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From the forthcoming episode of PEP TALK! Written and performed by Gregory Pepper, 2013. Recorded on a Fostex model 280.

Take Me To The Pet Cemetery

Window seat and dead of night, awake, I saw a frightening form.
Horrific notion. Pacific Ocean. I flew above a lightning storm.
Spectacular the view, my fellow passengers were deaf and blind.
Fast asleep and dreaming of the ones they love and left behind.
Next to me, a woman who was far away and in repose.
I wondered if she dreamed of me and of the secrets of her clothes.
I flew above a lightning storm...
Shooting star alert! The heart asserts itself and I'm so hard it hurts.
Down below, the lightning flashed and then again, but more intense.
Red and blue and green and silver sky so silent and immense.
Beside myself and wishing I could jump without a parachute.
Knowing that you're somewhere else. Wishing I was there with you.

Falling down, it feels so good.
I know I'm going to die someday.
Shining right now at my brightest.
I just want to fly away.

I flew above a lightning storm and tried to pull myself apart.
The woman sitting next to me took notice of my flaming heart.
So much blood and agony. She felt the heat and asked me why.
I said, 'I know I'm going to die. I don't want love to pass me by'.
Chains of lightning thrilled the nighttime and my mouth was filled with gold.
I met my hero even though you shouldn't do it, so I'm told.
Her perfect legs, I longed to touch them. If only life could be so easy.
I cried and cried and didn't care because I knew no one could see me.

Falling down, it feels so good.
I know I'm going to die someday.
Shining right now at my brightest.
I just want to fly away.

Metanoia. Lightning strike. Empyrean, my soaring palace.
Through the window, beauty greater than aurora borealis.
Poppies growing from my shoulders. Targeted and safe from harm.
Her legs will carry me to heaven. I run a blade along my arm.
Swans were swimming through the fire that kissed the blue impossible.
So hard it hurt, the fuselage flew smoothly through my obstacle.
I flew above a lightning storm, silver, blue and green.
Untouchable, it was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.

Falling down, it feels so good.
I know I'm going to die someday.
Shining right now at my brightest.
I just want to fly away.
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Written & produced by Joëlle Lê (Greetings From Tuskan)
Lyrics & vocals: Rich Terfry (Buck 65)
Additional vocals: Joëlle Lê
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Ethereal Love

I don't know how to love myself. I'm hoping you can show me how.
Cross my heart with all your might. Lift me up and slow me down.
Spoken honest, broken promise builds a fire inside of me.
Childish schemes and wildest dreams. I don't care if you lie to me.
Live two lives instead of one. Depend on the soft-spoken killer.
Tie your hands behind your back and build upon this broken pillar.
Love is like a suicide. Broken hearts are unified.
This place is strange. Faces change. Bodies crowned and crucified.

And will you risk my life?
I'll fill you with my light.
And will you hold my breath?
Yes I'll love you to death.

La sublimation des muses 
nous emmène dans une ardeur
timide et pesante
intime et fascinante

Les amants se livrent à des échanges
torrides et turbulents
telle une passion 
absolue et divine


I'm exactly like a phenomenon and so are you.
Yes, exactly like a phenomenon. It's hard
To explain, the truest pain. When all is lost, still you remain.
Cross my path and hope to die. Needle stuck into my vein.
Searching for my whereabouts. Heat from flames we'll never douse.
Complete the circle of my life. Fill my void with all your doubts.
The lyrics of my favorite songs scare me so bad, I can't sleep.
Lonely throes. God Only Knows. Slowly, coldest shadows creep.

And will you risk my life?
I'll fill you with my light.
And will you hold my breath?
Yes I'll love you to death.

You touched my heart and now I'm wounded. Opened wide, that's why it bled.
Fires raging down below and hanging on just by a thread.
It's on the line. Chances taken. Reaching out for stings and kisses.
Beckon call. Wrecking ball. Bed and gardens. Swings and misses.
Cancelling each other out. Living fast and given wholly.
Ever closer to the sun, each of us has one wing only.
I'm exactly like a phenomenon and so are you.
Yes, exactly like a phenomenon...
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Written & produced by Joëlle Lê (Greetings From Tuskan)
Lyrics & vocals: Rich Terfry (Buck 65)
Additional vocals: Joëlle Lê

Sublimation

Mouth Of The Beast (feat. Ceschi Ramos)

Ceschi Ramos - Spit

Ceschi Ramos - Calluses

freestyled and produced by Ceschi in 2007
originally featured on the Secret Cloud Motherboard Compilation

Monday Night Football Laptop Freestyle

From the new album WILDLIF3 (Produced by Factor) available now on Urbnet Records now 
Download on itunes here itunes.apple.com/ca/album/wildlif…ctor/id868406191
Bundles available for purchase at urbnet.bandcamp.com/album/wildlif3

Mixed by Factor
Mastered by Jamie Kuse at Creativ Studios

06 Satellite Feat. Ceschi ( Produced by Factor )

Fallen Famous

Factor - About September feat. Ceschi

Production: Factor
Raps: Ceschi
Bass: Enver Hampton
Guest Vocals: Kirby Dominant of Paranoid Castle
Mastering: Deeskee

Factor Friday's "Single Series" is a new project from Factor, releasing a new single on the last Friday of each month for all of 2014. The November single features boss man of Fake Four inc, Ceschi.  This song was written and recorded months before Ceschi went to prison in September for questionable marijuana charges.  The song is inspired by "The Microphones" lyric "I could not get through September without a battle" and features Paranoid Castle (Kirby Dominant).  Ceschi and Factor have a new full length album dropping on Fake Four Inc 2015 titled "Broken Bones Ballads". 

About September feat. Ceschi and Paranoid Castle

Ceschi "Galapagos: For The Fish" 11/25 live @ Crunch House

Written By Ceschi &amp; Kaigen
Produced By Authentic

Mixed & Mastered by Dee Jay Doc at the Synergy Studio

(Ceschi)
Walking on tippy toes
Through rubble and debris
Towards a brighter light
I feel my grandmother calling me
Over to the window
We can go
Wherever the wind blows
In a moment
Any possibility can happen
In a moment
We can be forgotten or remembered
In a moment
Worlds can change
Those moments when hope remains
Are the precious porcelain pieces of power
That so many people crave
I am not afraid
To say
That i got a little bit of hope and
Ima stay this way
Whenever the happiness eventually
Fades away
I'll find my way to the top of the mountains peak
With a falcons beak on my face
Pecking away at the dark when life is bleak
These heartbeats can move so slow
Like rain droplets down car windows
And pockets are empty holes
Where stress only grows and grows
In a moment
Any possibility can happen
In a moment
We can be forgotten or remembered
In a moment
Worlds can change
But i'll love you til the grave
And i'll struggle to become a better person every minute every day
I don't play
This aint no fucking game
I'm saying
That the human race can overcome all this pain
Anyway
So as long hope remains
I'ma struggle to become a better person every minute every day

Between our shoulder blades
Between our shoulder blades
There's a power sprouting
Deeply
Between our shoulder blades

(Kaigen - Translation)
In an ark drifting among the past a child was conceived,
And was named hope
Spilt sorrow on a tomorrow saved as a draft,
Now we clean the stains out
A smiling bud, sharing pennies and swearing to bloom again
Toward a scar, each one’s “one more step”
Pushes together a day of celebration

Our birthplace turned to scorched earth
A terrible spectacle beyond imagination’s reach
Reality of our escape and the feeling of being kept alive are so heavy
On my incompetent shoulders it’s absurd, I’d give it back if I could
A group of survivors, stricken by a psychogenic disaster
Which opened eyes of debt on our foreheads
so we quest and create for atonement
Many scenes that do not travel on radio waves
If the rubble of information is cleaned out
Will only take one look to see where the over flowing goodwill will spread to
Not “better bigger than small” but both “big and small” united front repartee
Still trying to spread that organization chart
Responses delayed by detours caused of useless interests
They put people’s lives on the line
Just to keep alive conventions and the fruit it bears
The acts we took part in either consciously or not
Have exposed in its entirety like fuel rods
In addition, a structure was constructed to engulf our view
Only soon to explode
Every miller draws water to his own mill to cool down
If one takes pains in this then distrust will attach to those relentlessly
A meltdown of dependency well beyond its service life
Which was overestimated for convenience sake
Our decisions face a man-made disaster beyond expectations
Which could happen there is no problem if
Our actions push aside the expectations built on laziness
Crush the hierarchical heads just spinning wheels and never assuming
That the bond tied by shared scars could collapse
Retreat from reliance on authority in times of crisis
Compassion shared at soup kitchens
This connection is our firm stand

(Ceschi)
Between our shoulder blades
Between our shoulder blades
There's a power sprouting
Deeply
Between our shoulder blades

Gold Lining (ft. Ceschi) (prod.by Authentic)

Recorded live at Le Point Ephemere in Paris, France, October 2011

Ceschi & Factor - Shame (Live in Paris October 2011)

recorded in 2008 by Shelton Shawn for DIYBandits! 

ceschi - guitar, vocals, loop pedal, beat boxing, fun machine 
phil - drums, trumpet 
shawn - bass 

backing vocals by 
all of the above plus 
cavehunter pepe 
and 
c-dogg (we didn't forget motherfucker) 

Polyps

here's a song from the 
FREE SHABAZZ compilation part 2 
available here:
http://rickyshabazz.bandcamp.com/album/free-shabazz-2

this song was written by Virtue & myself over a beat by J57 of the Brown Bag Allstars

Uphill Battle by Virtue & Ceschi (Prod. by J57)

produced by Zach Bitterman

This song is about the struggle to make meaningful music during an era when apathy is embraced and romanticized.  
The title is a reference to Johnny Hobo & Mantits' seminal split album on DIY Bandits.  
Hope you all enjoy it.
Happy holidays & love to you all. 

Love Song For The Apocalypse

this song was produced by my dear friend Rob Koziura - 
it came out back in 2006 - I've known Rob since I was 15...
can't believe he's not with us anymore - one of the best people i've gotten to know on this earth - we'll miss him forever.

features Xololanxinxo (of OMD / TOCA) on the second verse 



CT Dead

Get the mixtape at http://www.famelessfam.com/?p=1481

Ceschi - Cold Sores (prod - Dynamo414  cuts - DJ Emoh Betta)

lyrics by Ceschi / Baracuda / NGAFSH (of CVE)
produced by Child Actor / chorus ad-libs by Natalie Plaza & Max Heath of Child Actor
Baracuda & Ceschi vocals recorded by Richard Catesh in London, Ontario, Canada
mastered by Deeskee 
from the album "Forgotten Forever"

While on tour in Ontario, Canada in January 2013 I was lucky enough to have time to record a song with Baracuda originally of Guelph Ontario's "Plague Language" family of artists.  Cuda & I originally recorded our verses in London Ontario at Richard Catesh's apartment over a beat that was grabbed online which featured a (pretty heartfelt) Reggae singer doing the chorus.  I had been trying hard to get one of my rap idols NGAFSH of CVE (Goodlife/Project Blowed) on this album and after recording this song and reading some of FSH's online rants about hard work - I KNEW he would feel this one.  The only problem we had was that the beat had already been used by countless others online who had already made youtube music videos etc. Like a champion, my long time friend & bandmate Max Heath of Child Actor completely re-made the beat, I recorded a new chorus, Natalie sang some ad-libs and the Work Song was created!


ceshi

Joe Mccarthy