Square one again

produced by: @prodmichael
mixed, mastered by me

lyrics:

(loveless)
(bi0wrld)

shut ur eyes now, 
its alright,
everytime I try to relax its on my mind girl yea,
turn it right down, run and hide,
searching for the one thats something you'll never find girl yea

shut ur eyes now, 
its alright,
everytime I try to relax its on my mind girl yea,
turn it right down, run and hide,
turn it right down, run and hide

and I step inside of the party, 
hair in my face
I dont rlly wanna be here
need to slide right now
but she got me
gave me one look
she the only one I see here
and I got the axe in my hand like im donnie
crawling out the lobby yea u know I never see clear,
girl jus gimme one kiss, I feel sloppy,
she grab me by the face, said she never wanted me here

"so turn around
dance with me now
let my eyesight
direct you"
x2

shut ur eyes now, 
its alright,
everytime I try to relax its on my mind girl yea,
turn it right down, run and hide,
searching for the one thats something you'll never find girl yea

shut ur eyes now, 
its alright,
everytime I try to relax its on my mind girl yea,
turn it right down, run and hide,
turn it right down, run and hide

dawnstar (xmichaelwarren)

prod: aspect

(so cold, so cold,
so cold so cold so cold, 
yeah so cold, so cold)

the weddings ruined 
she's all alone
pin me down
wipe ur nose
raise a glass
make a toast
hate myself
how'd u know?
come back to my place
I promise its warm
but I cant let her parents see me
red marks on my face
my jacket is worn
bloody hands and she won't stop screaming

and I promise
everything will be okay. 
if you promise
you'll hold on til Saturday 
cus the weekend fixes everything 
and I know theres not much love to bring
to you
but ill still bring it every morning with my hands up,
get off my page u fuckin bitch go get ur bands up 
I heard she bleached all of her hair got a new man, fuck
ima lose my shit and break his legs so he cant stand up

guess I've been here before,
I've hit rock bottom, hate the taste of the floor
guess I've been here before, 
hit rock bottom im the one you ignore 
x2

stormcloak (aspect)

produced by: @jolst & @remghost
mixed and mastered by me

lyrics:

i dont like you, 
and I haven't for a minute
talking shit on twitter but these pussies never with it yea
right thru, see your heart and now im grinning,
addicted to the violence only care bout fuckin winning yea 
stay there ill be right back in a minute
gotta shut this kid up two black blades you know im twinning yea
slice you, now theres blood all on the ceiling 
maybe that'll stop it but who the fuck am I kidding

thats life tho
i’m prone to lose it, watch my eyes glow
running rings around these pussies on a tight rope 
blacked out, ur no king of a castle
I fuckin hate that flowrs guy he seems like an asshole

i be touring 
doing 60 in a foreign
couple years I swear I got it 
I dont even need to talk and I 

think I saw it in my dreams when I was snoring 
now its so close I can floor it
shawty love me but she not my type

she be callin
at 4,5,6 in the morning
but you'll never see me answer
tell that bitch she gotta wait in line

on my flex shit all these pussies they be texting 
but they'll never fuckin touch me swear to god I put that on my life

on my life, but I bet they still try tho
pussy see me he gon blame it on a typo,
think I need to chill out or just fight more
what am I so full of this rage all times of night for?

i dont like you, 
and I haven't for a minute
talking shit on twitter but these pussies never with it yea
right thru, see your heart and now im grinning,
addicted to the violence only care bout fuckin winning yea 
stay there ill be right back in a minute
gotta shut this kid up two black blades you know im twinning yea
slice you, now theres blood all on the ceiling 
maybe that'll stop it but who the fuck am I kidding
that’s life tho

imperial (jolst & remghost)

juggernog +noahmadethiss (xmichaelwarren)

@kasperfell @livingpuffy

lyrics:

its over now 
and i dont know how to let this go
its colder now
just like the days i used to walk you home...
back then, i used to believe in you
but right now im bleeding
everything fades from view...

treat me like shit, like you always do
take another hit, im so sick of feeling blue
and i cant undo
those memories of you 
i cant undo....
i cant undo...

[kasper fell]
im giving up on you again
what you need to say?
im wide awake...
i try to wake up but ill be fine
i wanna shake up this life of mine
im on a break up but ill be fine
without you...
you know i need it but you keep on wasting all my time
from the ceiling, yeah i keep on reaching all these heights
keep on dreaming and ill never ever change my mind
without you...

treat me like shit, like you always do
take another hit, im so sick of feeling blue
and i cant undo
those memories of you 
i cant undo....
i cant undo...

i used to...believe
i used to...believe 
now im giving up on everything we made...
everything we made...

im giving up on you again...
what you need to say?
im wide awake...

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undo the memories [+Kasper Fell & Living Puff]

this is a song about a boy getting drafted to war

postcard (noahmadethiss)

prod frevel & 5head

i decided to try and recreate my old 2019 mix for this one and i rlly like how it turned out

lyrics:

run it back run it back, yea 
snow so cold that i cannot feel my hands yea
ima need to take a break lil baby 
but i’ll be right back
and her smile so sweet
that i can’t stay mad

but i can but i can yea 
runnin shit sendin shots at ur man yea 
she the queen, she hold it down
in the netherrealm 
when i’m not around 
catch the smoke
from 100 rounds
can u hold it down 
4 the GANG (no idea why i said that, i’m sorry)

think u need to switch it up
go change ur attitude 
and i can’t wrap my head round this shit
he can’t have you too 
x2

ur the sun and the stars and the moon and the sky, 
nah i don’t wanna talk to u lil bitch go get offline’d 
and i’m never fuckin sober smokin cookie till i die, yea
i jus need some help think i’m struggling tonight 
x2

run it back run it back, yea 
snow so cold that i cannot feel my hands yea
ima need to take a break lil baby 
but i’ll be right back
and her smile so sweet
that i can’t stay mad

but i can but i can yea 
runnin shit sendin shots at ur man yea 
she the queen, she hold it down
in the netherrealm 
when i’m not around 
catch the smoke
from 100 rounds
can u hold it down 
4 the GANG

netherrealm (frevel x 5head)

prod @jolst

i try to find some clarity but...
i cant fall asleep at night
no im not alright...
everytime i think about you i

fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i dont know how to let it go
i fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i dont know how to let it go...

i been steady changin' 
but it doesnt fuckin matter 
cuz u left me hanging
i know i never did too much right
all we did was scream and fight
and u know i kind of miss it
u put the blame on me 
even though we're both misfits
yeah i kinda fuckin miss you
yeah yeah i kinda fuckin miss you

fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i dont know how to let it go
i fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i fall to my knees
i dont know how to let it go...

i dont know how to let this go
i dont know how to let this go
how to let this go...

fall to my knees [+jolst]

i'm really trying not to quit

i'm really trying not to quit (MUSIC VID OUT NOW)

PRODUCED BY TAURS AND JOLST 

usendflowrs: 

will you call home, just call home my visions clouded
wanna tear off my face when i think about it
x2

your love fills my health bar, can’t live without it
i’m low hearts, you’re cold i would never doubt it 
a lost soul in that cold, and never found it 
your personality lies in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go 

nevermadeithome:

and i cant believe that i didnt see this 
she poisoned the apple when i eat it 
i cant read her books they make me speechless
one flick of her hair shes so reckless 

she'll eat your heart alive 
she gets her voodoo doll 
with a needle and she pokes me in the eye 
now ive gone fuckin blind 
i hope this is the last time 
that she conjures up a potion 
& im praying its the elixer of life x2

i kinda want you bad
but i know that youre no good for me 
youre just being sad so i fall for you
i kinda want you bad 
but i know that you’re no good for me 
and you’re just being sad so i fall for-

sendflowrs & nevermadeithome:

in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go
x2

winterfell w/ nevermadeithome (taurs x jolst)

prod heydium <3

lyrics: 

yeah i struggle a lot with myself
i spend a lot of time stuck in this hell
caught up between realities
i try not to become another victim of mentality
but i tell you what..
this life is slowly killin me

da da da da
this shits too much
da da da da 
like i rlly give af?

how do i make this something real?
i fuck with the aesthetic
i just dont get the appeal...
and its kinda fuckin me up
hardly livin wit the liquor and the drugs
this life has never been enough
i hate myself and it fuckin sucks
yeah its been so long man, stuck in this rut
i could die tomorrow
yeah, nobody give af 

yeah nobody give af...
nobody give af...

NOBODY GIVE AF

Spotify

nobody give af [+heydium]

i hate myself. 

original artwork by @astrosux

Prod. Heydium

Mix/Master - Me duh.

i hate myself [+heydium]

so tired of mean ppl fr 

prod yungspoiler (tha goat)
lyrics: 

maybe you could tell me what you want?
since you're so fuckin good at 
tellin me that im wrong...
(that im wrong)
im so sick of 
all this fake love 
why dont you take your mask off
show me what you're made of

and ive been waiting
while you've been changin'
im sick of it!
sick of it!
u make me wanna throw up
but i guess that not your problem
its a falling out
a falling out 
fuck!!

a falling out...

and im not sure why you
think you can get away with
all that shit you pull
yeah your makin enemies by the mouthful
by the fuckin mouthful!

yeah i thought that we were friends
but i got a knife in my back in end
and a sneaking suspicion 
that you always talked behind my back
i thought i knew you better than that
than that!!

and ive been waiting
while you've been changin'
im sick of it!
sick of it!
u make me wanna throw up
but i guess that not your problem
its a falling out
a falling out 
fuck!!

ohhhhh...

and im not sure why you 
think you can get away with
all that shit you pull!
all that shit you pull!!
all that shit you pull!!
all that shit you pull!!!

man im so tired of all this 
fuck all yall

falling out (sick of it) [+yungspoiler]

prodme
w my deeerfrend @autumndropsdead

she locked herself in her bathroom all alone
did you get my message when i said i felt alone
at the end of the night we all need to go home
promise that ill be fine as long as im gone
when u find another guy can u not let me know
dont waste ur time on someone u dont know

u were half of mine but i still dont know
were u ever mine i dont think so
just pretend u care dont want u to go
might just cut my hair

autie
cos i hate the way i look
could you call me back?
i'm gonna get a heart attack
I'm what you call an insomniac
made the choice no going back
don't forget, just descend
it'll do no good being over your head
i feel out of body, all i can say is sorry :(

stop it, breathe, out of reach
this sensation...
there's nothing left to me
to me (3x)
hide your chest, then release...

when u find another guy can u not let me know
dont waste ur time for someone u dont know

stop crying and start dying
looking for an answer i dont wanna get hurt
looking for ananswer i dont wanna get hurt
star signs ur a cancer!
my hearts getting blacker,
my brains getting sadder,

cancer w/autumndropsdead

burning like a star, doomed to die alone

lyrics: 

dont know how to make this right
always feelin' so dead inside
its all i can do not to end this life
yall just fuck me up and leave me here to die
god knows im so sick of cryin
fuck this shit i feel like dyin
dont believe anything they say now
ima light up to relieve this pain now...

dont know why 
i cant face this world
im always starin thru the blinds 
dont hmu im just a waste of time 

dont hmu im just setback
id rather be alone and hit this gas pac
pls dont get to close to me
everyone who does becomes the enemy...

dont talk to me...
if you do youll just want to leave
im backin down i dont want this 
nothing that i do could ever, ever stop this
burning like a star, im doomed to die alone
everybody leaves ive never had a home
just go away, i dont wanna talk now
im perfectly fine being a shadow in the background

oooo a shadow in the background
oooo the sun comes out
i dont make a sound...
i dont make a sound....

shadow in the background [+taurs & jolst]

prod @jolst + @pekarot_161
mastered by: @jolst

right here
won’t you hold me right here 
cus everybody switched up
i had to fight fair 
i been
stressed out
think i need a cold beer 
said fuck that 
i’ll smoke a blunt
and pull out my hair 
x2

cus i been spending my money and livin up
and i been textin her she just don’t give a fuck
at least i got my friends right here to jus show me love
if i was alone right now i’d probably kick the buck 

i just want my baby to come and kiss me a little bit 
i know i get too greedy and i wanna take it off
if you ever need a friend just hit me for the thrill of it 
she give me a little but i rlly want it all >:•)

baby im a loner :(
straight to the fucking face 
smoke a blunt n then i phone her 
im beggin beggin baby please 
why won’t u just come over (im kinda bored)
im not tryna be dramatic
but im gonna fucking throw up !!!!!!!!

not tryna be dramatic but i'm guess that im a loner ): 

(alan watts speech)
(ak47 reload)
(lightsaber sheath)

revenant (jolst x pekarot)

i know you're bad for me

postcard222 (noahmadethiss)

hate (being) stuck in my head

prod dee b

So i been running up the ends like a trackstar
short life, pretty girls, and da fast cars
 Rest In Peace to my moms yeah i miss her
Convolk up next with a black heart

Leave me to myself
dont need nobody else
Yeah i asked for help
But no one ever helped

Leave me to myself
My soul im gonna sell
And it aint hard to tell 
That im going to hell

Get cold wrist froze like i told you
Get bands all alone like im sposed to
Dont come to my funeral i dont know you
Im next no flex cuz i chose to

Dont have nobody to get close to
Dont have nobody i got no crew
They tell me ill come up i got no clue
Im dying inside but that old news

So i been asking where you at, where you aaaaat
So i been feeling sorta mad sorta mad
So i been thinking bout the past bout the past
And i dont think i really want this shit to last

So i been running up the ends like a trackstar
short life, pretty girls, and da fast cars
Rest In Peace to my moms yeah i miss her
Convolk up next with a black heart

Leave me to myself
dont need nobody else
Yeah i asked for help
But no one ever helped

Leave me by myself
My soul im gonna sell
And it aint hard to tell 
That im going to hell

So i been asking where you at, where you aaaaat
So i been feeling sorta mad sorta mad
So i been thinking bout the past bout the past
And i dont think i really want this shit to last

So i been running up the ends like a trackstar
short life, pretty girls, and da fast cars
Rest In Peace to my moms yeah i miss her
Convolk up next with a black heart

Square one again

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