i’ll update soon w/ lxst boy’s lyrics. much luv, ty all 4 being here 🖤🖤

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

how he tryna live life when its lost sight what the mission is
felt all bright till dawnbreak, ironically
every light gone, from the flash of nikons to back of the tunnel
only missing hits and remnants of honesty
flood memories drift thru in waves, its futile when numb
aint even get to see a fucking funeral as a son
r.i.p. 2 mom honestly i miss u to death
never fucked w/ change anyway, they couldnt have told me to run
all you fake peace in violence
find me
lying alone inside a home which only i reside
could teach u how 2 move in silence, witness the eyes
snooze buttons barely hit at 2 sumn at nite
the sunken shell of what useless human u used to find
pictures defined by distant moments in a living mind
and different thoughts of faded people from the afterlife
still affecting me to this day but swear to god i tried

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

r.i.p. ft. lxst boy (1080PALE)

WHAT YOU KNOW

Produced by Crizzy White
Mixed by Crizzy White, rinnegone, GPnova
Mastered by Crizzy White
rinnegone - https://soundcloud.com/itsrinnegone
GPnova - https://soundcloud.com/gpnova

Crizzy:
I been searching for a reason to try
I been screaming till my throats turning dry
Said I'm leaving but it's always a lie
Can't turn my back when you're a part of my life

It's been so long ago
My heart ain't made of gold, this is pyrite
So where you wanna go
I hold it in my soul, you're my twilight
Fucked up again, it's all in my head
I'm better off as a ghost, I'll still be your friend
Pour it up, make a toast
In the end, I swear it's all I know

rinnegone:
Out of pocket with the mood swings
Sticks and stones will bruise my bones
Words like daggers pierce my soul
Struggle to navigate the dead sea
Cold and desolate, you're lost, everything comes with a cost
Every day is different while I suffer from the same addiction
Catalyze my will to live through nights alone and peer affliction
You will never understand the melancholy and the sickness
All my choices are results of feedback loops of indecision

Crizzy:
It's been so long ago
My heart ain't made of gold, this is pyrite
So where you wanna go
I hold it in my soul, you're my twilight
Fucked up again, it's all in my head
I'm better off as a ghost, I'll still be your friend
Pour it up, make a toast
In the end, I swear it's all I know

GPnova:
It's all I know, feeling like a ghost
Heart like minerals, we are two broken souls
Bury me in ground, running circles 'round
Now I'm on the ground, do you hear me making sound
Feeling like I'm useless, better go on and move it
Other's asking me what I'm doing, do I show it
Looking at the skyline, turn it into all mine
Rocket like it's my time, you are in my timeline

Crizzy:
It's been so long ago
My heart ain't made of gold, this is pyrite
So where you wanna go
I hold it in my soul, you're my twilight
Fucked up again, it's all in my head
I'm better off as a ghost, I'll still be your friend
Pour it up, make a toast
In the end, I swear it's all I know

Pyrite (feat. rinnegone & GPnova)

What the fuck nah this shit can’t be real
How u hold a grudge when u don’t know how I feel
In the hole I dug I just sit here n I chill 
Thin out my blood love the poison in my pills 

Body in the mud watch my color turn to teal
When I burn to dust who gon care ab me still
She js want a thug and she see me in the field 
But girl Im lookin for love Ian tryna be yo shield 

You tryna get away you say that you can’t take the drama 
She In her prime ain’t got no time to be no baby mama
I Don’t know why they see me grind and get to hating y’all are trippin 
Can’t imagine what the fuck it’s gonna take for me to listen
Maybe if I’m by myself then I won’t be so codependent 
Maybe if I get some help then I can finally make a difference 
Say I’m fine but how I’m doin really not nobody businesses 
Ian tryna fight I’m just needing you to 

Listen for a minute babe
I can tell when ur hurt girl I know pain 
I’m just tryna make sure that ur okay
When they put me in the dirt nothin gon change
 I’m here 

What the fuck nah this shit can’t be real
How u hold a grudge when u don’t know how I feel
In the hole I dug I just sit here n I chill 
Thin out my blood love the poison in my pills 

Body in the mud watch my color turn to teal
When I burn to dust who gon care ab me still
She js want a thug and she see me in the field 
But girl Im lookin for love Ian tryna be yo shield

Teal (frevel)

produced by @prod-dash 🖤
mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEgzoEH60Cg

harmonies construct of her in vain,
when i had felt the same, i wonder what you let slip loose
idolized in holistic refrain from scaring you away,
but it was you who had left so soon
redundancy falls on the floors of insult,
diffusion of awe is now subtle appall
when the fracturing stops, he returns to his lot
and continues to watch the forgotten responses

how long has it really been?
on everything i could've been your confidence;
wounded deep, but regardless you were gorgeous
external forces couldn't conquer this fortress,
girl i was all in,
now i'm more of like a martian,
a foreign entity ignored and made of sport in pure extortion
the score depends on those who force it,
but on my life i'll never pry into this systematic fortune

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

he's licking tears and steeling bones
from baring sights of burning homes
and of the counterparts still present, most have nearly decomposed
the oxygen persists, but the fluids marching in
wreak havoc on the aspens, now his blood is wearing thin
the centuries forgot receive his aching and distraught,
converting portions of distortion into frequencies bewrought
the ice goes in by division of his temperance
sickly to this weather, but she ain't even my medicine

it's two-forty-two as the film rolls into view
i beg your pardon, i'm enshrouded by the memories construed
just anyone won't do,
the comfort causes calluses he's unable to move
they stare at him in twos

the burial becomes attraction, and of the visitors, it's nothing but distraction
come one and all, before root is sawed, the chainsaw, it stops,
he of wooden rot, with that pandora's box, reverse the plot
the acid sat within his stomach summits to his top
begone of influence it's over 'fore it had begun
i'll never feel that same alikeness, they just read me wrong,
just to do me wrong

bare trees conceive cold leaves,
you showed me what we couldn't be
washing over me, frostridden stings
that sole breeze had spoke "don't leave"

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

the paneling glows a familiar sequence,
but it's passage won't open to those who would seek it
through timing and tamper he had managed to enter
unaware of it's contents, he treads a bit deeper
in awe of the contrast from seeker to aether
he's welcomed to stay, but he's covered in shivers
for those it abducts are reduced down to neither
so backwards he goes, where his soul doesn't meet her's

come the night i'm allotted what's divine
i got bugs up in my head,
they always scratching, leaving bites
ain't no energy to waste on those unkind
only time you talkin shit is when you're doing it online

november (dash)

took me a bit to make this, but it was a ton of fun to experiment with some new sounds. s/o hero for teaching me about formant shifting /o/ 
I'm gonna try and release 2 songs next month, no guarantee though c:

lyrics:

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side 
I’d die for you
  
So I tear myself apart everyday that’s fine
I know that every piece ends up entwined
with my hands tracing slowly up up spine
sewing threads so tight they won’t unwind
I

wanna know
have you ever tried to be
anything more than what you’re trying to be
need to know 
if you’ve ever tried to see
everything that I can see

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that
that

Iiiii
will love you like I know to
castle in the sky 
baby I think we should float too
I’m barely alive
but for you I wanna pull through
if you were my ride or die
there’d be so much I could show you

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright  
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side
I’d die for you

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that before?

break your fall (empty roads)

[ghøst]
3, 4, 5 blunts yea that oughta do it
she know i been really goin thru it
its a switch in my mind & when it flip im makin movement
dumb bitch tellin lies she dont know that im not stupid
i guess she can fantasize 
she’ll adjust & get used to it
i cant stand for you to die
i been fucked up since last friday
you rlly wonder why? can u get the fuck out my face

i just wanna go
can you leave me lone
aint pickin up the phone 
i been on the road
baby i been busy
& they can talk but when im gone, they gon miss me

spent a while in the cold
thats why my teeth on froze
spent a while at my low’s 
but u aint even notice
but u seen i packed a bowl
of course u had to hold it
wtw just lmk
i think i need a moment
hol on lemme roll

i think im still in search for dem feelings i cant show
i just need some answers but i think i already know

[Luvparaphernalia]
where’s my real friends at?
i know im a wreck
i aint worried about a thing unless its goin down
i got some people on my team that im cuttin out
they say i do fent, they dumb as shit
bitch i got no problem tellin you how im livin
i been doin scripts thats where i got the fuckin drip
talkin on my name 
i got dat glock up on my hip
i ride for my bros
& they keep talkin shit like i forgot what i was told
i can make you miserable but i wont tell a soul
i switch my lo 
more than i switch up my clothes
she hit my phone
i hadda let it hit the tone

last friday (methboiswag)

lyrics ⬇️

out my face wit all that negative talk cuz i dont want it
u would fold if you had felt like this for even just a minute
oh i promise you that
i wish that you would just admit it
i know that its been bad but i blame you cuz ur acidic
ion even understand why u always steady trippin on me i feel the shame
cuz somehow you got rid of me
and its alright
Cuz ima see the better me in the next life

your talkin bout my timeline i think ima cry
i dont wanna fear all things i love in life
it dont just appear when ur sleeping over night
nah nah gotta work for it a lot
and i wish that i could tell u that im finna stop soon but im not
cuz i dont think that you understand all i have to lose
its a lot

run it up cuz i fear im at the ending of my life
i dont know whats coming next but i know i cant rewind
i cant show that im upset if i do then u gon cry
i know that i been real blessed but i still been feelin blind

buncha random shi-
(LEMME GO)

try to make em proud but everything i do i dont
u never know what im finna do alone
every single thing i know u do not condone
i would try to fix it but its really jus too broke
every single bone every single choke
every single throw of a punch that i dont
maybe itll mean one day that ill get exposed
maybe if i did then i would grow

mama i been feelin low
can u can u please let me leave home
yea i dont wanna be here
let me just show you one more tear
maybe i just wanna be alone
maybe i dont wanna hear ur tone
maybe i dont wanna call u back 
cuz even if i did i know that you wont atone
i dont wanna check my phone

every single bone (josiah3)

think ill be aight
yeah my bitch is stunning
you wanna live this life
you see the money come in
i love getting high
liquor in my stomach
i said we'll be alright
so baby why you running?
i should've saw it coming, i didn't treat u right
sometimes i feel like nothing but it's gon' be alright
like what's the point of loving if i can't get it right?
wish i could tell you something to turn my wrongs to rights, aight

you're my type like all them beats on YouTube
i just wanna feel the same shit that you do
you can run away from me if that's what you choose
all the shit that i made last ending so soon
i got no life inside my eyes
face to face with death and i still walked out that bitch alive
so i don't understand how the little things, they make u cry
i cant even see Versace glasses out at night, night
double c's on my belt
I can't survive myself

cuz i swear you got control of me like voodoo
never woulda thought you'd get the best of me
like who knew? not me
i was out there on my own i'm everything i need
and they hate everything i did cuz i was on that green
and when its night like oh my god i can't sleep, nah
it don't feel like me
i don't feel like anyone that you would wanna see
part of me feels like I only ever wanna bleed
i don't wanna feel like this if you cannot believe
believe me please believe me

think ill be aight
yeah my bitch is stunning
you wanna live this life
you see the money come in
i love getting high
liquor in my stomach
i said we'll be alright
so baby why you running?
i should've saw it coming, i didn't treat u right
sometimes i feel like nothing but it's gon' be alright
like what's the point of loving if i can't get it right?
wish i could tell you something to turn my wrongs to rights, aight

kiddamo & brecken - running (sustain)

w/ @lilbooj
produced by cxrter & mackk
📸: lil booj

lyrics:
(lil booj)
yeah it’s covered by a vast sea 
low brush and it’s all that surrounds me 
the color scheme grows fainter 
as we arrive now, i notice what remains here 
stumbled on the willow grown beggin for the time
but it’s normal, it’s orville
i’m guessing on the signs 
and it’s moving, irritate like sulfate 
and they’re not what they seem 
take a look like it’s outta line 

it’s why some might paint one sum 
i can, but the pressures all gone 
this old shift is continual, it’s over 
impression is plain, but it’s moving along

it’s our time, but I’m second guessing 
it’s those branches, cover up the satellite 
it’s alright, but it’s flipped on the other side 
i hope you understand it’s only meddling 

and it’s happy to send me on 
all the control that you have fought 
just don’t get too fond now 
it’s gonna get ripped away
when you least expect it 
i had to be there for the sabotage 
these semantics, i don’t think it’s worth dying for 
wrong method when we used up all the current ones
new measure, guess it’s permanent like promises 

face up, but the floor is gon’ obliterate
when night falls, take the maime
serve it on a new plate 
but the time in the frond is like its own life 
it reached in flood by the burning green in late july 
the same mode as when the sky is red and full of sunrise 
it swiftly made it through and forth unscathed 
we leave it for a couple days 
meet at the circle moat 
press the flowers, leave it in a grass note


time in the frond (cxrter x mackk)

Lyrics ⬇️ 

hey dont remind me of this
hey dont remind me of that
it don’t surprise me that i had it all and then it kicked the can
i wish i aint care if you laugh
i care about their view too much
and idk where i stand
but im tryna be in the palm of ur hands

baby thats way too much
& i couldnt hold it if both of my hands held out
and i dont mean to say too much
i couldnt think why you want me to be around
you told me i did enough
but it really don’t compare to all that you done
and maybe if i was in love then i woulda chose you over drugs

you dont know what it means to be addicted
i was conflicted i was so broke
i think you sense it i was inflicting all of the
damage in all my bones
but that was my mission you wouldn’t get it
that was the only thing up in my home
other than dishes i had been washin just to get out of their face be alone

(halfhearted)

yeah i’m not alone when im up in the night 
voice in my brain said im crossing the line
coulda been worse but im barely alive, put down my weapon you sharpen your knife 
didn’t know any better,pull me apart by the holes in my sweater 
put a stamp on my letter, wait seven months but you still won’t answer 

lost and was found in the town i was raised in
praying on my downfall give em entertainment 
right hook to the jaw leave him right on the pavement 
for the last few months i been feeling like im vacant

i get racks and they know
family upset when i walk in the room
stuck on the times i was passing the bowl
but look at me now i found peace in my soul

(brecken)
you got a peice of my soul
i want it back like asap
you wanted me to go home
left you right there ima walk back 

told me that id get evicted if i ever got a place of my own

but i been here 4 months cuz i dont listen
honestly dont think you think i could grow

WHAT YOU KNOW

JOEY TWELV

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