Whatever the hell this is

https://ffm.to/bleith 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

i'll be the first

pronounced "bləith, or blayeth"
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guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

maybe i won't miss those white halls and those silos
and your wide eyes

(do you remember me?)

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
and i still wonder how
covered in clovers and i’m six feet
under now five leaves aren't enough
this september i’ll be leaving
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

slipping through the cracks i'm calling it back on you
shadows shifting elisions i'm still in your arms
cosmic collisions it's crumbling falling through
scaffold splitting derisions i'm sealing the hearth

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

one to many times i let myself slide
resin in the hide and it's hopeless
summit through the sides i thought of better ties
brethren tiled the pine on a pulpit
covered in the sines i coveted the lies
nolled up on a lyre a forfeit
lauded once or twice a strath that lead the line
straffed it to your silage and sold it

if you'd just lie awake 
i won't shear no shame

save me 
break me
save me
chain me

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

bleith

Part 10 of 11

Length: 11min, 37sec
Key: G#min
BPM: 36.75 -> 147.00

Written + recorded in Chattanooga, TN
Produced in Chattanooga, TN + Brooklyn, NY

Produced + mixed by wishlane, with help from @myridmusic
Mastered by @st1cksyea

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Wishlane-godspeed-lyrics

Nobody's listening!

Godspeed

listen somewhere else

with my big eyes, open head
wondering where ive been
simmering, shimmering
look into my reflection
dots the pools, ripples, rippling
thru the blues, muddy shoes
mossy ground, running on loop

somethings calling out, wants my name
tug and pull, line of shame
i let those strings carry me, wild game
but dont notice it, fading in, letting it
till im caught in her web
stick and silk warm my bed

this deep warm bed
open ended
built on avoidance
i sink in it

deep warm bed (demo)

llctheband.com

add. production by gabby start
add. writing by Stevie Bill and Chris Murphy

this is what you wanted
tell all your friends we started
tell all your people that we’re ditching the stop signs, full speed we’re running to the

hills that we die on every
day that they keep forgetting
the kids are on their own they’re killing the pastime, everything could be ending today

you want someone, you love someone, you go and sing
nanananana
we lock down and we fall, the kids are running, screaming
nanananana

you think you know, you think you know it’s what you sound like
you think you know, you think you know it’s what you sound like
you think you know, you think you know it’s what you sound like
you think you know, you think you know it’s what you sound like

this is what you wanted

because they’re telling us the house is turning green and the kids are getting bluer and all the windows full of talking heads saying that they knew it
when all the boys and girls are stuck trying on each other’s shoes and 
they’re singing

nananananananana

you want someone, you love someone, you go and sing
nanananana
we lock down and we fall, the kids are running, screaming
nanananana

this is what you wanted
this is what you wanted
this is what you wanted
this is what you wanted

The kids are on their own

All Bandcamp profits are going to The Trevor Project: https://wishlane.bandcamp.com/track/i-dont-know-how-to-explain-to-you-that-you-should-care-about-other-people

If you want to learn more: https://www.thetrevorproject.org/

Length: 5min, 39sec
Key: A#min
BPM: 47.00

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Wishlane-i-dont-know-how-to-explain-to-you-that-you-should-care-about-other-people-lyrics

Sources cited:
https://soundcloud.com/littlefaithmusic/idkhtetytyscaop
https://soundcloud.com/patchymate/new-hope
https://soundcloud.com/underscores/cctv

https://www.huffpost.com/entry/i-dont-know-how-to-explain-to-you-that-you-should_b_59519811e4b0f078efd98440

I don't know how to explain to you that you should care about other people

a collab with Andy Cizek, from Makari/Monuments/Termina/WVNDER

prod breakdown vid on youtube: https://youtu.be/NGkT72ZahdI?si=_6P3t3q7N1QIsm0x

ANDY:
bent the truth so I could see clearer
gazin through those cracks in the mirror
you can call me but i ain't gonna hear ya
don't wipe up your tears, now
don't wipe up your tears now

SCRO:
reaching out my hand to a stranger
tried to break those eyes tried to change you
take it back i don't want it i don't blame you
it all feels the same, ya
and i can't play your games now

BOTH:
im turning back from a blind eye
from seeing ev-er-y face i hide from inside
feels like i'm brooding on lost time
and now i'm chasing the echoes i try to rewind

SCRO:
I’m chasing the ghosts that I can’t leave behind
got drunk off regret to forget you were mine
i wish that we never met, can’t reset, can’t rewind
the voices deep in my head, I do this every night

ANDY:
I’m chasing the ghosts that I can’t leave behind
got drunk off regret to forget you were mine
i wish that we never met, can’t reset, can’t rewind
the voices deep in my head, I do this every night

cause now I’m chasing the ghosts that I can’t leave behind
got drunk off regret to forget you were mine
i wish that we never met, can’t reset, can’t rewind
the voices deep in my head, I do this every night

SCRO:
cause i don't, i don't need this
moving on, don't believe this
ENTER ANDY: i tried to learn from the reset
but now i'm burned and all i feel is the regret
SCRO:
i've found the reason
i can't believe it
no more deprivation
reprise from desperate mourn; he cries

ANDY:
I’m chasing the ghosts that I can’t leave behind
got drunk off regret to forget you were mine
i wish that we never met, can’t reset, can’t rewind
the voices deep in my head, I do this every night
you know I’m chasing the ghosts that I can’t leave behind
got drunk off regret to forget you were mine
i wish that we never met, can’t reset, can’t rewind
the voices deep in my head, I do this every night. I do this every night

ANDY:
born of a ghost left behind
rinse off the blood from the wine
the voices deep in my head, the voices deep in my head
I do this every night
BLEGCH

BOTH:
echoes; left behind
fractures; from my mind

fractures (w/ Andy Cizek)

Got alot of inspiration at a rave yesterday, and I really like how this one turned out. More of a hard techno vibe. Got more like this planned in the future. Have a good one :)

Free Download

LET ME RAVE ALONE

Mumbay feat. Lou - Souvenirs (Prod. by 23.37)

Basically using this as a library for my DAW experiments.

Real unprofessional so it‘s basically a work in progress. 

🫶🫂🗣️

Whatever the hell this is

Jim Jimmy Beanson