prod me^^

lyrics:

if you tell me why you changed
maybe thingsll fall in place
girl your face
is just a stranger
and i just wonder

what did you want me to say
when you let me rot
in the catacombs

so conceited
i'm in a disarray
but that isn't the case
when i'm not alone

and i'm
always stuck at home
so immature

so let me say thank u
to all my exes they all taught me to hate u

my texts never phase u
so i recoup my thoughts with hopes that i save u

catacombs

prod. me^_^

lyrics:

oh my god
leave me at the parking lot
feeling both cold and hot
at the same time
i'm alright
so i said

give it up
living up
to my expectations
i won't
mess it up-
set em all
and i'll live till forty with no fentanyl
chemicals
burning thru my body
n my head at all
fighting off
medical
ways to treat me

when i watch my step
no1 can touch me
and i do my best
when nobody love me
till u're right i've left
and it's all good for nothing
there's no use for discussion
with my head and this cushion seat

i won't take 1
so i'll be blunt
i'm gone for good
i'll spill some blood

if u don't leave me so
i'll be forced to drown my body with these chemicals
won't be upset at all
but i'll upset em all
i'm off 2 adderall
i'm not upset at all

cold & hot

prod. @1hallow
ft. @chiefjuno

lyrics:
black jeans by the swimming pool
put my hand on ur head now u're crying again
counting time by the decimal
let's leave i don't wanna spend my time in ya

bed
again
i relapse in thought of all my other plans
oh i don't wanna talk until i pop more xans
u stripped it from my hands
i'll leave it where it stands
but i try yes i'm trying again

so i said i'm
feeling alright
i don't wanna start no arguments

so i stay high
fuck up my life
seeing some light thru another lens

she said
i lied
i would never lie j to make things right

she said
i tried
i would only try j to make things

right i'm
covering her eyes with
white lies
lying that i don't have wifi
cannot call her till my life dies
i sign
out of my socials
she say i'm too vocal
i step thru this portal again
i'm alright
laying in

untitled w/ juno (hallow)

guitar by @ayyitsryo
prod. me

lyrics:
old hoes
act new i don't wanna walk around it

photos
imy but i don't wanna talk about this shit

but i always gotta mind it
digging thru my head for some peace of mind bitch
oh cuz i don't ever wanna fight and the bottom line is
i'm done w lying

cuz even if we talked like that
i don't wanna talk like that again i'm
tryna put my head in tact
u know that it's not my bad again i'm

walking
thru another empty street
and when she calling
it feels like 2003

and now i'm omw
i'm texting back too late
she see me tweet some shade
that's on me i ain't mean like that

counting these digits can't tell time apart
when i'm off in this mission to fix our hearts
and i'm failing to realize i'm on my own
from now
and that's astounding news out loud

with this amount of time again
i'll make songs and write amends
i lose battles i pretend
so i sit and wait for...

2003 (ryo + st jimmy)

prod. @ayyitsryo

lyrics:
running
with eyes closed shut
my hands are numb
and draped in blood
and now's the only time i'll

reach out
third time in a day
my hands in my face
we're going to waste
and now's the only time i'll

live for a moment
my heart is exploding
i scratched thru the surface
i'm dying to breathe

i sip on this potion
rid me of emotion
i'm sick of this burden
i'm dying to leave

on god
why would u leave me alone to rot
we can go back n cut all of our losses
we can take back what's lost

the only time (ryo)

guitar by @ayyitsryo

heavily inspired by modern baseball:)

lyrics:
take a trip to phoenix
need some kleenex
when i sit and
cut and tear apart these healing wounds

i don't need a reason
if i'm screaming at u while u sit behind ur door inside ur room

in the desert fighting our monsoons

dance around to music we both like although we fight half of the time we spend ours by ourselves

sing along
like nothing's wrong with us i'm taking the early bus back home and i won't ring ur cell

i think it's far too early plz don't yell

my computer
is filled with songs that make me think of u
once previous loser
returns to habits that i once abused

what do i have to lose

phoenix (ryo + st jimmy)

prod. @ayyitsryo & me

lyrics:

lately i've been feeling extra tired
so why would u

trick me into thinking i'm a liar
so i'll crash my car

lately i've been feeling extra tired
sooo i'm going to bed
i'm running ahead
ignore every call i'm ignoring her text

facetime
i waste time i had i wish i could take it all
back to a month in the past i
wish i could patch up the

bleeding
feelings
pushed to the side i'm causing a fight
with reasons
dealing
w problems that i find way bigger than mine

so i resign
u tear up this letter of mine
j read at a different time
is what i am doing all right or am i in the wrong

i'll make it up all in a song
abusing the pot in the bong
i'm crashing my car w a honk thru ur bedroom

window
i don't want to
let go
even if that

means i cry more
i would die for u

okay
i'm doing fine now
i'm doing better
than i did once before i met u

i'm tired of dealing with problems bigger than mine (ryo + st jimmy)

prod. @ayyitsryo + 333ri + me

lyrics:
i
i've been doing all right
going thru another "break" again
and fake amends
i sit thru all her lies

i've been asking u
why
are u wasting ur time
it will never be the same again
we play pretend
i sit thru all the fights

i've been walking on glass all weekend
find your reason
to fight again tonight

when i'm yelling till u cry again
and lie again
u want it

fight again
and die again
i'm on it

why do u keep asking what i'm on

it's some sick
entertainment
living off the drugs and a love that is misery

quick
a replacement
urs is more significant than all the other drugs i'm on

if i'm feeling better i'm not quitting i'm just moving on

i might leave a letter on ur mattress at the brink of

dawn again
i'm wrong again

i wrote another
song again
about ur friends

i've tried too many times to pull these strings back to the start

cuz when u cried
in ur bedroom
u didn't have to
tear me apart

and when i lie
i protect u
from these bad moods
i play my part

cry again (ryo + 333ri + st jimmy)

prod. @ayyitsryo
cover art @cctvchurch on instagram

lyrics:
although nervous and cold
i sit and smoke cigarettes waiting for someone to hold
me by the hand when i'm frozen

i tarnish my eyes

what have i done
where i have to run
away from the only thing that ever cared at

all the words i spit with these alcoholic lips don't mean anything
can't believe
u're choosing him over me

am i perceived

am i to blame
for all my mistakes
we break up and make up but it's not the same

with you
and who
is rly to blame
knowing it
takes 2
to make up the shame

where i'm from
and it's not like we rly belong
i write down amends in this song
mend my wrongs

i pray for summertime
despise these winter nights

all the beautiful people i kill with my lies
i hope i can bring back with time

i repent all the sins that i've kept by my side
i hope it all simmers

cold out pt. 2 (ryo)

sleepless (ryo)

old tattoos (ryo + will + st jimmy)

trauma bonds (ryo)

i'll burn in hopes you would notice me (ryo)

prod. me

lyrics:

so please
i never want u to leave
cause u make me me don't u see
i can't sleep when u're gone

and i don't want all these other people
i sit n wait for u to call
i'll be here patient
i'll be here waiting
till we're dead

and i don't want anyone to haunt u
less it is me ofc my love
dug me out despair
and i couldn't care
less u're gone

jus take me
by the hand
and if it doesn't all go to plan
will u stay
will u stay
by my side

when u smile i'll return it
apartment's unfurnished
we'll drink a lil bourbon
no arguments hurting each other
i won't smother
u to death

i won't promise tho
i get attached rly quick but i'm not rly worried we don't have to hurry
i'm waiting
and i'm patient
for u
cuz u're all that i wanted and needed so

alexandria's ballad

lyrics:

ill leave in the meantime
its fine you need me time
give u some time for urself
grieve in the moonlight
repent for the old fights
go thru my own sense of hell
needed the distance
think i did too
dont rly miss us thats what ill say too
this isnt brand new
feels like this happened b4
this happened b4 my eyes
i sulk in the dark did i do this right
its hard to imagine a better life than one i have lived before
i have all the time for remorse
cast spells
cant tell
what u rly want if u rly wanted me
well i fell flat on my face with no signs of grace around
so i dont want anyone ever again when u lie to my face and show little repent
i dont want u
if all of these signs hold true
im sick of all of it
im not quite as tolerant
id rather be wrong than admit that u were right

wizard (tmywtsis)

moshi moshi

i saw water

coals

prod me

lyrics:

when i feel ur skin
forget what’s all around me
don’t let me drown
when i breathe ur air
the world collapses round me
enough to keep me down

we never got to make our scrapbooks
at eldorado park

and i don’t mean to make u sad, look
i just wanted some time apart

but when i look at ur face
it brings me back to a place
where i was happier at least in the moment

i let u rip out my throat
bite marks all over my clothes
u bring me up i tear it down when im hopeless

oh i jus want to feel
your head
against my halo

i find it hard to heal
when i’m stuck in tornadoes

of my mind
and of my eyes
i stay disguised

please don’t hide
and never lie
i’m here to die

eldorado park

@wido123456789
@nejdos
old cover art by saida:D

boing ,

[lyrics]

st jimmy:

step outside my bubble imma pop it
u boys r looking 4 trouble better stop it
i take it piece by piece n then i chop it
ingesting vitamins i'm feeling rotten

rotten 2 the core
passed out on the floor
and i'm hammered like i'm thor
thottie calling me a whore

but u gotta feed my ego
thottie she from reno
pass her to amigos
and she staining all my chinos

in her mouth like cheetos
suck me up mosquito
counting green no cee lo
break her back she feel like neo

level up my elo
lychee ice i zero
she say i'm her hero but the things i do illegal

back back
shawty throw it back uh
pack pack
smokin on that pack uh

turn the tables no i could never relax
in the jag-jag-jaguar painted all black

ego
zeros
countin all my c notes
tip toe
deep throat
tell me how her lip go
shopping i'm a mallwhore
tell me not 2 talk more
hop into the black porsche
put her on 2 all fours

wido:

i put on the tv 
watch some stupid shit,
i think ive been playing until 4 am
i gotta do something.

thats why i dont think bout it,
thats why i dont think bout shit,
drinking all this dr perky 
i cant feel nothing,
on the ground tweaking out,
stuffing my tummy,
big drugs in the street,
you know how im coming.

ego, zero, zero, zero
unexistant, your boss is a placebo,
ego, ego, zero, zero,
unexistant, can come and watch me burn though

ego>:| ft. wido (nejdos)

@zypitano
*chirp chirp chirp*

lyrics:

chirp chirp chirp chirp chirp chirp chirp all i hear are parrots talking
feeling so digital stephen hawking
perc perc perc perc perc perc perc off a 30 pilly popping
poison poison poison shopping

i pop a hulk and i'm drowning in hurt
shotty long barrel i'm feelin like kurt
feelin so rotten i'm stuck in a hearse she say i'm the best then she say i'm the worst

repeat like a bird
repeat all the words
twin not no olsen put u inna hearse

talkin up u a clone
dnd on my phone
she wearing all of my clothes
stuck in time i'm froze

echo echo in the bedroom
percy percy imma dead soon
bloody bloody no red
say what i say n u heard what i said

aaaaaaaahhhhhh^vv
all u ever say is blah-blah-blaaah...
shut up shut up shut uuuup

i make a track re repeat what i say
i'm with yo girl but u callin me gay
i put my dick in her mouth n she pray
done w u boys all i hear is u sayin

chirp chirp
all she do is flirt flirt
i put in the work work
only thing i hear u

chirp:0 (zypitano)

prod. me^_^

v heavily inspired by @hereisalden <33

lyrics:

facetime girl i'll see u in the morning
waste time w me till the sun come up
get high girl u hate it when i pour it
grit my teeth again girl i've had enough

glass shards in my mouth i'm
plastered doing all the above
past fights stay stuck in my head i'm
hammered i'm going to bed

sleep
off all our arguments
she
causes pain so permanent

crash my car thru ur bedroom window
here 2 say my last goodbyes
lately i've been stuck in limbo
popped three pills i'm always

high
fml
i won't
die
i'm off green pills and i won't pretend it's alright
cuz it's not all

fine w me if u leave again now
beg and plead for another chance
finally think i'm free again now
i still wish for another dance

i regret every past mistake i've done to you
i take back every word i made i was a fool

facetime>_<

prod by me:)

lyrics:

i wait till u say something
feel worthless when it rings
i check up 2 nothing
it's getting tiring

and i only want you when it's late at night
and i only want you when you hold me tight
and i only want to talk jus another time and in another life we'll be quite alright

jeez won't u let me free
i'm looking for
peace and serenity
find me my

four leaf clover and i won't hold back
till it's over never sober i won't hold u back
but it's tearing me up
i'm over all of that but honestly i might jus keep on

thinking about when you kissed me all over
i'm sinking to pieces jus looking for closure

wish u didn't see that side of me
was looking endlessly for any sign 2 leave
and u're the only one that wouldn't set my mind 2 be what it wants 2 be made u my enemy cuz

i wait till u say something
feel worthless when it rings
i check up 2 nothing
it's getting tiring

and i only want you when it's late at night
and i only want you when you hold me tight
and i only want to talk jus another time and in another life we'll be quite alright

pieces     :)

prod & performed by me:p
mixed by me & my brother^_^(@nathan_dagum)

lyrics:

lay
in bed
it's been three
past ten
i've been faking death
when there's no one around

jeez
i've been staring at my phone for
years
i can't man up n face my
fears
i've been holding back half of my tears i'm so lost

okay, i'm fine, girl i'm solid
she say, she like my nail polish
black paint, i dropped out of college searching for the person i wanna be

i feel so stupid for letting go
hindsight i swear that i didn't know
if i could i'd quit the chemicals sooner than you'd evr know

i've been browsing seeing similar faces
looking at past messages to find all the traces
of every little instance where u said that u hate me
i don't blame u i've been missing u lately

broken mistreated
believed all ur reasons
and i've been so beaten
i'm trying again i've been

okay, jeez

ft. @josslockwood
guitar by @kayzelledagum
mixing by me & @nathan_dagum
cover art by @destructionmanual on instagram

time w/ joss lockwood (st jimmy + kayzelle)

guitar by @ayyitsryo
mixed by me & @nathan_dagum
prod & performed by me:p

lyrics:

〔verse〕
recommended on twitter y u follow my friend
every step i take u always end up haunting my head
we can't even have a conversation
leaving me to think in bed this contemplation

stupid little small boy won't suffice
he jus busy thinking over suicide
and he's watched the sun rise too many times and it's about that time that he'd end his life

〔hook〕
10 bars in his mouth and muffled words
couldn't stop him from getting worse
he lifts his body right from this curse i wish he didn't make it hurt
it's all okay

〔verse〕
and she kiss me the next day ignore for the season
and we go back 2 texting ignore all the reasons
but it never ends up in my favor
i really only hope that u would see me later

sunlight gray skies touch on my head
i would rather spend all of today in bed
why u keep buzzing my phone
i'm busy falling asleep
pretend that nobody home
i'm crying under the sheets

dw abt me
i promise u i'm cool
i'm busy picking debris
i'm leaving u & school
i live inside my head
ur pants beside my bed
hold this glock to my head i go ahead n pull the trigger

〔hook〕
10 bars in his mouth and muffled words
couldn't stop him from getting worse
he lifts his body right from this curse i wish he didn't make it hurt
it's all okay

muffled words (st jimmy + ryo)

boys don't cry

prod & performed by me:)
guitar by @ayyitsryo
mixing by @nathan_dagum
cover art by @heartcurrentt on twitter

lyrics:

i would say i'm sorry
if i knew u'd run right back
left u right at the party
feelings turn from red to black

i tried 2 laugh it off it didn't hurt
i push it all aside until it burst
i'd say i'm fine but blood stains up my shirt
i plead for smth 2 lift my curse

cuz when boys do cry
it fills them up with fire
and when girls just lie
it makes it hard to hide

and now i'm getting attached
nail scratches cover my back
she tell me stop w the cap
not lying

and as a matter of fact
i'm running back to the past
and even if it won't last
i'm not crying

tears dripping down his face
struggling to find the proper words to say
tears filled with love and hate
hollow words and empty verbs fill up his day

know that
i can
jus leave
right now
but we
both know
that i won't

u make
me cry
i'm fine
for now
i jumble
words
i don't know

when boys cry

when boys cry (st jimmy + ryo)

prod @remghost & me

ppl in order cuz the title too long:

st jimmy - @jimmydagum
juno - @chiefjuno
NATE! - @nathan_dagum
raegun - @raegun240
vaeo - @vaeo-music
scruffpuppie - @scruffpuppie
scott ryan - @andscottryan
afternoon - @afternoon
nicho - @ftbnick
painsplit - @painsplit

christmas cypher^_^ (remghost + st jimmy)

prod @remghost, caspr, & me
cover art by @kayzelledagum

lyrics:

angels hide at this time
rain pours in the sunshine
late night city skylines
facetime till 5 on wifi

and oh my god i wish i
got another word in fore u left my timeline

and oh my god i wish i
thought of better words before i left my reply

pink pills and a bottle of ativan
my angels letting me out of hand
spill blood on my favorite set of pants
my friends are kicking me out my band

drive past all of the red lights
while that voice let me think why
on my own in the meantime
fly by crashing cuz all my

i don't want it
but i want it
hydroponics
out my sockets

angels (remghost + caspr + st jimmy)

guitar by @ayyitsryo
mixed by me & @nathan_dagum
cover art by @kayzelledagum

lyrics:

oh fuck that
i don't wanna talk about a rough patch
and if u don't even wanna give a hug back
then i'm leaving ur bed i'm not returning my head until u tell me what went wrong

grip that
wesson
is it a sight to see
learned my
lesson
my mind is fighting me

step back
listen
die w the centipedes
burn my
tendons
questioning why does she

cry
and i won't hold back
cuz what we have won't last
i can't let go of past
mistakes i
erase lies

so fuck that
idgaf abt a rough patch
u won't even bother j to look back
kiss me on the cheek and give a hug back
miss that

facetime
honestly it feels like u j waste time
every time we talk u make me hate life
every time we don't it makes me hate mine

base my
heart
around every tiny part
i witnessed things when it got too hard
i'm getting calls while i'm in my car
u pierced right thru me with words like darts

ain't nothing wrong w my head
i'm stepping outta ur bed
i'm always thinking bout how this went wrong
pistol packin by the side of my desk
i fill my brain with this lead
so i distract myself and write this song

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