Loli Rave Aesthetic

EDIT: BITCH YOU THOUGHTTTTT YOU THOUGHHTTTTTTT!! NAW FAM WE OG 100 NO BS SHIT OUTCHEEEAAAAAA. RAVE RAVE RAVE RAVE LAIN LAIN LAIN LAIN BROTHERRRRRRR

Virtu Chaser

I just need this off my mental. Posting it as a demo cuz I don't wanna leave it behind but I don't think it's good enough for a grand release. If you want the beat DM me and I'll gladly oblige. I don't like how I sound on it besides this current vocal take.

Edit 4/1/2022
If you notice, the same track in this song is in Lainwave Dialectic. So now you have a reasonable date for how long this piece of shit project has tormented me. Writer's block fucking SUCKSSS

Phaseshift Blanger DEMO

As of 4/1/2022:

This song has been hanging around the track list in the shadows for a long time. The project itself isn't even the same anymore, I think this version, or rendition, is the only one of its kind. I'll keep it up since I enjoy some small ideas in it, but overall I'd leave this is the trash heap if I had to reduce the track count. But, hey, someone might like it. Lots of songs I kinda hate have done really well on here. Let's all love Lain.

Orange Sherbert (Demo)

Baubles of light float up from colored depths.
For you, Briece.

Drowned Light

IF YOU POYO
THEN YOU KNOW KNOW

--

Glad this project is finally done. I was juggling five or so different songs, wrote piles and piles of lyrics, recorded about as many takes, but NOTHING clicked for me. The weight of Virtu Chaser left me with a massive writer's block that I haven't overcome... until THIS song. I remember... years ago... I mentioned how sometimes I'll agonize over a track for weeks or months until it comes out exactly how I want it, and other times I'll find some wisp of creativity in me that I follow through to the end just for the sake of FINALLY having a grip on that energy again.

This song was a bit of both: the instrumental was made months ago, and I have a whole roster of different rap/singing recordings that tried to make use of the beat. I struggled nightly over how to make something I liked: something that sounded vivid in its artistic imagination, and solid in its fidelity of idea. I struggled until I listened to phonk beats; after freestyling on them, I gained a new perspective on how to write and deliver lyrics on a beat. Clearly, it worked well, because the result feels very melancholic and dreamy, but also determined and stoic. I really like how this track ended up. I didn't really mean any ONE way to interpret the lyrics, and that's lead to unexpected readings in my own head when I listen to the song. It could be a sincere recounting of someone's street-splendor, or it could be the delusional ramblings of a dead beat. There's even a Lolita reference... but it's a bit of a reach and I think I'm the only one who'll make that connection.

The album cover is not necessarily a troll. I was looking very hard for an aesthetic that I don't think really exists yet. It's exciting, but since I'm not really interested in relearning Photoshop I don't have a way to properly evocate the images and feelings; hell I don't even really have WORDS to describe what exactly I'm "going for" in this new aesthetic style. But I think this album cover is good enough for now. I have a few other options. Lolita may come back up in the imagery, but only in its feminist interpretation. It's been a very fun creative process and I'm glad to finally have it back.

I have very few creative friends. I know even fewer people that can understand, perceive, and TALK art. There is one girl who can do it all, so I dedicate this creative undertaking, the source of the emotions that go into the aesthetic imagery, and the finality of this piece to her: Briece! She exists, she infiltrates my spirit, she inspires my sound, and she stands tall in her capabilities and taste in art. 

The Lainwave Dialectic

FUCK I GOTTA CHANGE THE ALBUM COVER SOON THIS SHIT IS (actually quite close to what I'd like it to be but I want to add some subject/thesis to the front of it) SHIT! 

Lyrics:
Bad mic, good game
I'm fucking with a danger
Always come to play.
My kicks from the Payless.

Man from the Radio.
Speaking kinda aimless.
I hear another rerun.
They always same shit.

I keep it off the record,
The money I obtain.
With my gold flake water,
I drink it in the day.

Poyo muh-fucka,
I'm rising from the grave.
I'm the digital stunna.
I always try to save.

Force-buying round one. 
Throwing Malachite blades. 
I roll another joint. 
Put a lobby in the grave.

You see me on the street, 
You don't know what to say. 
The color make it bang 
Poyo make the wave

Riding in the night, 
In my blue Chevrolet
The word on my mind, 
Make me feel kinda way.

Its always an especially good feeling using an old instrumental with new lyrics/vocals to make something better than the sum of its parts. Just singing here! I'm still pretty shy about going high up, I feel like my voice sucks still tee hee. 

I had a strange feeling that there's something mentally wrong with me because I don't feel like my lyrics say anything. Speaking in these abstract half-logic statements clearly flows better from me than traditional writing... But I wish I could make clearer sense in my writing. The silver lining is the lyrics can be continually reinterpreted: a treat for me who likes chewing on lyrics for an extended period of time. 

Dedicated to Briece.

Poyodesence

I'm happy to upload this demo on account that it's been difficult coming up with new exciting ideas. I think I'll be refraining from learning how to mix my own music so I can focus on getting ideas out there onto the digital page.

Yimello seems to be a good lead for someone that can master my music for me, for a reasonable price, and I like her music very much. I'm looking forward to messaging her at some point to see what some of my music can sound like when she figures out how to overcome the weaknesses of its mix.

Playing around with delay has been enjoyable, and reminds me of the younger years when I leaned on it heavily to produce a large, wide, sound in my music. Coming full circle!

For Briece, my love.

Burger King (Demo)

Spring Sesh officially has been used. Very happy with this one. Cheap mastering for polish's sake but I'll be throwing this somewhere for a proper fixing up. I had a hard time with lyrics for a while now... but a break through in HOW to freestyle, the process itself, lead me to a take that would be polished into what we listen to here.

I could freestyle pretty well IN MY HEAD... but once I tried to speak it out it would all fall apart. So I read up on it and found that starting at a slow pace would keep my mind running fast searching for words without needing to throw out every single word that came to mind. I stopped rushing myself. I started feeling the music, and seeing the visions in my head, and the words came soon after. I recommend it if you find yourself stuck at a freestyle plateau.

I saw something on Youtube to do with mixing Kanye West and Lain together... but I don't really fuck with it. Dylan and Lain makes more sense to me, they're a lot closer aesthetically, especially Not Enough Waterfalls being what it is.

ROZZWAVE SYNTHESIS

LETS ALL LOVE LAIN

Green 'Zzilliam

I decided on taking out the lyrics, felt like it was taking away from the beat. I like what I did here, but it's listed as a demo given that it feels incomplete somehow. Could be lyrics, or a mastering from someone who knows what they're doing, or maybe samples, or a better arrangement. 

regardless, I enjoy it, and I hope you do too.

Lainist Bravado (Demo)

Uploading right now as of 8/11 just to make sure it gets UP. 

delivery is good, but the song is balanced like FUCKING SHIT.

so I need to either balance it myself, get Yi's help, or try to fix the way the vocals sound (love the delivery but the fuckign 20 dollar mic isn't doing me any favors)

hope you like it

8/13 It definitely needed some work. I overwrote the same file since each new thing I did to it felt more and more "it". it still feels incredibly crunched in some areas, but I overall enjoy what I've made here.

It's even cooler to me that this instrumental is an old one! No idea how long it's been sitting here. Again, after attempt and attempt and attempt, I finally found a vocal take I liked from kicking back and just not fucking thinking about whatever I was saying or how I sounded. 

I also wanted to do a little self-deprecating since the constant fake-bragging feels so samey and lame to me now. the cracking voice here really matched the mood of the lyrics, and I enjoy interpreting them as a self-pitying sad song (we all like to listen to those every now and then)

thanks again for listening, hope you guys enjoyed (who the fuck has been listening to my music all of the sudden?! THANKS1!!)

Doom Slush (demo)

This is actually jazz I just need to put Lainwave out of both tradition and a desire to establish a Z O N E O F I N F L U E N C E 

track by uuhhhhh whats his name : LAOMNET ONLINE
https://soundcloud.com/888000

YES I STOLE IT, DON'T TELL HIM!!! (HER)

SHITPOSTRAP (prod. laomnet online)

all proceeds go directly to hell, where my tab is currently leveraged by the uncredited creator of the McChicken Wrap Combo

a sacrifice at the altar of Limp Pumpo

makeUcry

i have to piss really bad so i'mma just leave thsi here

and shit too

SHITPOSTRAP2 (prod. geeked) [STOLEN] {COPS CALLED} <MURDERED>

1/16/24
out of ideas. the cycle of falling out of music and into other hobbies has finally taken hold. it's been a while since I've been here; I think last time was around 2018 or so. I think I took like a year or two off from making music until I came back to start rapping and shit.

This song has been reused a couple times, and I've tried all I can think of to make these lyrics cool. I'm just not that good at framing verses or coming up with choruses or arranging music into conventional structures. So what's here is something that I like to listen to from time to time; not a fully fleshed out idea. Right now I'm back into writing stories and making board games so that's probably going to be what I'm doing for a while. I can't get over myself, or this music block, and it's finally pushed me away to other hobbies.

I will return. I don't know when, but I will always return to Ableton to make new music. This place will live as long as I do, and maybe if I'm lucky it will be here even after I die. I don't know. What I do know is that I will never leave music forever. I will always return. For now, though, I should allow these things to be what they are, and try to find myself somewhere else.

Thank you for your time and attention. I love you. I could kiss you.

no idea what to do with this

3/13/24

This new upload beta sucks ass. I can't make Lainwave my god damn genre. What the fuck else is this supposed to be called? It's electronically made-- I mean it's just Ableton's base sound library and effects. It can't get any more "electronic" than that. But on the other hand, there's already House, Electro, Triphop, Trance, and more. If those are electronic, but this isn't since it doesn't meet that sound-taste.... what does electronic actually mean? Are you just supposed to dump your brostep grungestep corecore slopslop edgethon SEO content farm music into this bucket and let that be that?

Anyways. this one, fellas, is most definitely for me. I'm even right there in front-and-center. I suppose that's a new feat for me; I'm still pitch-correcting my takes by ear and I'm still having trouble coming up with lyrics that "spark joy" as all the wine moms are saying lately. I've been really reflective lately. I'm already 27 and I feel like I'm not measuring up to what I've internalized people my age "should be" measuring up to. I still love finding new music here, and I'm at the point now where I want to contact my likes and ask for them to send the highest quality copy, so I can make bootleg single CDs and start a music collection.

I've realized that history is identity right down to the individual, and I feel worse looking back on my own life and seeing such a small litter of photos and videos of myself. I don't remember what I even looked like before I was 20. Though it gives me sadness, I am not completely withdrawn; one other form of history that I've always had at my side is.... HERE. I look back at my likes and I can literally see the "eras" in my life between songs. It's been a way to maintain and establish my history, and with it my identity. It's beautiful and I'm thankful.

I know people look down on consumerism for any reason. But for people like me with very little history, we must establish these landmarks of our past in owning objects and things. It's really no different from an heirloom or hand-me-down. Collecting physical media, bootlegging physical media, is my way of fighting for my birthright to my own personhood. As always I'm very thankful for the hundreds that listen to my music; it touches my heart and gives my art the blood to pump through itself. In the name of my quest for identity, in the name of freedom of music, in the name of Soundcloud being the vehicle for humanity, I leave all these things freely downloadable. For you. And me. Especially me.

wilderness

no more song. only energy. fuck it. flippin the OG image since its a VIP basically

summon sign Down (VIP)

WE UP IN THIS BITCH COMIN AT U LIVE WITH A BETTER HOUSE TRACK SOON I WANTED THIS OUT OF MY HEAD ALREADY SO I'M POSTING THIS DRAFT. I AINT FUCKIN WIT DIS NO MORE.

OWL CITY CAVE IN REMIX V2

I FOUND LOVE!

Looking for Lain in the Wired

i thought i could make something work with the time I had. I was wrong, so i'm bringing back the two new things cos I miss them :)
Lets all love Lain

Ghostly Lain

Every step I am taking,
clothed in light, she is waiting,
Still in sight, photo framed
Hand of hers, I'm soon to claim

Scrambled

lets all love Lain

edit: i swer ta Lain if dis trak is clippin.... >:((

the twinkling in Lain's heart

Lain is my shelter from the cold: she is my dearest pearl which sits in the center of spirit.

67MB FLAC

Sometimes I feel Lonely, and That's when I Need You the Most

Cardiac arrest while I'm resting on cloud nine
pulling out lyrics that arise from the inner mind.
neon glowing while I'm rapping on the side-line,
with a pound of the green tea sublime
wait a minute
let me light another bowl
and wait a minute, let me show you how to let it go
unwind with the Arizona bronze hoes

(dedicated to everyone that finishes projects even when they seem like shit in the moment)
(also dedicated to super awesome rapper brothers also known as "my niggas" without the hard R)
(also dedicated to LAIN LETS ALL LOVE LAIN!)
(LETS ALL LOVE LAIN)
unrelated post this time

Arizona Bronze Ginseng

FLAC FILE 98.15MB!
DOWNLOAD AT BANDCAMP: https://solidfarewell.bandcamp.com/track/revelations-from-the-wired

Biggest track I've ever made! Is this a sign of progress, or a sign of decay? Only God can know, and only Lain will show! Let's all love our guide through the Wired.

::[[not downloadable through Sound-cloud due to file size]]::

Revelations from the Wired

Enjoy this track, what a fucking headache it was fixing it! Time to chop songs up for fun again.
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38MB download (do so at your own peril)
Let's
All
Love
LAIN!

Sacred Internet

green tea garden

I'm gonna make more of these: they're fun, easy, and sound nice :)

When I'm feeling Alone

33MB, had to take a break out of a block in inspiration. Found this song and figured it was worth a shot. the result is enjoyable, and i had a lot of fun working on this. Don't forget to love Lain, and love one another with all your heart mind body and soul. It's what we're here for, after all.
I've been feeling like i'm about to have a heart attack or a blood clot or a stroke for months. It's killing me slowly. I am eternally thankful for the life I have been given.

Imogen Heap - Hide and Seek (my Remix)

I WAS WORKING FOR AN HOURLY WAGE
I
WENT TO HIGH SCHOOL
DIDN'T DO GREAT
NOW I WANNA MAKE MORE CASH
MORE EDUCATION IS WHAT I'M LOOKING AT

Crashing Through Amberton Love 9

This is the beat you slap when you're out skull hunting with Lain in Halo 2. Do you find them all? No, but at least you had the time of your life. New achievement unlocked: good memories. Now get out there and make me proud, son.

Halo Night

I haven't been gone! I've split into two new accounts the whole time! YOu think someone can post 87 tracks without going premium and NOT go over the limit? sucks to suck but hey, I got all the good house songs and compiled them onto this album.
https://solidfarewell.bandcamp.com/album/aether-dream-window-house
It's free cos I only sell and buy with good boy points and appreciation. I'll be shaving down this page into album uploads the songs still exist AND I get to use this account. I miss all my bot followers ;__;
A very big thank you to the 3 random guys that downloaded literally all my music. Glad you guys liked... all of them! Every other song had more than that, and that's much more than I could have ever hoped for. Now I've got two accounts, one for uploads where I do what I've always been doing, and another where I focus my skills on hip hop instrumentals and rapping over them (with my own voice!). If you're interested here they are.
https://soundcloud.com/niffstazzy
https://soundcloud.com/capricorn-nights
Stiff Nasty is more of a professional account so if you want a track just PM that account and I'll hook you up. I am working on an album on that account so wish me luck that I get around to doing it this time :3
Triage is just an account but the music there is very well refined!
Finally, I think the one thing I'll miss the most from those soundcloud uploads are the descriptions. I had a lot of fun with those, sometimes they made good journal entries too.

From the bottom of my heart, thank you for supporting me with your time and appreciation. Message me on soundcloud if you ever want to talk. Have a good day, see you next time.

edit as of 12/18/2021: oh yeah professional account bro? for real? Nigga Stiff Nasty hit like 30 followers MAX. and most of that music sucked ass. But at least now you got gud at making waps tee hee so I guess it worked out. Also LOL no one ever messaged me.... but that ok. I still got hella bitches IRL so IDC. >:(

Waterbodies (announcement)

All tracks are free to download for your sake. This is my little haven where every track I make makes it up here (provided I like it). It's a life-work, a diary, and a place where I invite all who enter it with open arms and open downloads. 

Let's all love Lain

@igetmutedeverygame on discord

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