Someone asked me what you fear the most?
I said losing you would really fucking break bones

I went 
To smoke out 
in the alley way 

came back 
To see you 
with another man 

And yeah
Idk what he said to you 
But he’s kissed your hand 

You giggled 
Said to ignore it 
“He was nobody man”

I left and
took out my anger 
So I won’t blow my head 

Some what pissed off 
I ignored you
So I just went to bed 

Ibuprofen for the next morning 
Cause I got tired your voice 
And you are all dirty 
I mean 

I don’t really care 
We ain’t lasting 
But damn I still get nervous 
When you get too close to me 
It’s weird

Fuck I think I messed up 
Everyone can see that I’m not fine 
I’m just rust 
I’m a tired
Desire
death when I am higher 
I can sink so low 
That my name is liar

Lights so bright 
After hiding in my box
I just wanna break lock 
I don’t wanna feel no problems in my block 

Who is RUSTII 
I ain’t religious 
But  I’ll pray for your downfall even if it takes twenty minutes 
I’m not finished bro
Yeah 
Let me be clear 
I don’t wanna hear excuses from hoe 
Who show her tears
I just wanna drink and smoke to get my head thoughts cleared
Feeling like I’m about to break down n drown in tears

Sound of my Crap

I wish you never met me at 
I hope you die alone in a car 
I don’t want you to come back at all

I try not to cry as I think of you 
You said that we’ll never ever be through 
I don’t really care if I live or I don’t 

I said why would you say 
She said don’t call it cheating 
If you gonna cry then do so 
Cause You’re not bleeding 
And then 
You looked at me as I cried 
I tried to fix it but you denied my existence 
And I really didn’t like the way you talk to him 
And I see you flirting with other guys on the internet that were in your dms last night
And you told them that i didn’t love you anymore 
Why would you tell them that lie 

And you
Can tell your mom that she can have you dating that other guy 
She kept on talking about him 
Even while I was with you 
And I don’t know why 
Don’t try not to take offense 
But fuck you and your mom 
That’s why your both got no manz at all


It’s been a few months since I’ve seemed happy 
It’s Cause I am tired 
And I ain’t feeling  free
I wasted my time
I see the darkness consume me 
My depression isn’t getting any better 
I ruin myself

Why I Cry at Night

I saw the night 
Lust in your eyes 
Wait for me 
My love isn’t free

I failed again 
The drugs keep me sane 
I don’t know how
To stop this pain 

The day the poet truly looked into his fear 
He notice a little bit of horror 
and he broke the mirror 
But as he stood so calmly 
he looked at his fists
And he said once more 
When will I stop abusing my wrists

And I’m still crying

Still Crying

*Lyrics*
I see you tryna talk to me 
I feel used so don’t Come to me 
My brains loose Why can’t you just see 
I hate u I hate u

I think of all the things you said 
I wish I was already dead 
Grab a noose and Hang me from my neck 
I Don’t wanna live I don’t wanna live

And my thoughts will rise again 
The feeling of regret 
And I’ll always be your friend 
But you won’t fool me again 
 

I can’t breath When you are around 
This is my Journey to find my peace 
I can’t lie I feel like I am dead 
I don’t wanna cry I don’t wanna cry

My heart aches cause I can’t be be with you
I realized that I can’t see the truth 
I’m not fine 
I can’t handle this 
I hate u I hate u 

And my thoughts will rise again 
The feeling of regret 
And I’ll always be your friend 
But you won’t fool me again

Hate U

*Lyrics*

My hands are dripping 
I’ve killed a person 
I can not feel 
I can not see

I went to church then
I prayed my god 
To wash my sins 
To cut my hands 

Ah but It was just a dream 
And my hand might be free
But I don’t understand 
Why I struggle with my head
Cause you don’t know what I mean 
And I know I cant redeem 
My once pure soul
All It does is just haunt me 

All it does is just haunt me 

I just can’t 
I just hate 
I can’t get anything done 
I just play
I just waste
Time from everyone I know 
I display 
Im insane 
I know that I’m not okay 
I just wait 
I just pray 
That I see you once again

That one dream

Laying awake 
I’m Trying to shake off the bitterness of dying 
And waiting for the time that you’ll
Say I’m yours
Cause all I thinks about her still
And I can’t seem to grab the will of living 
Without 
her In my dreams 
I fighting off my emptiness 
I’m laying on the cold hard floor
I’m Crying  in my 
Sleep I weep
Cause I won’t live till I break free
And I hate how you hated me 
So I’m killing everything 
I’m killing everything 
I’m killing everything

Nameless

*lyrics*
Bedroom suicide 
I’ve cut many times
My walls all destroyed 
My mind petrified 
The end of my life 
Lost god Lost life 
Need help who am I 
Bedroom suicide

Bedroom suicide 
Bedroom suicide

BedroomSuicide(AKA BS as in BullShit)

You always waking up early in the morning 
And it’s kind of hard to talk cause it’s late at night 

And you know I’m always gone and recording 
And you feel like I don’t love you cause I get high 

But really I just think it’s all in my head
I’m just crazy with an itch in my mouth 
To die 

Cause I’m always breathing in all my poisons 
It’s all my fault I don’t think I’ll make it out alive  

Lately I’ve been feeling little emotions
Minds all fogged but I think I am prepared to die

Creeping in like all the senseless pollution 
Rinsing on my skin I think the rust is fine  

Seeing my old friends and getting quite nervous 
Seeing you I think I might just go and cry

But before I pray to god for solutions 
Hope you find my note laying right by my side

I think the Rust is fine

*Words*
I’m standing next to where we met
Wishing I could feel a thing 
The feelings that just left 

I’m trying not to sleep night 
my nightmares just repeat and I 
Don’t wanna see your eyes 

I can feel it killing me again 
I can feel it leaving me alone 
I can feel it killing me again 
I can feel it leaving me alone 
And I think 
What the hell is wrong with me

Wth is wrong with me

*Lyrics*
Fly with me into the sky 
Played dead before I was alive 

She’s burned inside my mind 
Take me when I die

The song she never heard

Making music for my mental health
I hope you enjoy as well

RUSTII

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