SAD WORLD D.E.A.T.H

lyrics

blade on my wrist
tik tock
she call me baby
i think not

the fate on my head keep me up in my bed and i know i'll be dead in a flash

she deep in my mental i handle it bad
she call me tonight and im breaking her back
im up in the sky and tonight ima fall flat
too much potential in all that, wait

all the time that shes taken away
on my chest is the heaviest weight
theres too much of the same on my plate
i dont know if i'd use the word hate
but i dislike the state of this place

can you take me away to avoid all my fatesi'd go there myself but i know that i'd miss you my baby, yuh

killing myself 
keeping her safe
aint no one else
inside my brain
my everything you are my everything and i'd do anything just to take away pain
( x2 )

yes im a mess
alone with my thoughts and this scar on my chest
i feel depressed
could be a phase
aint holding my breath 

reading the room
theres nobody here that might want to be too
im mostly just hoping it passes but im still haunted by all of my actions

got in this issue because of me
fantasy about somebody loving me
aint it funny i doubt whats in front of me
push away all the ones that i love

im not worth all the trouble because
my worth equal to that of the dust
my worth equal to that of the dust i settle for lust
im running around in my head always thinking of

killing myself
i head for the shiniest blade on the shelf
if anything else
im nothing if not for the state of my health
(x2)

hook
(x2)

:/

"ANGEL" p. zbra

I Pretend Like I’m Okay…. Even When I’m not……

@Jkru44-Im Not Okay (Prod. JDMadeThis)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
all my life
i knew something was up
it turns out once a year
my mom is santa’s little slut santas little slut
i heard a ho downstairs
i went to see just what
i caught a christmas affair
and i saw santa crack a nut

I’m boutta blow my brains out
I’ll never be the same
and all these years
i thought how christmases were great
now i just have nightmares
like every single day
becuase i left my bed
before santa went away

will the presents make up
for this nightmare
on christmas
and will i wake up
from this nightmare
on christmas
it’s time to wake up
for the gifts that you've gifted
i know i’ll hate them
so just don’t get it twisted

i'm going back to my bed
till the sleigh is in the air
there’s no way now
that i’ll ever forget
all the terror, isnt it
my fault somehow
no present's enough
to fix your son
no present’s enough
but take back none

will the presents make up
for this nightmare
on christmas
and will i wake up
from this nightmare
on christmas
it’s time to wake up
for the gifts that you've gifted
i know i’ll hate them
so just don’t get it twisted

i'm going back to my bed
till the sleigh is in the air
there’s no way now
that i’ll ever forget
all the terror, isnt it
my fault somehow
no present's enough
to fix your son
no present’s enough
but take back none

all my life
i knew something was up
it turns out once a year my mom
is santas little slut...

Nutcracker (Prod. Vaegud)

Crewsont - Cry For Help

Prod. By Miro ❤️ #miroedit #Jkrubroken #Jkru

@Jkru44 Broken Remix

A Thousand Hearts (feat. s0cliché)

hitdaDoor

Lost Soul(prod. 5amTruly)

Broken

December(prod. caps.cntrl)

Cover art by @ tks_100 on instagram


LYRICS

she a busy body
naughty when she talking
got me on the ropes
she fold like origami
sippin' sake
got no clothes on
she a kamikaze writing suicidal love notes
she a love nazi
I don't wanna know what it would cost me
not a breath
not a heartbeat
tears written down in sharpie
I'm new but she want me
and she use that shit to taunt me
I'm used, she a harpy
it's never gonna stop me
I'm a fool for a girl who converses over coffee but...
love is dead, what's the point?
over it, all you get
punishment
so she says "punish me, I'm no good"
I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she wants pain, she wants the agony
I could hit it all day

and I know I don't wanna let her go
easy cum ain't easy go
(I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she want pain, she want the agony)

I could hit it all day
I could hit it all day
all my vision gone grey
fifty if she wants shades
I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she want the pain she the want the agony
but love is dead, what's the point?
over it, all you get
punishment
so she says "punish me, I'm no good"
I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she wants the pain, she wants the agony
I could hit it all day

fifty shades (prod. blade901)

Lyrics:

fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me
how come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it’s not enough
I’m so numb its a tragedy, hooked on a tendency 
can’t get rid of these dark thoughts in my head why do you snuff me out

mix the good times with the bad
tell me when did I become so sad
flicking channels on the tv 
just to see the static shining through

choking on depression it stabs so deep
straight through my ribs, it feels like I’m breaking
flashing blue and white in my eyes
I hear my fans begging for more

more of the sad times, 
I’ve never sunk this low
it feels like my hearts on the floor
chuck it out it’s going cold

see friends and the faces that I used to love
they pass by straight in a blink
I know they still want me to keep going 
I will carry on

staying afloat with best friends by my side
yeah  they know what it’s like when
I feel like I’m not coping 
I’m sinking down into your red eyes

yeah your fingers in my soul
yeah I’ve never felt this cold
so numb from the pain
shutting down, block it all away

closing the doors to my house
yeah I’m in too deep
watching the water rise 
above my neck, I can’t catch my breath

when will I get a break,
no, I don’t wanna take
medication to make me sane
yeah I wanna be free

Snuff Me Out

I hear there’s ghosts inside
So I’m gonna go
people outside 
I don’t wanna peep
Love outside
But I want some lo-o-ove 

I got a heart so big it fit two people 
But my heart scared cause everyone’s evil
So no ones there and no ones leaving
your worst nightmare but u ain’t dreaming
Creeping seeping leaking under floor boards
reason with meaning to make me understand more
Cause I cannot comprehend or seem to fathom
Why you choose the life ahead instead of what’s back of us

Like what’s in back of us
Baby i see u don’t like the past uh huh
But baby I changed so look
I hate people but

I hear there’s ghosts inside
So I’m gonna go
people outside 
I don’t wanna peep
Love outside
But I want some lo-o-ove

Falling Gravity

s0cliché
https://soundcloud.com/s0cliche
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6VFh5...
https://www.instagram.com/s0cliche/
https://twitter.com/s0clichemusic

SEPHA.
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
https://www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
https://twitter.com/_SEPHA
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiK...
https://open.spotify.com/artist/094ug... 

COBRA.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWZg...
https://www.instagram.com/joshbishop24/

s0cliché - Messages (Ft. Sepha) (Prod. COBRA)

The Most Important Things Aren't Things

ATX You gotta die a few times to really live.

Broken

Jkru

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