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production+guitars by me & @oakscreen
feat. @heavenindaclouds

why am i so annoying
toxic all the time like i'm poison 
talk down n his corpse will be floating
ill be fine, ima try, ill be coping 
why does everyone ignore meh
same thing every day its so boring 
idgaf i'm still hoping
ill be fine, ima try, ill be coping  

toxic all the time like im poison 

ill be fine, ima try, ill be coping 

and im pacin around my room 
cuz i dont kno wat to do
n i thought u were my friend
and u said u loved me 2
i guess true love isn't true
oh my god what should i do
gonna throw up on my shoes (x2)

@heavenindaclouds :
see you staring in the glass with a mean face
i can't see shit i cant see straight now
yea you talkin love we gon' be late now
that's a mistake
i been dealin with shit since i was young 
i'm just tryna have some fun
you could take all this shit back without a gun
you ain't the only one
said you wanted love 
want it all 
but you didn't wanna make a friend 
not at all
you said you taught me lessons taught me more 
i don't really think i get the message anymore
cause ive been thinkin bout love 
is it me or is it trust (x2)
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big thank you to oakscreen

stream

coping w/ heavn

Frailty

Kodak Moment

dont watch this if u be tweakin pls
https://youtu.be/vOeIqZ27Oa0?si=KFRKEKIQ2gz-rWBc

you look so great but you feel like you're gonna die 😍

prod. me

i know
a place to run and hide
against the wall, remind
against the wall, remind
me of
everything
you've done to me
i've been ripping at the seams
ripping at the seams
i know
a place that's far away
crying everyday
i've been crying everyday
cuz you're
not here
and you'll never be
i've been trying to close the seams
i've been trying to close the seams

- original title, endings(seams intro)

[i'll fucking miss you]

everything-you've-done-to-me

prod: https://soundcloud.com/v_letical

lyrics:
i can't sleep
on nights where
my own thoughts
won't shut down
i'm so sick
of this life
why won't you just let me out
picking up my feelings as i falling down a spiral
going viral posting my feelings
in the title 
stuck in this cycle
like i can't sleep
on these nights where
i'm fighting
my own thoughts
she just said
that i'm not right
all we do is fight
like all night
haven't felt love
since i left home
they don't see me isn't that obvious
have the foggiest memories of my past life
downing all this wine
cause i'm not fine
sleeping in the pines
tangled in these vines
i can feel it in my spine
i'm
stuck inside my mind
i
can't seem to decline
so i'm stuck inside a lie
cry as i cut my ties
hypnotize you with my lines
while i'm flirting with some guys
i don't think they realize

i can't sleep  
on nights where
my own thoughts
won't shut down
i'm so sick
of this life
why wont you just let me out

cabbage patch

cabbage patch (demo)

ib @xaev @trustt love u guys

lyrics
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i was hiding
bad choices im always writing
thats a battle not worth fighting
u hurt me / all of that misguiding

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

oh its so sad to think about the good times / u & i

i was hiding
i got so much worse at deciding
cant help but think about the past when im alone & the suns not shining
did you get what you wanted? or are you not done
u keep on wasting time / how are u not giving up

its hard 2 talk
i know i hurt u but its not my fault
u didnt see what i saw
one step is all i took 
and then i lost

u & i

[LF251MP3] V.A. - FLUXCODE
https://lostfrog.net/ ⌇ https://lostfrog.bandcamp.com/album/fluxcode/ 
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thank you all for your continued support despite not uploading for 2+ years. i told you all i wasn't dead! this song was in development hell for SIX MONTHS until i woke up to a dm from @lostfrog asking me if i wanted to be in a compilation album, which essentially pressured me to finish this piece of shit. i hope it was worth it!

Fun Fact: my pc is absolute garbage, so if you think you hear signs of it being pieced together in like 5 different fips...no you don't. ❤️
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みんな！！2年以上曲を出してないのに、変わらずサポートしてくれてありがとう！俺はまだ死んでないよ！ この曲は6ヶ月間も作成が止まっててヤバかったんだけど、ある日@lostfrogから「コンピレーションアルバムに参加しない？」ってdmが来て、それが後押しになってようやくこの曲を完成させれたんだ。時間を掛けた価値があったらいいな！

面白い事実：俺のpcは終わってるから、もし「5つの別々のflpで作った痕跡」が聞こえたとしても…聞こえないよな？？
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THANKS TO:
@xaev, @trustt for mixing advice
@sar_seven, @m4ss0dayo for providing me with jp samples that were WAY harder to find than they had any right to be
@yaaa03 for generally being an amazing friend and being my main source of much needed pressure to finish this
and everybody, FOR INSPIRATION!!!!

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FLUXCODE

my music is mid, and that's peak. i will never be peak, and that's not mid

my music is mid, and that's peak. i will never be peak, and that's not mid 【FLUXCODE】

clarity*

another song (prod. glitter)

prod me (dies)

i'm still trapped and i can't work i'm too distracted saw ur tweet and took some action bad ideaaaaaa

a shitty bad idea cover

prod me 

i feel like jane 2017
wonder what they say now 
do they see me
i know i had problems
 i tried to get clean 
i washed up with pennies 
was i at the wrong place 
at the wrong time 
hope i had some people 
to mourn my cold eyes 
i tried a long time
but have nothing to show 
all my things went afloat 
found me down by the river 
still had my coat 
yeah it had a few holes 
in the neck and the throat 
lord i wish i could fill them 
i can’t i’m jane doe

cabbage patch (demo)

joan♡

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