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Music and visual art made by me.(Malcolm Alexander Leinberger)Copyright 2021.

Feel alone in a crowd.
All the faces blend together like clouds.
diving in the water trying not to drown
trying to turn my frown upside down
with these mushrooms and a bag of bud i grew
floating up on the clouds
they don't make a sound and I don't really even want 'em to
could you now, please just accept me?
And I'd still be stressing
i know people feel similar to me
and i find some comfort in the dream of a team
sometimes i wish i could be like them
...but i never really liked them
now i'm smoking on a pipe stem
and i wonder where my life went
and i wonder when the night ends
guess i never really had friends 
up all night like a crack head
staring at my phone will you call back? when?
i was good, now in withdrawal
with the paint we would draw on walls
got this pain and all the drugs
crush em up like it was in love
orange crush, when i lean mix it up
co - dependant, I'm leanin' on your love
see me wit the cuts, bleeding in the cut
cut up the blunt stuff it up, then do it all again
i'm not what you would call a friend
bi polar, i wanna talk to them
at the worst time - they wanna talk to me?
Feel alone in a crowd.
All the faces blend together like the clouds.
diving in the water trying not to drown
trying to turn my frown upside down
upside down.

Release Date: April 8th 2021

ALONE IN A CROWD (PROD. GRIM JONES)

I Ain't Finna Trip (prod. Twisted Dev/CoolSplash)

Ose The Getta - Whats Gotten In You (Official Video Out Now)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=veCo0brt_Ew
Mixtape: The Manifest Part2
Dir: Happy Rich Films
Beat by: 315 AG
Music Streaming on All PLATFORMS!!! Follow me on INSTAGRAM! @ose_the_getta Video Out on YouTube Now Osofficial Productions!

Ose The Getta - Whats Gotten In You (Official Video Out Now)

Butterflies

I made this song 100% throughout the entire process,(Making the instrumental, writing/recording the lyrics in my studio,mixing/mastering the vocals to the beat.)as I've been doing for like 95% of my releases within the last three years or so.Copyright 2023.I also made this visual art.If you feel this please show some love! I appreciate all of you! <3LYRICS BELOW!!!:
I might get wasted, I won't waste my time.      
the only lie i'll say is when i say i'm fine           
i'll only lie awake and wanna trade my mind    
don't wanna hear it bish, you know this ain't the time
she always sayin' something like it's safe this time
she always sane trust me but i ain't this time
she always breaking down and wanna take this line
The pain you put me through feels like you break my spine.
i wanna go outside and numb the pain inside
i wanna look at you and hide my face and cry 
wanna get better at my own pace this time 
it's hard i'm doing good but then i cave get high...
crashin' the benzo on the hydroplane
they only wanna hang when the hydros bang
i got more phones than bc hydro gang
better hide your chain, betta hide your pain
I wanna fall in love but her smiles so fake.
they say you'll find your love they say you'll find your way
it's been so long, take your time, don't wait
why am i so strange? why my mind so strained?
Promise me that you will never try co cane
i wish they never told me i should try co cane
expensive every way they say goodbye your brain
see 'em waste away he sayin' hi all day...
it's just me verse myself every twenty four
don't nobody get me so i get me more
time to get straight that's what i said before
my girl she got a grip somehow she bled me more
but i don't give enough, plus i got more than most
big hippy vibes with how much dope gets smoked 
goin' overboard like you shoulda thrown a rope 
Baby come over though, just pray you don't overdose...
I might get wasted, I won't waste my time.      
the only lie i'll say is when i say i'm fine           
i'll only lie awake and wanna trade my mind    
Don't wanna hear it bish, you know this ain't the time.

SIC BOI MACO'S EMERGENCE OUT THE SHADOWS

OVERDOSE (WASTED POTENTIAL) [PROD. GRIM JONES]

Power up to your Final Form issa Manga! 🉑

Thank you for listening. ❤

Instrumental by DVRKSIDE. (@nickmckinnonmusic)

Vocals and art are by me. 👌

Manga

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MANGA [Prod. Nick Mckinnon] 🉑

GO STREAM MY EP “RUNNER UP” ON ALL PLATFORMS😈‼️LINKS DOWN BELOW

SPOTIFY
https://open.spotify.com/album/5nYybeqSVzPi1r8PEYBphf?si=oDbyNw4aQY-NdHZ8d5gnrw

APPLE MUSIC
https://music.apple.com/us/album/runner-up-single/1665795827

YOUTUBE
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLkzeao2O8ok6V4qnoaw27EU6ew5mruPtS

INSTAGRAM 
https://www.instagram.com/reel/CnZ-ZK9BNu_/?igshid=Zjc2ZTc4Nzk=

RUNNER UP

ALL PLATFORMS

RUNNER UP (Prod. By JR 808)

Lyrics
 big film girl
actin like she in the hillys now
got me going getting chills 
when we feel it now
do you feel it now
i feel it now
this to my old chic
Babby she got no chill
Rather drink up like a potion
an emotion
jays on
just rather swurve her man just rather wave
i just say okay
call it day
Sent me an explicit text just the other day
acting like it wasn't years ago.
expensive and so beautiful
you're so beautiful.

still
your still
still in my heart 
cuz i love you
yea we fall apart yea but that so untrue
maybe one day back together
and then its fell through
yea 
yea ion know what to what say
girl i got it with the case
yea im sorry bout yesterday
got me fallin out of faith
hey hey
shawty i dont feel okay
without you next me
i just need a one more day
hey hey
yea yea
i was soaring back
said im sliding back wait
got me going i need it done bad
incase
flying through shit and thought of you
yea Baby tell me what, what you want me to do
Ay Ay 
i just need a replay
aye ay
just to yesterday
when you fallin in my arms say this was great
we then we all just fell apart
dont know what to say

why you always did things youve done me
im sorry shawty i dont got the play

yea yea  woah
why you always turn me to ghost
shawty yea you alwasy do the most
wait
playin like ghost
yea woah yea like
like this the dose
but put it over tho
aye
just to yesterday
when you fallin in my arms then say it was great
we then we all just fell apart
dont know what to say
why you always did things youve done me
im sorry shawty i dont really got the play

yea yea  woah
why you always turn me to ghost
shawty yea you alwasy do the most
wait
playin like ghost
yea woah yea
this so dope
over tho
(HUMS OF YEAS FAINTLY FADE AWAY INTO SAD PIANO)

Do U still Love Me?

broke kami 🫡 17 


LYRICS: 
gettin all da money now she want me back 
gettin all my money now she want me back 
 
NEVER SPENDING MONEY SOME GODAM HOE 

YEA U NI88AS ALWAYS TALKIN SHI LIKE GODAM GO 

I DONT GIVE A FUCK BOUT A SHAWTY, I BEEN GETTIN HOES 

YEA YEA, EVERYDAY GODAM HOE
 
BAHA YUH
 
GETTIN MONNEYYY 
YEA U NI88GAS SO FUNNYYY 
I BEEN GETTIN MONEYYY 
YEA LOTTA LOTTA MONEY

ATHENS LYRICS: 

she hit me back in the dm
she wanna fuck in the pm
she the same bitch that cheated
she mad cause i told her i’m leavin
i don’t want you again
lemme go fuck yo friend 
now that i’m stacking these M’s
your girl wanna get in my pants
but i can’t fuck that bitch
hell nah you thought you was slick
annoyin just like a tick

lemme talk my shit more nigga

she said she want back
that shit made me laugh
keep yo ass in the past
and i leave her fast as the flash
wasn’t you down for the team
you don’t deserve no ring
pop a perc im popping that bean
want me back like what do you mean
she want me now that i’m gettin rich
keep my hoes 
im cheatin on every bitch 
go crazy i feel like a lunatic
like a tongue i’m finna go hit a lick
we was never together 
this shit was not forever
out of luck i feel like tecca 
you mad coz my new bitch is better

WANT ME BACK!? (feat. athens)

Written By: Michael Conover

Hustle like I’m hustle man, yeah it’s me 
Thirty-five on the Jersey yeah like K.D.
Used to be the young cat, now it’s O.G.
If you ridin’, if your slidin’, yeah your my homie

Addict like I gotta have it 
Boy your making static, I got the magic
Magic like it’s Orlando 
Made my Honda look like a lambo
Whole crew bang yeah,uh like Rambo

Two things that’s different, your bringing static, I got magic
Showstopper that’s cool, fanatic 
Your baby mom comes around, dramatic (oh)

One call away, you ain’t gotta panic 
Do me wrong once, then it’s tragic
Ladies take one look, there hearts dance (dance)
I ain’t got time girl, no chance (nah)
Feed me beats
Feed me beats
Im-a go deep 
Twenty years ago it was ‘03
“Coo coo”

Flippin’ burgers, boy you must be kiddin’
Got a lil’ bigger started pimpin’
Now it’s music for a livin’

Addict like I gotta have it 
Grateful for everything I ever got (straight up)
Doing doubles, always workin’ round the clock (yeah)
When it comes to this, I refuse to stop 
Let it drop 
Let it bang 
Let my nuts hang 

Feed me beats
Feed me beats
Im-a go deep 
Twenty years ago it was ‘03
Boy you must be kiddin’
“Woo hoo”

Hustle like I’m hustle man, yeah it’s me 
Thirty-five on the Jersey yeah like K.D.
Used to be the young cat, now it’s O.G.
Feelin’ like the fireman, I’m H.O.T.

Gotta have it, gotta have it, like an addict
Boy your making static, I got the magic 
One call away, you ain’t gotta panic
Do me wrong once, then it’s tragic

Addict (Prod. Nxmercy)

°Tears In The Rain° by DVilln13- https://youtu.be/uOd7843OiDw

Yeah, can't have tears in the rain, no

You can't have tears in the rain, love

I just been getting to these checks with the gang your bitch in my face but I don't got no time I can waste

That's a wild hoe better tame her, I guess you can't, because she just gon' fuck anyway

Bitch cooking for me but you claim her that shit insane boy you better stay in your place

And I got cheat codes to this game that we call love take an L try to make my heart break

I'm strapped in this bitch like a ranger that shit is dangerous thinking about coming to take

Something from Villn my anger don't feel the same no more run up dump at your face

Move militant them niggas trained me just how to play that shit I'll make a fuck nigga lay

You can't have tears in the rain I put all this pain in this track for the people to play it
(for the people to play it)

You can't have tears in the rain, no

You can tell when the energy don't feel the same , yeah

That bitch just want to fuck cause of fame

I swerved the whip now I'm spilling my drink

You ain't talking bout no bread get the fuck out my face

How are these niggas dead when we from the same place

Yeah, rest in peace to my brothers hope God the one taking them
(rest in peace to my brothers)

You can't have tears in the rain
Hide tears in the rain, love

You can't have tears in the rain, love
Hide tears in the rain, love

You can't have tears in the rain
Tears in the rain, love

No you can't have tears in the rain, love
Tears in the rain, love









Tears In The Rain (p. SouthGangBeatz) {Visualizer+Lyrics In Description}

away

I Fell Under Your Spell

Paradise

2 Million Up (Peezy Remix)

Boom

D.M.4fts.[not in comments].follow my bandcamp?@ https://grimjones.bandcamp.com/follow_me as I'm new there. &Spotify@ https://open.spotify.com/artist/3jkJ3WzuGG2qiTUFg2b2ks - https://push.fm/fl/ea9b0nvd https://push.fm/fl/yybngyb6  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7zO0D6Zz08 *FEATURES POSTED ON MY OTHER SC@ https://soundcloud.com/billiegutta/tracks & ALL OTHER PLATFORMS.THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH! I APPRECIATE EVERY ONE OF YOU FOR SHOWING LOVE<3Rapper.BeatMaker.Singer.SongWriter. Engineer.  GraphicDesigner. Performer. You can download my music4free or donate. If you enjoy please follow and share with friends/family. I experiment with making beats and mixing my vocals.I blend genres&emotions4diff.songs.Chill/Energetic&/or Balanced-Sad/Happy/Mad&/or mixed like melancholy so you could just vibe to some chill feel good music&/or relate on a deeper level to the struggles life likes to throw at us...I TRY2 STAY GRATEFUL THO NO MATTER WHAT! 100<3 Music is everything. It's the main thing keeping me going. Most of my songs are dark, personal and emotional. I don't like complaining or bringing people down with me in everyday life so most of it ends up in my songs. No one will ever fully understand us because we won't experience the same blessings/misfortunes. In that sense we're alone although ironically also together in our shared pain.(I like to think we're always connected to something more) Hopefully we can feel less alone by relating to music. I've been writing poetry since I was around age 9, freestyling rap since 14, making beats since 2014 and marrying all 3 into full songs since 2015. I'm a recovering addict. Growing up, Mom was on dope&welfare. My parents split up when I was six. Luckily I have the best Father ever. He raised me and my brother for the vast majority but I've known pain all too well since the beginning. I had 2 major surgeries as a young child. There was also other trauma and abuse as a kid which probably partly led to some self sabotage/medicating behaviour. I was mostly an outcast/loner in highschool. It's in the songs. I rap, sing, whisper and scream over instrumentals that usually I made - or someone else in the rarer case - If the latter I always give credit and use strictly for non profit. (Theirs will be deleted here gradually as I run out of upload time - it's why I'm ONLY uploading HERE every 2 months now :/) MUCH MORE frequently released & NEW SONGS to Youtube & Instagram & Facebook in album&single form. Need to get more albums on all streaming platforms soon again. Hold me to that please! 5 Full self made albums on all streaming platforms totaling 55 songs.(15+ albums on mains) If you enjoy/relate/laugh at/cry to/feel my music at all please follow my Spotify / Facebook / Instagram and subscribe to my Youtube channel - Grim Jones Music AKA SiC BOi MACO'S SHADOW (First&Second links below) Peace and love y'all - STAY SAFE & BLESSED! <3

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