spent a lot of time on this i hope u enjoy^^ shout out ryo & hallow 4 making this possible:)

cover art by @kayzelledagum

there's something wrong with us

everything is different
produced irby
love u all, thanks for everything

lyrics:
its been a long time

i dont know how i can get better
i hate when the times just change the weather
i lied, liked it better in december
i wish, that i could just forget her :(

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

i wanna make it right
but you dont really want me to win
i hate it when we fight
i have to go repent for that sin
my future is not bright
all the blame just seems to be pinned
on myself, me and I
and that is why i cant win

wanna impress my idols but no one pays attention
i try my hardest but i dont even get follows or mentions
they like my song, say im good, but they dont even listen
im an outlier, on my own, never seem to fit in

maybe one day ill be good enough
think that someday things will not be rough
maybe i wont get excluded by everyone
i wanna call it quits, i really wanna be done

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

but will it ever be good?
yeah idk
inches away from the top
yeah im so close...
ever since this yr its been so damn different
everybody shuts me out and disregards my feelings

but i shouldnt care about that oh no
i got many friends, dont have many foes
and all of the people that doubted are low
this is where i belong, this is truly my home!

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

grateful for everything
thank u all
project soon

different prod irby

prod. @1hallow
ft. @chiefjuno

lyrics:
black jeans by the swimming pool
put my hand on ur head now u're crying again
counting time by the decimal
let's leave i don't wanna spend my time in ya

bed
again
i relapse in thought of all my other plans
oh i don't wanna talk until i pop more xans
u stripped it from my hands
i'll leave it where it stands
but i try yes i'm trying again

so i said i'm
feeling alright
i don't wanna start no arguments

so i stay high
fuck up my life
seeing some light thru another lens

she said
i lied
i would never lie j to make things right

she said
i tried
i would only try j to make things

right i'm
covering her eyes with
white lies
lying that i don't have wifi
cannot call her till my life dies
i sign
out of my socials
she say i'm too vocal
i step thru this portal again
i'm alright
laying in

untitled w/ juno (hallow)

guitar by @ayyitsryo ^^
prod. me

lyrics:
and i'm scared of life sometimes
so i look to other sides
and i can't believe my eyes when everything turns out all right

when i stare into her eyes
it reminds me i'm alive
and i broke another window shield tryna take my life

text my exes
o's and x's
too obsessive
get neglected
they
always find another way
think i'm on my own to-

day i'm ending
smith n wesson
put my arms around her legs and waist
till we die and waste away
but that's too far from to-

she got candy painted nails
got an ex from lauderdale
all this talking getting stale
i'm j gonna rip the veil

cuz when i stare in her eyes
it always changes my mind
i second guess if i'm right or if i lied with
things that appear to be white
only appear to be wise
i cover up with a lie and make her sightless

and i'm still forgiving myself so
jus give me some time hoe
u weren't my type tho
remind it
i spend more money on belts for
myself than a rental
and you in the past hope you mind it

xo (ryo + st jimmy)

guitar by @ayyitsryo
prod. me

lyrics:
old hoes
act new i don't wanna walk around it

photos
imy but i don't wanna talk about this shit

but i always gotta mind it
digging thru my head for some peace of mind bitch
oh cuz i don't ever wanna fight and the bottom line is
i'm done w lying

cuz even if we talked like that
i don't wanna talk like that again i'm
tryna put my head in tact
u know that it's not my bad again i'm

walking
thru another empty street
and when she calling
it feels like 2003

and now i'm omw
i'm texting back too late
she see me tweet some shade
that's on me i ain't mean like that

counting these digits can't tell time apart
when i'm off in this mission to fix our hearts
and i'm failing to realize i'm on my own
from now
and that's astounding news out loud

with this amount of time again
i'll make songs and write amends
i lose battles i pretend
so i sit and wait for...

2003 (ryo + st jimmy)

prod. @ayyitsryo & me

lyrics:

lately i've been feeling extra tired
so why would u

trick me into thinking i'm a liar
so i'll crash my car

lately i've been feeling extra tired
sooo i'm going to bed
i'm running ahead
ignore every call i'm ignoring her text

facetime
i waste time i had i wish i could take it all
back to a month in the past i
wish i could patch up the

bleeding
feelings
pushed to the side i'm causing a fight
with reasons
dealing
w problems that i find way bigger than mine

so i resign
u tear up this letter of mine
j read at a different time
is what i am doing all right or am i in the wrong

i'll make it up all in a song
abusing the pot in the bong
i'm crashing my car w a honk thru ur bedroom

window
i don't want to
let go
even if that

means i cry more
i would die for u

okay
i'm doing fine now
i'm doing better
than i did once before i met u

i'm tired of dealing with problems bigger than mine (ryo + st jimmy)

the person talking is jake from modern baseball:)

interlude

last tir drop everyone shld stream this that would b very cool

prod 01kon and ghostt

so hella devious (+yametsu +thrml + saffi +staggy +1sloan +ghostt +01kon)

29/08/22
it's pouring down (ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
prod by the homie @jichuuu

lyrics:

g-g-gonna stand against the wall
gonna block ur phone and ignore ur call
don't talk2me rn cause i can't explain
if u dial again i'll put my phone in the rain

gonna stand against the wall
gonna block ur phone and ignore ur call
don't talk2me rn cause i can't explain
if u dial again i'll put my phone in the rain

2022 came around jus like a clock
i've been sittin by the sea and chillin on the dock
i'm jus lookin for some people, i'm jus lookin for some life
maybe i'm jus too late and it's been taken by a scythe

in-in the crib with the devils
scarlet comin round and we got all em levels
in-in the crib with the devils
scarlet comin round and we got all em levels

(in the crib with the devils
scarlet comin round and we got all em levels
in the crib with the devils
scarlet comin round and we got all em levels)

gonna stand against the wall
gonna block ur phone and ignore ur call
don't talk2me rn cause i can't explain
if u dial again i'll put my phone in the rain

gonna stand against the wall
gonna block ur phone and ignore ur call
don't talk2me rn cause i can't explain
if u dial again i'll put my phone in the rain

rain

rain 🌧 (jichu)

stranger + blxty mental (popstarkrazy toren berios)

grbage 
p drmabeats
#LLJW

lyrics:

i been tryna figure out whts imprtnt 2 me
break down all the time , everyday of the week
gettin by every minute on the skin of my teeth
holdin down all the feelin that r deep undrnth
haunt me in my dreams so i cant even sleep 
help me find the peace i been tryin 2 seek

not u , yh u hit me the hardest
stole my fkn <3 yh discarded
all my feelins nvr ment a fkn thing 2 u
everythin is green when the sky is fkn ment 2 be blue
nevr thought u'd leave b4 it strted
stole my fkn <3 yh discarded
every memory is left in the grbage 
wish we cud turn the time , yh in a tardis

i'm walkin' in prada, tryna solve my problems
thru the night, finding vibes, moonlight sonata
i try to deny, but you see the pills in my eyes
i tell her that I'm hi, but she don't seem surprised

i jus h8 my fkn image 
i jus h8 the things u say 
wish the thundr storm would jus go away 
sittin here in silence 
i jus let myself decay 
if i knew there was consequences
i would nvr fkn stay 
took way 2 much damage 
nothin evr feels the same 
ur luv feels like plastic 
like everythin was fake 
lets jus leave it up to fate 
n hope my prblms go away 
burned to many bridges 
jus to b beggin u 2 stay 

got caught up in my prblms 
way 2 hi jus 2 deal w the karma 
my normal pills be sittin on the nightstand 
up my dose of the shrooms 
gon extend this fkn nightmare 

chorus 

##BEWITCH

grbage [drma]

i think this song make me level up idk so i make it the best

1usd : https://payhip.com/b/QBbPq

prod . revenxnt x sabrr
lyrics soon...

oh you're right that I know I just thought about
you got this shit I don't want to fucking head up
I got rich it fast, fuck, away from the photo
I know you're wonderful wait me for a minute
on my bad you like talking shit
damn what you say  I don't know you ahh
yeah you kind of stop I don't want to fight ahh
no way reason to power
yeah I got the star I feel I don't want to miss you
And I Don't Want understand
it feel dont wanna missed it
I'm a fucking self huh
i dont really shit so i cant do it so hea

lyrics not 100%

##star (revenxnt x sabrr)

2coal4you (feat. blackwinterwells)

mentions

Ypbandz - slide with me (OFFICIAL MUSIC AUDIO)

Tee-Dreamz x i9bonsai 

@TeeDreamz

@i9bonsai

@y4ndere


-


LYRICS


( Tee-Dreamz Hook)

-

I’m so sad I fucking hate this :(

Dropping tabs till I see faces

Oh, my bad babe, I’m still wasted…

Oh, my bad babe, I’m still wasted…

-

I’m so sad I fucking hate this :(

Dropping tabs till I see faces

Oh, my bad babe, I’m still wasted…

Oh, my bad babe, I’m still wasted…

-

(Tee-Dreamz Verse)

Fucked up my mind I can’t help it

All the white lies are so selfish      

You don’t even wanna see inside

Yea you never cared & I’ll never know why 
 

I have you & you have me & - 

I daydream were both happy

Living out our fantasies :(

Baby plss, don’t ever leave me :(

-

(I9bonsai Verse)

shldnt b lik dis,, evrysec tryn

y y y,, do u think its right

run it dun run it dwn run it dwn

dnt tlk i dnt wna hear a sound

ill mk it out sumhw

but nt lik dis nt nw

my badd4tryn2tell u im ovr tht

i cnt,, 

cuz its movn wayy2fast

-

(Tee-Dreamz Hook)

I’m so sad I fucking hate this :(

Dropping tabs till I see faces

Oh, my bad babe, I’m still wasted…

Oh, my bad babe, I’m still wasted…


I’m so sad I fucking hate this :(

Dropping tabs till I see faces

Oh, my bad babe, I’m still wasted…

Oh, my bad babe, I’m still wasted…

2003 (ryo + st jimmy)

st jimmy

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