@458355088: yes sir... im just tryna get right my boya

HEADBANGING , MELODIC HARDSTYLE

DONK/HARDHOUSE

Single

Whine feat. Friggidy (Clean Version)

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Remember Me

It is a good 20 years ago that the diagnosis "testicular cancer" broke into my life like a thunderbolt. For a long time I have been cured of it. Nevertheless the mental and physical scars remain; and the shock, that lingers in my body memory forever over the horrified cry of the young, compassionate doctor when she discovered the tumor in the ultrasound. Time heals many wounds but by no means all. But the time of 20 years gives me enough distance to find words and sounds for what happened in and with me in the first three days after the cancer diagnosis.  

Lyrics in English:

Could that have been it?

Just came from the ultrasound
Inside of me a dull thud 
Everything different

Wanted to have children 
Must now bow to fate:
Testicular cancer

Standing` totally beside me
I am like death, no feeling

Could that have been it?
I've only lived half a life
Wanted to give so much more

Why me? What sense?
Is there a reason?
That I am afflicted with cancer

Who threw this curse on me?

Just want to be alone
Dig myself in in the dark
Only want to sleep

A part of me screams: "Free!"
The agony of life is over 
I may die now

I'm so confused
I don't know what's going to happen to me

Could that have been it?
I've only lived half a life
Wanted to give so much more

Why me? What sense?
Is there a reason?
That I am afflicted with cancer

Who threw this curse on me?


Deutscher Originaltext:

Kanns´denn das schon gewesen sein?

Komm` grad` vom Ultraschall,
In mir ein dumpfer Knall 
Alles anders

Wollt` doch  noch Kinder zeugen 
Muß mich jetzt dem Schicksal beugen:
Hodenkrebs

Steh` total neben mir
Bin wie tod, kein Gespür

Kanns` denn das schon gewesen sein
Hab` nur halb gelebt
Wollt` noch soviel geben

Warum ich? Welcher Sinn?
Gibt´s nen Grund?
Das ich vom Krebs befallen bin

Wer warf mir diesen Fluch nur hin?

Will nur alleine sein,
Grab` mich im Dunkeln ein
Will nur schlafen

Ein Teil in mir schreit: „Frei!“
Die Lebensqual vorbei 
Ich darf jetzt sterben

Ich bin so verwirrt
Weiß nicht was aus mir wird

Kanns` denn das schon gewesen sein
Hab` nur halb gelebt
Wollt` noch soviel geben

Warum ich? Welcher Sinn?
Gibt´s nen Grund?
Das ich vom Krebs befallen bin

Wer warf mir diesen Fluch nur hin?

Kann`s denn das schon gewesen sein?

Kann`s Denn Das Schon Gewesen Sein? (Could That Have Been It?)

Eternity - Portuguese and German (Beat by Kid illy)

Eternity - 2020 Vibrations (Beat by Kid illy)

MONADA BRAHMA 026 : Mikal Aton : Decide To Life

Our dear Berlin based sound wizard Mikal, shaped a colorful MONADA BRAHMA 026 which will magically revive our mandatory paused bodys and revitalize us with his rhythmic sounds. 
We met Mikal the first time a couple of years ago at one of the legendary Spitzi garden parties for Berlin big kids. ;) It's been a crazy and fun weekend filled with amazing music acts, free spirits and lovely souls.. just like Mikal himself who nourished us there with a spontaneous bum shaking and deep driving downtempo set. 
The DJ and vinyl lover who always finds ways to excite and heat up the lively dance floors for Berlin's sweetest fairies & craziest unicorns, loves to surf the outer spaces of deep, organic and elegant grooving sound waves, chasing eclectic tracks and sweet melodies that empower our inner dancer and let our soul spread its wings to fly into the mysterious and unexplored.

Mikal's cover art is provided by Radka Tiarksova and her visionairy art project Radka Soulart. We believe that a combination of different styles of art will allow our senses to expand, feel & see the whole picture within. The name of this beautiful piece is 'Decide To Life'.
And that's the key message of this chapter – Decide to life - no matter what the world comes up with, don't forget life and its preciousness. Don't let yourself be distracted from the game and concentrate tirelessly on your dreams. Let's keep life alive in all it's facetts & colorfulness - that's the true mission!

Mikal: „I`m a plant wizard and DJ from Berlin. I like a wide spectrum of sounds. I listened to many kinds of music even before I was born. That was also the time I quit drugs and music remained my only one. I enjoyed it a lot to do the Monada Mix (Thanks heaps to the Monada tribe for having me and keeping me up ;). I planned the mix as a foggy downtempo one, but the flow took me continuously towards one for the dancing feet. Hope much u will enjoy it.
Love & Upps“

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Decide To Life

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MONADA BRAHMA 026 | Mikal Aton | Decide To Life

This is a Collab of Nomad Smiles with Jacob Strietelmeier

Go check Jacob out: https://soundcloud.com/user-590353781

Thanks for the support!!

Jacob Strietelmeier x Nomad Smiles - Oye Nena

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