Name: Intoxicated by Joel Blackmon
Duration: 2 min 46 s
Description: Contradictory to his recent release "Summer Vibe" this song reveals another, more somber side to Joel's abilities.

I ♥️ your music 🎶** this song is perfect

Your music is just so good. I don't know how you do it but it always seems to turn out so good.

I love your mixing keep it up .. followed you up after a youtube tutorial 

prod by scape 

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6DoAp7obmrDzlRfy8KZhTN?si=Xri7pMjqQKa63fSjVVB7sQ

biteki: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T8b9AfrY7H8

mix/master by scapegoat and I <3 

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lyrics:

auras:
selfishly justifying 
i know that you’re still denying 
what we have is just declining 
all the stars they stopped aligning 
the day i looked in your eyes
to tell the truth i fucking died 
on the inside paralyzed 
my final words they are disguised
and 

chours: 
i hope you sleep well love 
i’ll fly away like the doves
to a better place because
i just need some peace 
woooaaahhhhh
rip apart the heart thats on my sleeve 
hold me close inside of your dreams 
cause thats the only place you’ll see me 

scapegoat:
Tell me why you gotta act like that
Feel like I’m falling so fast
And I just wanna make this last
If this won’t last forever leave me in the past
You can’t see me 
Wouldn’t wanna be me 
Down so bad 
That my girl don’t wanna see me 
I make it look easy 
Your boyfriend wanna be me 
Tell me how you feel 
Just lately it’s been so deceiving

auras x scapegoat - sleep

one take: barely bleeding

HEAR ME OUT

Spine

Spine (Ft. Weepings & Yokai Dreams) [Prod. Rajaste & sxber]

the bottom (ft. sydcxx)

forgo this journey 
disappear 
no tears
is there something wrong with me
is there something wrong with me 

and forgo this journey
did everyone forget me 
or are they just not to be 
honestly, i don’t know

alone
i feel in my bones
that i am on my own
and there’s no where to go 
so alone i found the truth 
so alone not sure to do 
so alone my skin see through 
so alone my face is too 

been about a century i've had these arms wide
open or closed, i'm still getting frostbite and i couldn't explain how it hurts if i tired
'cause words don't do justice to the feelings i fight

now i'm on the road, breaking my soul
wondering how
 ima get home
just leave me alone, and let me go back
to when i was free
 i'm still struggling
it's left me no peace, so i'll take a break
and sit by the lake, until i can breathe

and so, i see how you pack your bags and leave when it gets cold

burn scars marking my chest i think im see through
pressure building up in my heart, you made me need you

wait
my skin starts to itch at the rage
how i've always dealt with the pain
all by myself, its left me no choice, still cant reach out for help
writing my hurt into poems for the shelf
and now its just on this path i know well

alone
i feel in my bones
that i am on my own
and there’s no where to go 
so alone i found the truth 
so alone not sure to do 
so alone my skin see through 
so alone my face is too

forgo this journey (feat. sevenfeet) (VELVET)

Southparque

Da-la-La-da

Contradictory to his recent release "Summer Vibe" this song reveals another, more somber side to Joel's abilities.

Intoxicated

Produced, Mixed + Mastered by FRAN$E

Lyrics:
[HOOK FRAN$E]
I’m such a mess, all this stress got me burnt out
I try to tell you but I just cant get the words out
Every song I make I hate the way it turns out
I don’t even try I know that nothing ever works out
Anxiety up in my chest it fucking burns now
Everyday I think I feel a little worse now
Inspiration escapes me just like my words now
Why'd I even try I guess that nothing ever works now

[VERSE1 FRAN$E]
Theres no way out as far as I know
Every day I feel the same until my eyes close
Where did all the time go
 Spent it all alone in my room with the blinds closed
been through worse I cant remember how to cope though
Repressing memories that form a lump in my throat
Every day I find a new knife in my torso
I’ll write a song but i’ll forget how all the words go
Every bridge I ever build just fuckin burns down
Every table that I turn I never learned how
To make amends with myself, I’m lost for words now
Why'd I even try I guess that nothing ever works out

[BRIDGE FRAN$E]
I’ll act okay even when I’m not
Maybe one day I’ll be better off
Maybe one day I’ll stop breathing
Maybe one day I’ll stop bleeding

[HOOK FRAN$E]
I’m such a mess, all this stress got me burnt out
I try to tell you but I just cant get the words out
Every song I make I hate the way it turns out
I don’t even try I know that nothing ever works out
Anxiety up in my chest it fucking burns now
Everyday I think I feel a little worse now
Inspiration escapes me just like my words now
Why'd I even try I guess that nothing ever works now

[VERSE2 @seejayxo]
 Guess that nothing ever works out
I been cooking up, late night, I’m a burnout
Feeling empty that’s for sure now
See all of these kids with my name on they shirt now
Fuck it up for a check
Gothic bitch on my dick, she got swallow my spit
Now she act like she know me
I fuck on her waist then its back to the old me yeah
And I think that I’m a burden
Stuck up on your lives and I know that for certain
I never know
When the fuck I’m gone blow
Face numb when we FaceTime
No love for your kind
That’s what you said, consider me dead

[HOOK FRAN$E]
I’m such a mess, all this stress got me burnt out
I try to tell you but I just cant get the words out
Every song I make I hate the way it turns out
I don’t even try I know that nothing ever works out
Anxiety up in my chest it fucking burns now
Everyday I think I feel a little worse now
Inspiration escapes me just like my words now
Why'd I even try I guess that nothing ever works now

Burnt Out

✞ spotify + apple ✞

Burnt Out ft. seejayxo

Produced by Underwood

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Intoxicated

Joel Blackmon

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