I  can't even listen to this a secind


I cant even listen to this a second time

messmer x L(mirl)-deftones (super slowed & reverb)

He walked and walked for days

Mike Tyson x Forgot Your Name

Ulquiorra X Unknown feelings extended

forgive me. star wars the last jedi x forgot your name (slowed)

Griffith! I told you long ago that you belong to me guts

thezurkieshow - fat and ugly
i never want to be called that again

I Never Want to Be Called That Again

Medasin - magic (Slowed) + Tiktok audio

Saigon...shit, I'm still only in Saigon... every time I think I'm gonna wake back up in the jungle...
When I was home after my first tour it was worse, I would wake up and it would be nothing...
Everyone gets everything he wants... I wanted a mission... and for my sins they gave me one.
I was going to the worst place in the world and I didn't even know it yet... weeks away and hundreds of miles up a river that snakes through the war like a main circuit cable... plug me straight into Kurtz...
How many people had I already killed... there were those six that I knew about for sure... but this time it was an American... and an officer... that wasnt supposed to make a difference to me... but it did...
Shit... charging a man with murder in this place was like handing out speeding tickets at the indy 500...
I took the mission... what the hell else was I gonna do... but I really didnt know what I'd do when I found him.

Saigon...shit, I'm still only in Saigon... every time I think I'm gonna wake back up in the jungle.

heres the truth x magic

https://finalexitnetwork.org/

suicide wasn't an idea, it was inevitable. 
I found my anchors but I was very close. I was a match strike away, a moment too late. 



Exit Bag (Prelude)

What is "Merkury"

I named this project Merkury because nothing else ever felt like it could hold me. Not my real name. Not the masks I wore to survive. Not the roles I was handed, forced to carry until I forgot who put them there.

Mercury is a liquid metal. It reflects, it poisons, it moves even when everything else is still. That’s what I felt like growing up. Unstable. Beautiful in ways I couldn’t hold. Dangerous in ways I didn’t understand. So I took that and I spelled it wrong on purpose. Because I’ve never done anything the way I was told to. Merkury became the shape I could pour myself into without breaking.

He lives in a white room. That room is my mind. Clean, controlled, empty on the surface. But inside it’s always dripping, sparking, glitching. Every album takes place in that room. First, I sat in it and told the truth. Then I started telling stories. Now, I’m becoming something else.

Merkury is the part of me that survived. The part that twisted the pain into something that could be used. He’s the messenger. The shapeshifter. The voice in the dark when nobody’s listening. He’s not always kind. He’s not always sane. But he’s honest. And he’s mine.

So this isn’t just music. This is a transformation. This is me turning into myself, one track at a time.



Exit Bag (Prelude)

Merkury

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