I’ve been looking out the window waiting, for the one that i can hold and call my love. cause i got sick and tired of chasing pavements, and started looking for some guidance from above. and then i swear you came along and saved me, just when i thought i was out of luck. it must’ve been that glance you gave me, cause it was like i suddenly came unstuck

but i just wanna know girl, can we take it slow girl, cause you have rocked my whole world, and i dont want our spark to die out 

so will you let me, take time to feel a little better, cause i know i’m way too hard on myself. and I know we’re meant to be together, but i can’t stop thinking how it felt to live a life of desolation, with nothing but my own imagination. I didn’t think i needed saving, but i need saving

now baby lets look at the bigger picture, everything i’ve ever been through led me to get with you, and i’m so desperate to make it work cause I need to feel like my life has meant something. and you could make it all worth it, cause every second I get with you is perfect, I know I don’t deserve this

the bigger picture (prod. RFM Beats)

i beg you stay outta my way tonight, i don’t really wanna play tonight, i’m sick and tired of you wasting time on me. i have tried hard to get through to you, but i don’t know what else i can do, i really thought we would see this through, i was wrong

so can you, take a step back for a minute, and take yourself out of my buisness, cause i knew your heart wasn’t in it way back at the start. tried hard to keep my composure, but you really liked the exposure, i should’ve said it was over, way back at the start

the love we had is gone now, and you don’t seem to realise, i’m steady moving on now, and i’ve never felt more alive

stay out of my way

Try live life to the fullest, even when it gets hard. 
That is what you told me way back at the start
and I didn't think you'd notice that I was so afraid
but I just can't wait to show you all these changes I've made.

Maybe I can't wait to show you
maybe I cant wait to hold you
maybe I can't wait to find out all the stuff we're gonna do.
Maybe I can't wait to show you
maybe I can't wait to hold you
maybe I cant wait to see you so I guess I'll be there soon.

And you gave me a chance so you know I am grateful.
And I know what you went through has been painful, 
so I'll make it sweet, yeah, I'll make it graceful. 
You ain't gotta say any words, no let's not be wasteful.
I think it's time to show exactly how much you know 
I don't want you to go, so maybe you could just stay a while.

maybe i can't wait

Woke up in the early afternoon, Wondering what I'm supposed to do
Cause every single road leads back to you and I don't want it
Wish I didn't feel it all the time, But lately you've been so stuck on my mind
I'm hoping that these feelings will subside. So let me be honest
I don't want you, I don't need you around. So for the love of God, stop dragging me down

Cause it's impossible to breathe underwater And girl you keep pulling me under with you
We live in a world full of wonder So why do you keep pulling me under with you
Cause it's impossible to breathe underwater And girl keep pulling me under with you
We live in a world full of wonder So why do you keep pulling me under with you

And I'm just trying to make sense of it all, Since the day you left I've been so damn stressed
Wondering why you never called I've been trapped in my head with the things that you said so
I don't wanna waste my life now And I don't wanna wait to find out
Cause everything we had has died now Oh, isn't that true, girl
I don't wanna waste my life now And I don't wanna wait to find out
Cause everything we had has died now And let me be honest
I don't want you, I don't need you around So for the love of God, stop dragging me down

Cause it's impossible to breathe underwater And girl you keep pulling me under with you
We live in a world full of wonder So why do you keep pulling me under with you
Cause it's impossible to breathe underwater And girl keep pulling me under with you
We live in a world full of wonder So why do you keep pulling me under with you

breathe underwater

It's all about the he said, she said, but I don't wanna hear that bullshit
Lately, I've been so stuck in my own head, I just wanna get out
So I'm asking if you'll help me through this, cause on my own I don't know how to do this
And all I want is to be able to prove myself, so I can silence the doubts

Remembering when I was young, it's almost funny, cause thinking lately, it seems
I got no motivation, no more dedication, feel like where I'm going is my final destination
I know I've got a reputation for anticipation, waiting patiently but I get no appreciation
And I think I'm losing hope again

You call it lost hope, I call it opportunity At least for myself, cause this shit don't
be new to me, feels true to me, and I know that we're under scrutiny, yeah

It's all about the he said, she said. But I don't wanna hear that bullshit
Lately, I've been so stuck in my own head, I just wanna get out
So I'm asking if you'll help me through this, cause on my own I don't know how to do this
And all I want is to be able to prove myself, so I can silence the doubts

And everything that's good is always temporary, my lack of happiness is it hereditary?
But I stay focused on my goals and ambitions, I hope you people listen cause I am on a mission
To break out, get up on a stage now, and have everybody in attendance know my name
now 
But I think I'm losing hope again

You call it lost hope, I call it opportunity At least for myself, cause this shit don't
be new to me, feels true to me, and I know that we're under scrutiny, yeah

It's all about the he said, she said. But I don't wanna hear that bullshit
Lately, I've been so stuck in my own head, I just wanna get out
So I'm asking if you'll help me through this, cause on my own I don't know how to do this
And all I want is to be able to prove myself, so I can silence the doubts

It's all about the he said, she said. But I don't wanna hear that bullshit
Lately, I've been so stuck in my own head, I just wanna get out
So I'm asking if you'll help me through this, cause on my own I don't know how to do this
And all I want is to be able to prove myself, so I can silence the doubts

lost hope

this is my favourite song i've made, i hope you enjoy as much as i do <3

the steps i take

20 year old Singer/Songwriter/Producer based in the UK
Open to Collabs, just drop me a message over on my Instagram @joelzmikomusic or on Discord: joelzmiko#9896

JOEL

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