damnatio memoriae

queerness i guess

i feel like i live in a haunted house but the house is my mind
every night i try to keep the voices quiet 
madness is running in our blood
wasn't surprised when i got diagnosed 
it made me feel even better than her

i am my mothers child 
we have the same cheeks and illnesses 
hysteria is killing us inside 
is there any way out of this
or will i end up like her ?
i do come from her 

everyday i wake up scared of how she's gonna acts
and im scared of how im gonna react too

i feel so deranged  
better be locked in a madhouse babe

im often scared of my own reactions, so how could i let someone love me, know me and even see me 
i know there is no normal but why do i feel weird 

i am my mothers child 
we share the same cheeks and illnesses 
hysteria is killing us inside 
why can’t i be more like my dad 
 oh please !!!
i don't wanna end up like her 
oh please !!!
it's not that i don't love her 
i just don't wanna be like her <3

barkou

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