Related tracks: some ppl never change (prod. Kimpe)

INTRO
(epitome)
cryin in the backseat 
i don’t know what’s happening
face down on the concrete 
not feelin very complete
it’s hard to know where the story will go
i just hope i don’t end up alone
it’s getting hard to breath
with this anxiety
feelings trapped in my chest beneath
i think that i should go
for a person like me i don’t have a home

(paperthinwalls)
all alone yeah i’m all alone
run back to you it’s all over 
and i think that i’m growing father
pick me up i’m falling over
another song i cannot sing
two weeks i guess we’ll see
why is it so hard to breath
NOW IM FALLING BACK TO SLEEP

CHORUS
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

VERSE
(paperthinwalls)
i didn’t mean to call you that night
i always meant to say goodbye
now i’m going i’m always going 
what is wrong with my head 
and i feel like i can’t think
and my mind is always empty 
what is goin on with me 
it’s always something that i can’t see 
(my head falls apart i know that i have fallen arms i know that i can’t see you now fall apart i’m on the ground)

(epitome)
your eyes seem lost
you’re fading away from me
what’s the cause (what’s the cause)
i’m holding to your memory for what seems to be an eternity (you’re not with me now)
every moment i spent with you 
was like a dream to me that came true
now i don’t know what i’m gonna do
when you say to me find someone new

CHORUS 
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

dont let me go w/ paperthinwalls (2001)

first single off new EP coming November 5th!
produced by living puff

lyrics:
i’ve been missing the simple moments 
far away i’m just working towards this 
it always echos in my mind 
you always echo in my mind 
easy levels and blank expressions 
familiar faces and first impressions 
always echos in my mind 
it’s hard to leave that all behind 

where does the time go 
i’m starting to slip 
only miss you when the rents low 
i’m losing my grip 
cuz it’s all downhill from here 
i think all downhill from here 


(catch my fall, catch my fall)
will you
catch my fall
i think that i’ve had enough 
all these breaks in my life 
i think it’s shakin me up
so i’m asking you is there something left 
or is all of this just a memory i can’t have 
all these stories that haven’t been written 
is it what’s to come 
or is it all just fiction 
i hear your constant echo in my mind 
if it’s really from the past then 
where does the time

downhill [prod. living puff]

shoot a bitch freestyle p jean parker & emmanb

vacancy (lyrics)
i said i can see us together, i think she like that
she just wanna hold my hand and kiss the butterfly tat
always put a smile on my face and i can’t hide that
tryna make my address the one you always reside at
(x2)

sidetracked, when i see your face 
i just can’t seem to focus
work your magic on me
cast a spell baby, hocus pocus
you picked me up when i was down bad
and i was feeling hopeless
begging for some help
i don’t think anybody even noticed
i could die right now
baby i ain’t ever scared
got you on my side now
i don’t have anything to fear
hate the way you walk away from me
it ain’t ever fair
i’d do anything to make u mine
in case it wasn’t clear

i said i can see us together, i think she like that
she just wanna hold my hand and kiss the butterfly tat
always put a smile on my face and i can’t hide that
tryna make my address the one you always reside at 
(x2)

she just want to talk about it but we already tried that
if u could’ve done it then u would’ve and i like that thought
i sit here alone on the edge of the smog
ash fill the sky and it fills my lungs
and it burns me up
my friends live forever in the soot stained mud
and i would die here since they reside here too
so when i lie here i’m lying right by you

i said i can see us together, i think she like that
she just wanna hold my hand and kiss the butterfly tat
always put a smile on my face and i can’t hide that
tryna make my address the one you always reside at 
(x2)

vacancy ft. sewerperson (taurs x jolst)

produced by hiraeth


keep ur 
eyes dry when i leave you
god i wanna see you
my thoughts never lead thru
oh id die just to see you

eyes

prod. eric godlow
nv
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

swaine x eric godlow: de_mirage

~2300~

[VERSE 1]
I'm not gonna fall for your lies
(This time)
Even a long ride home is a good night
I'd rather sleep alone than by your side
I've got a right to know what's on your mind
The dog's been barking like crazy
And I only sleep when I daydream
I'd die for you that don't phase me
'Cause all of it feels surreal lately

[CHORUS]
Stuck on my mind I'm calling to get closure
Keep it inside I'll feel it when I'm older
Waiting all night just call me when it's over
Harder I try the more that you grow colder

VERSE 2]
I know what it feels like to be alone
Your room's still the same as it was back home
I'm dying to be there just let me go
I'll fall off the edge of the world with you
The dog's still barking like crazy
I'm starting to fear for my safety
I'm counting on you to come save me
'Cause all of it feels surreal lately

[CHORUS]
Stuck on my mind I'm calling to get closure
Keep it inside I'll feel it when I'm older
Waiting all night just call me when it's over
Harder I try the more that you grow colder
Stuck on my mind I'm calling to get closure
Keep it inside I'll feel it when I'm older
Waiting all night just call me when it's over
Harder I try the more that you grow colder

Surreal (prod. VITO x 2FLOORSUP)

i can't pinpoint what this song is about, but it means a lot to me.
i love each n every 1 of you so much w all my heart
hope you enjoy. 🍂
prod. @wisssery & @pekarot_161

~~lyrics~~
now get the fuck out 
this ain’t even a house 
and i’m not proud 
but my head is getting loud
soul is screaming to get down
i’m not as greedy as i sound
not as greedy as i sound 
don’t turn around

clogs in my brain cause i’m selfish 
and if there’s a blade in my vein
never felt it
guess i'm forced to play 
till i cave from exhaustion
i'm already dazed
get away; you’re obnoxious

tell me what the fuck i gotta say
just for you to stay
i’ll pray upon the stars
but they all seem to fade
i tell me i don’t really know any better
sell me; just another scar for the beggar 

i’ve been up all week
won’t sleep tight
i can’t brush my teeth
nor eat right
way too many dreams
seem to terrorize
every single sheep 
when i shut-eye 

let’s drift down the creek, till i notice
it’s my time to leave, hope you know this
isn’t about me; my emotions 
tend to dive too deep into motion 

ice thin; drowning on the daily 
would you care to stop by?
quick someone save me
(save me)
ice thin; drowning on the daily 
would you care to stop by?
quick someone save me
(i’m gonna drown)

how the fuck am i alive?
tell me what am i
in the pond i spot a lotus
coloring me blind
fuck a nine to five 
i wanna live a life
i wonder if i’ll flourish or 
lie among the vines 

dad is in the yard smoking packs
till he’s greener
momma wears a mask 
so her past looks cleaner
fully out of grasp 
with my siblings’ demeanors
mind is running laps, i collapse
in the bleachers

tell me what the fuck i gotta say
just for you to stay
i’ll pray upon the stars
but they all seem to fade
i tell me i don’t really know any better
sell me; just another scar for the beggar 

fuck around, now i’m throwing up
stay away, imma fall in love
too late, maybe i’ll be fine
lead me to a better life

broken but i’m holding on
to the universe i’m below a pawn 
any given moment i could lose it all
the sound of silence is a subtle call

𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘩?.. 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘩! 𝘪 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶.
𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺.
𝘤𝘩𝘳𝘪𝘴?! 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦?!
𝘪 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪’𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶! :(

i tell me i don’t really know any better
sell me; just another scar for the beggar

color me blind [prod. wisssery x pekarot]

prod.https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2CVgEdYvEeXrOjiyqaln2A

ft:https://soundcloud.com/jadedloner

make it out alive w/Jadedloner (prod.THERSX)

Featuring @scoobisalright
Produced by @jolst, @dercept & @horoshavibes
Engineering, additional vocals by Horosha

LYRICS
Had a lot of dark days back then
I was in a dark place back when
You fell out of love with me
And fell in love with him instead

Like how does that work
Does he treat you better
Than me
Probably not
I should just forget her
All my friends keep telling me that I should just forget her

But I can't
I don't know how
I could ever let go
I'm an old soul
I need you to hold me down
Stuck inside a ghost town
Nothing ever goes down
Might as well go ghost now

(Going ghost)
Stuck inside a ghost town
Looking for a way out
(I can't find a way though I really fucking want to)
Nothing ever goes down
In this ghost town

(scøøb)
In this ghost town
I feel I finally let go
Of my old self
How I was so blinded by your cold stare
Tell me would you wait there

Wait for me
Forever and after
'Cause I can't hold back the memories that haunt me
Yeah I feel them running back when had our first kiss
Way way back then
Yeah I never thought it'd come to this

Listen on Spotify!

Ghost Town w/ scøøb (Prod. Jolst, dercept & Horosha)

this is my annual release for november 30th, i really like this song and how it came out. & in the end of it all, i wouldn't change anything about the process of how this song came to be. thank you for taking the time to listen🖤

Listen on Streaming Services: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/dev20/some-ppl-never-change-3

Connect with the artist:
DEV:
@youngdev585
instagram.com/youngdev585
twitter.com/devtheprophet

beatsbykimpe:
www.youtube.com/channel/UCO2ddQZE2BHsrZIig6JJ1ZQ

lyrics:

lost my mind and my heart got away
hope that shit comes back some day
all that shit that you talked and the venom you sprayed
built up all this ice in my veins
know I cant take back all the love I gave
left me with a scar on my face
girl you always said our bond wont break
some people never change

took two months almost fell off fast
but I took a whole lap now i’m runnin full sprint
and i wont look back
catch me sippin on my drink at the back of the scene
but I got a full ounce of the colorado pack
watch me smoke in the background
lonelyboyz in the cut makin sad sounds 
slow down think im goin to fast now
memories stuck livin in the past
while im lightin up my J’s
weed smoke like crack
half bottle honey jack
tell me can you top that
i match my pain with loneliness
yall listenin like holy shit
how can he keep a hold of this
im lashin out in drunken fits

these winter nights are kinda takin me back
let’s go again without no feelings attached
you let me in but it was only a trap
blow up my phone to say I gotta relax

lost my mind and my heart got away
hope that shit comes back some day
all that shit that you talked and the venom you sprayed
built up all this ice in my veins
know I cant take back all the love I gave
left me with a scar on my face
girl you always said our bond wont break
some people never change

some ppl never change

Stream

some ppl never change (prod. Kimpe)

Baby I've been feeling like a letdown
Like a letdown
A 40 by the bed to get me by
Getting used to sleeping on my own now
On my own
I need more than a friend just for the night
Cause I can't forget how your lips taste
Sweeter than my dreams
And the smiles on your face
Keep me wanting to believe
That you love me
Tell me that you love me

I can't remember the last sober night
Trying my best but I can't make it right in my head
Better off dead
I hate all these thoughts but they keep creeping in
Lately I've been chasing distractions
Trying to just forget what I'm lacking
Tell me what you want
Tell me what you need
If I could get you back I'd give you anything

Baby I've been feeling like a letdown
Like a letdown
A 40 by the bed to get me by
Getting used to sleeping on my own now
On my own
I need more than a friend just for the night
Cause I can't forget how your lips taste
Sweeter than my dreams
And the smiles on your face
Keep me wanting to believe
That you love me
Tell me that you love me

There go the memories we'll never make
Did you honestly ever plan to stay
Either way it's a shame how quick things always change and the love turns to pain
You know I hate my past
Got me trippin on the little things
I'm trying to worry less
Get a hold of my anxiety
Another night alone in this bed
Another night with you in my head

Baby I've been feeling like a letdown
Like a letdown
A 40 by the bed to get me by
Getting used to sleeping on my own now
On my own
I need more than a friend just for the night
Cause I can't forget how your lips taste
Sweeter than my dreams
And the smiles on your face
Keep me wanting to believe
That you love me
Tell me that you love me

Sleeping Alone

Not my track, just couldn't find a good version on SC.

Sewerperson - Losing The Love

Thank you for listening <3 w/ @iamvagrxnt @jolst

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5UApNSD1MI8Oc2jWdLyvFI
Also up on iTunes and Apple Music!

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// lyrics 
// vagrxnt
i dont wanna lose you
cuts all up my wrist babe thats a bad move
my heart is feeling tight, maybe youll come through
i dont know what i was thinking but tongues glued
to the thought of getting back you

i dont wanna lose you
its dripping down my wrist and i cant see you
my eyes are getting heavy whats the good news
i dont know what i was thinking am i done too?

do i wait for you to show up
or do i die on my own
cause i know that you wont stay
with me no more

and i know you wont
your afraid to try
set my heart to the curb
stab it deep with a knife
could you fall with me to the grave
could you fall with me to the grave

i dont wanna lose you
cuts all up my wrist babe thats a bad move
my heart is feeling tight, maybe youll come through
i dont know what i was thinking but tongues glued
to the thought of getting back you

// geist
nowhere out of here and
i don’t want to lose you my dear
but everybody seems to disappear
was i just another ghost in your nightmares

it’s cold as ice, i can’t believe you’re leaving me
here to die, i swear i tried, gave everything
but i deserve, all of the hurt i’m going through
cause i’m the worst, yeah i’m the worst.

// vagrxnt & geist
i dont wanna lose you
cuts all up my wrist babe thats a bad move
my heart is feeling tight, maybe youll come through
i dont know what i was thinking but tongues glued
to the thought of getting back you

i dont wanna lose you
its dripping down my wrist and i cant see you
my eyes are getting heavy whats the good news
i dont know what i was thinking am i done too

i dont wanna lose you
cuts all up my wrist babe thats a bad move
my heart is feeling tight, maybe youll come through
i dont know what i was thinking but tongues glued

spotify

i'm geist x vagrxnt - ghost in your nightmare [prod. jolst]

produced by soloft and lavendertxwn
mixed and mastered by mvø

I try my best to let go of the things I can’t control
This constant state of finding things to hold to when I fall has gotten worse 
I wasn’t perfect, maybe I deserve it 

The sun coming up is not the same since you left
Yeah, it’s hard to accept that everything I’ve come to love now hurts me
Should’ve never said I was you one and only
And still I try my best to breathe slow
Say you love, I was nervous, so I stared out your window
Never knew someone could make me feel this low
No need to talk, I’ll just go

Tried to make you happy I won’t leave unless you say so
Never wanted me but I was there when you got low
Switch up on the scene I see you act like you don’t know
Don’t care if you’re fake don’t hit me up when you’re solo

And I don’t really have the words to say
The ones to make you stay with me all day
Never thought you’d ever make me feel this way
Just let me go cuz now I can’t stay

no need to talk, i'll just go w/ flowers for you (prod. soloft x lavendertxwn)

you said you didnt want no one
now youre boo'd up and im still fucking stuck alone
i said ill never talk to anyone again
but thats a lie and we both know what i meant
we both know what i meant, it was honorific 
we both know what you meant when you said that
im tired of dealing with this shit
i always fucking loved you even after every hit
i was fucking bad, now im worse
atleast when i was bad i had someone to text first
i guess we had fun but thats it
i still have your note on my wall and it hurts my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
i dont have nothing going for me
maybe music, but thats not gonna heal me
im screaming out and i want someone to hear me
i think its impossible to find someone who feels me
i dont ask for much.
just to be hugged, just to be loved for once
i dont ask for much, just to be loved, fucked for once
i dont ask for much, just to feel someone touch on my skin
i dont ask for much, i just wanna experience love like everyone does
i dont ask for much, i just wanna feel safe in somebodys arms
someone to keep me outta dodge
someone who can keep me alive in the dark
someone i can rely on
someone who wont leave me for a boy thats -
wrong.
im only here cause i love you
i met you for a reason now i need you
i dont wanna get attached
but i love you

you said you didnt want no one
now youre boo'd up and im still fucking stuck alone
i said ill never talk to anyone again
but thats a lie and we both know what i meant
we both know what i meant, it was honorific 
we both know what you meant when you said that
im tired of dealing with your shit
i always fucking loved you even after every hit.
i was fucking bad, now im worse
atleast when i was bad i had someone to text first
i guess we had fun but thats it
i still have your note on my wall and it hurts my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you own my heart..

alive in the dark (afterlife x pekarot)

prod. @rrarebearbeats

lyrics:
they say home is where the heart is
well, my heart's with u 
I don't feel so alone when I'm next to u
pick me up when I'm down 
I know thats hard to do
I'm not good at words so I thought I'd write this song for u

(melody)

so, I thought I'd write this song for u

everyday ur the only thing I think ab 
we both came from dark places, but we made it out
crossed paths, fell in love we got it figured out
so, I'll wipe the tears off ur pretty face when ur sad
I'll sit here with u when it gets bad 
I'm never leaving u baby and u can count on that

oh, u can count on that 

(melody)

oh, u can count on that 

(melody)

we both came up from broken homes and broken promises
it took its toll, but it made us stronger kids
I'm glad I have u here cuz u make me stronger too
so, I'll wipe the tears off ur pretty face when ur sad
I'll sit here with u when it gets bad 
I'm never leaving u baby and u can count on that 

oh, u can count on that

(melody)

oh, u can count on that

(melody)

oh, u can count on that

a song i wrote ab a girl i fell in luv w (RRAREBEAR)

Lyrics:

I just need to break down
dont make me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear
i used to follow certain morals
and never asked why first
does she give u mercy
when u beg her that it hurts

do no harm yea she preaches 
while she looks me in the eyes
and her pupils dialate 
as we read eachothers minds
memories flood back thru an air filled brain
she's the only one aware when she dish out pain
she wants to
bash me with a pipe wrench
wreak out fucking havoc
and i promise she would if we weren't at this party

yet the kiss comes easily
and the clothes follow and she's feeling me
yet the kiss comes easily
and the clothes follow and she's feeling me
she could never concentrate thru her rolled back eyes
physicalities distract us from our lust to die

i told her xpect the worst n u cant get hurt
but she’s an optimist and only heeds signs from the earth
u shouldve listened and detached urself as i do 
i'm not an oracle but i know how to survive here
on this foreign planet
and if i'm left here unattended i might cause some damage
they shoulda known i wasn't human when their virus didn't phase me
shoulda seen how i don't click with human beings as of lately

I just need to break down
dont make me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear
i used to follow certain morals
and never asked why first
does she give u mercy
when u beg her that it hurts

I just need to break down
dont make me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear
i used to follow certain morals
and never asked why first
does she give u mercy
when u beg her that it hurts

Related tracks: some ppl never change (prod. Kimpe)

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