for someone to buy  

if you get so sad and don't talk to anyone, you will always be 
the little black sheep
open yourself to beautiful things, something as beautiful as you always are. 
my pretty sheep 

i just want to be with you, only borrow my coat 

my little black sheep, caged in your own existence
can't escape, your own life
your own life x2

ovejita negra (acústico)

sin presiónar en guitarra acústica.

quick note:

    this song is personal, obviously. i was in a relationship for a long time which wasn’t the best. at some point everyone around us realized we weren’t good for each other, and we weren’t ready to accept it. with a constant expectations for each other we hurt and hurt and hurt. it hurt more because at some point in the past we helped each other more than we damaged. we did everything someone in a relationship would do except we weren’t and we couldn’t. every month we came back to a renewed hope, a mindset in which we wouldn’t set expectations but we did. this was reassurance wrapped in despair, then it led to realizations.

    thanks for listening, jimena (aka m3diavida).


letras:

si todos piensan, todos piensan mal
se olvidan, lo que hiciste para mi 
si piensan malo de ti no pienses más 
entraste a mi jardín, y me diste semillas pa sembrar 

no pienses más 

mejores amigos, mejor románcivo
duermo contigo, ya

sin presión x2

si me vuelvo ponerme a meditar
algo hermoso en verte encuerar 

sin presiónar x 2

mi mejor sedativo
duermo contigo ya

en vino veritas x 4




“sin presiónar” on acoustic guitar.

lyrics:

If everyone thinks, everyone thinks badly
They forget, what you did for me 
If they think bad of you, don't think anymore. 
you entered my garden, and gave me seeds to plant 

don't think anymore 

best friends, better romance
I sleep with you, now

no pressure
no pressure

If I start meditating again,
there’s something beautiful about seeing you undress

without any pressure
with no pressure

my best sedative
I sleep with you now

in wine there is truth
in wine there is truth
in wine there is truth
in wine there is truth

sin presiónar (acústico)

the aftermath (sept 30th live @ pause 131).m4a

history (outside and acoustic).m4a

something to show my grandparents’ friends when they ask what type of music i make

insta: m3diavida

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