The track is here finally. Lyrics are below.

INTRO/CHORUS
its over now, I'm burning from the inside, burning from the inside
I'm burning up, burning up.

it feels like hells in me trynna get out so I guess

VERSE 1
Here we go another rap to spin,
Another host of fuckin problems to live
Cuz I'm no better off then a half dimwit
At home with a fuckin split pin

I'm running around expected to live up
But I can't live up to the expected that you expect me to be
just leave me be!

Half a verse spit, half of me split
Dealin with shit after shit
Lets see my house is fallin to bits
Holiday to brid? Come home skint and skitz
A gamblin addiction sinks in
And thats not even half of it

Its rediculous how you expect me to be?
I can hardly breath
You think I'm holding tricks up my sleeve?
Im just tryin to make my ends meet

I's so hard to be me I can't even afford to be
Shit my strength is draining
Yet everyone's trynna fuckin look up to me

CHORUS

VERSE 2
Its burning me and I should get up and fuckin flip
yet I wanna get in bed and kip till my heart don't kick

But I just feel like I gotta put on this bravery
So everyone can be like you saved me

Bitch please, am already an uncle, a brother
A son and I gotta be the one providin the support
Shit I got enough to deal with,

where’s my fuckin guidance,
as it always is and has been I'll find my own fuckin way

I don't need no one to be my ultimate fighter
Cuz I'm a fuckin writer, I guide my own future – I'll make it brighter!

I gotta be the fuckin lion and roar toward you little sheep

Don't need you anyway, so amma keep slippin 
Till I pull my shit together

Or ill keep slippin till my skin starts to corrode
My heart is burning, my head is about to explode

And all I can hear is voice's in my head pulling me away from the road

CHORUS

VERSE 3
-Inner Demon-Hey FD this is your inner demon, why are you tryin to escape me?
you always do this then you get all doubtful and insecure,
But I gotta pull you up from the floor

-FD-I don't know you get away from me you fuckin whore

-Inner Demon-But you gave me your life, in return I gave you the lyrics you needed
You can't get rid of me your all mine till you die

-FD-Say good bye mother fucker, I can't do this anymore!
I'm sick of fighting, I'm sick of trippin, sick of everything going wrong in my life,

-Inner Demon- I gotta keep pulling you up now you need to get some balls, 
fuckin fight this suppression Get over your depression,
ah god your sorrow is spreadin like a fuckin infection

-FD- Your right, I gotta stand up and fight, then I can be all happy and nice.

-Inner Demon- One minute there, I never fuckin said be nice, you gotta use your own aggression shoot up some town

-FD- Now I realize Your the bad influence, I gotta get rid of you good-bye

-Inner Demon- Nope not yet, I can finally find your fight but please bitch am inside your mind, what you think when you met me, that you could only take half of me?

-FD- You just a figment of my imagination, get out my mind.

-Inner Demon- No FD I’m with you for life, how'd you think you got up and rhymed
You see you lack the creation and courage, without me you couldn't of shinned

-FD- Bitch you aint an inspiration you just..

-Inner Demon- Lemmi stop you there, am a big voice with big guns you aint nothin with out me,
You want me gone, take this gun, pull the trigger only then will I free you

-FD- This is the part that I pick up the pistol, but I can't, I'm squeezing tightly but the trigger ain't budging.
Shit I gotta find a way to defeat you.

-Inner Demon- Please FD, you think I'd let you like your depression I infect you, I don't even respect you. How ever I know you'd regret this, so I can't let you, get your way with this, amma have to restrain you.

CHORUS

Burning From The Inside - Prod by FD

Lyrics Below:

VERSE 1—Aphonic
So here we go again 
with the same story to try and pretend
This isn't how it's goin to end again
That I'd never again have to mend
Cause I'm stronger than ever before
So this time my fucking mind can ignore
Trying to explore what my fucking heart is trying to pour
But I don't want to know, what I'm not allowed to show
So now you pretend its a mother fucking no go

So yesterday, you thought your life was one way
Nothing could make it
   better 
till that moment (Drop beat) when you met her (raise beat)

So now things aren't the same as they were before
You know she's the one that you're wanting to adore
you know your heart will never fuckin unlock that door
She won't see you the way you want her too
Your future not the way you imagined it through

So the only way the story doesn't end in pain
Is to let go,
Cuz she'll never feel the fucking same

CHORUS
Now life seems empty where before it was full
The colours of your life just seem to turn Dull
A fight in your heart this internal strug-gle
But I aint ever gonna fall or crumble 

Now life seems empty where before it was full
The colours of your life just seem to turn Dull
A fight in your heart this internal strug-gle
But I aint ever gonna fall or crumble
VERSE 2 – FD
So where do you fuckin go when
ya minds Fighting for one thing, ya hearts set on another
stop hidin under this emotional cover

Am gonna show you your own reflection
Pay attention, split in two mother fuckin directions
Fucked up and unsure of your own intentions
So
(fast rap)
Lifes just a joke traverse cuz you aint gonna get hurt
So Be eminem's bezerk fuck this verse take this coke
“lifes too short to not go for broke”
(normal)

Which path you gon take? Which is gonna corrode?
Under your feet makin me pull you off of this road
So your mind don't erode
Cuz this aint your style, this aint your fuckin code

You gotta stop actin like a bitch with no groin,
am playin heads with the other sid'a this coin
You already set your sorry ass up to fail

if she's as good as you say?
Why you waiting to play?
We all gotta play the game from time to time
Like I'm flowin from rhyme to rhyme
Cuz anyone that didn't risk shit never made a dime
Don't wait for a dam sign, when for you there's no one more sublime


CHORUS
Now life seems empty where before it was full
The colours of your life just seem to turn Dull
A fight in your heart this internal strug-gle
But I aint ever gonna fall or crumble

Now life seems empty where before it was full
The colours of your life just seem to turn Dull
A fight in your heart this internal strug-gle
But I aint ever gonna fall or crumble

Now life seems empty where before it was full
The colours of your life just seem to turn Dull
A fight in your heart this internal strug-gle
But I aint ever gonna fall or crumble

Now life seems empty where before it was full
The colours of your life just seem to turn Dull
A fight in your heart this internal strug-gle
But I aint ever gonna fall or crumble

FD ft Aphonic - Ain't Gon Fall Or Crumble

LYRICS BELOW:

 CHORUS
I'm out here all alone, (alone)
fighting with my own soul (soul)
A cloud of rage forms a dome
My self esteem is at an all time low, (low)
Tied up in my own vine lost in my own bind
Goin out my mind
What is wrong with me I can't work out what's goin' on with me
I can't stop fighting with my self lately (lately)

VERSE 1
Now heres the part that I, come in
Except I'm talkin to you I aint fuckin run in
My mouth like I jay Z when he gon out gun-in

I here to tell you some, true shit
Am bowt to fuckin loose it
My minds on 'n' I gotta battle it
Shit I sound like a 90'S nan 
Sat up with a mother fuckin sowin kit
Urgh how so repul-sive
Each day that I wake - up,
My minds ticking then goes off
Like a god dam alarm clock
Like my cocain – induced it
And there aint no snooze butten
Now its meet and greet - tryin to introduce its - self
But he aint Introduced - shit
It always tries to trick me in ways that don't even make a bit of  - sense
it tells me I use a contact lense
When I know dam well I fuckin aint
the arguments start all over again
All my lifes energy begins to drain
Now were – Shifting blame an I just feel like:

CHORUS
I'm out here all alone, (alone)
fighting with my own soul (soul)
A cloud of rage forms a dome
My self esteem is at an all time low, (low)
Tied up in my own vine lost in my own bind
Goin out my mind
What is wrong with me I can't work out what's goin' on with me
I can't stop fighting with my self lately (lately)
VERSE 2
I've never heard so much shit
Never hurt so much bitch
Its causing a dam - pain – like a double mi-grain
So much arg-u-in
Me and ma fuck-in brain,
can never relate never think the same
But it'd be such a god dam shame to dose it on fuckin mor-phine
But If I - could just on-ly whip the bitch 
Back to whence it - came, it'd be all over this game
I feel like, I can play, but I can't win
A game of fate, I turn the other way
But I end up all the same here in this dam down pour of rain
Why do I do this, I fight with my self, and I refuse to back - down
its your self man, you can't - win, yet you continue to do this
Its all the same, some prick with a dick on his head
Give em enough stick, and kick, kick till they dread
Leave em with  - er - stick – er, - Er, erm, erm once they, once, once they dead?
and this bitch aint stoppin, the voice is still in my head, so am still feelin like

CHORUS
I'm out here all alone, (alone)
fighting with my own soul (soul)
A cloud of rage forms a dome
My self esteem is at an all time low, (low)
Tied up in my own vine lost in my own bind
Goin out my mind
What is wrong with me I can't work out what's goin' on with me
I can't stop fighting with my self lately (lately)

VERSE 3
I got this flow - down tight
But even on the dam - mic
My brain is still on - flight
Every fuckin day, noon and - night
Shit its con-sis-tent-ly their,
putting up a con-sis-tent fight
Shut up, I'm tryina get sleep
So much un-necessary arguin I can't even be bothered to eat
Its sad i'm fighting with myself
I say yes he says - no,
And we say it all over again, 
Its always their in the background – harrassing me, but in contrast
He aint a king he says “but on the contrary - I am”
How am I gonna get a god dam peace of - mind
When I don't know which mind is - mine 
Even when I'm driving I can feel his rise, 
Its thriving from the arguments - that's sparking
Constantly - dissing me and striking me
With this god dam lightning
Closure, shit am gonna close you
Amma commit homicide, and suicide
Aint that a new one, but finally this chapters over


CHORUS
I'm out here all alone, (alone)
fighting with my own soul (soul)
A cloud of rage forms a dome
My self esteem is at an all time low, (low)
Tied up in my own vine lost in my own bind
Goin out my mind
What is wrong with me I can't work out what's goin' on with me
I can't stop fighting with my self lately (lately)

Ohhh shit!

FX – Gun shot, glass shatter, falling, body crushing

END


FD - Fighting With Myself prod by FD

VERSE 1
Amma tell you how I got the name FD,
My father thought it be fun to scold
From the age of 3, He threw me out in the cold,
I wish I could'a just torched you
especially for the torture that you put me through
I seemed to be out more than I was in you remember those days
you'd lock the doors so I had to face the cold nights and frozen winds
 
Coupla years later I built my own website it was my own kingdom
I was only 13 and I made my own income 
In my pocket, I had my cash, you find out, and you lash
Then you turned a child's life work into ash!
Survivors island I called it.
Frozen Dragon I was called then
So you see FD is a formula:

I took frozen, as I'm the kid locked out in the cold
I took dragon, for its breath and the burning rage that I still hold
I took my own sins and PURGED EM!
I took both parts of the name and MURGED EM!
So that I can never forget the shit that I was cursed with

CHORUS
if I had my own, I could never be cruel, like you
I couldn't let em hate me like I fuckin hate you!
they wouldn't be trash like I was to you
I'd spend every moment with em unlike you
I couldn't let em feel the sorrow I feel for you
the hatred built up that I still hold against you
I couldn't let em be raised by a father LIKE YOU!
VERSE 2
Lets get right to it, this rap aint just about my origin,
Its about the past I was invlolved in
you see my past is Resolved at last,
its simply fucking dissolved inna glass
but out on the surface my dad was a fuckin drunk drug dealer
who beat the shit outta his kids for a laugh
so amma stick the truth out there 
before my last breath is drawn, and i'm in the cask-ket
bitch amma blast it, over every station
in every shop, store, bag and bask-et
and lastly, amma say i'll never again be a crisp in someone else's pac-ket
oh daddy, I brought a girl home that I adore
that same night you replied “don't ever bring a whore to my door”
in front of us both, I know you where drunk
but why did you have to deplore, in such an appauling mannor
so when I got home that night I was tore
so that you could keep score

CHORUS

VERSE 3
so now you know a bit about my origin
you know a bit about my dad
so now me?
i'll be dammed if I let my self get knocked down
by a 2 piece cantankerous abusive twat
I will admit it helps me spit, lets my anger last
you see, when I first started aggression was all I understood
so I'm mis-understood, 
I aint sayin im good but I know each rap bears my own heart and blood
it was never something that I could do, but now its something I wont ever un-do
irrespective of what shit I jump onward into you see it started with an inner circle
now I run a circle around you, it helps to get past each hurdle
and now my own writin is like stone cold murder to you
from a few ideas to vent, to fun and games to the world I blew
my past was critical to the shit I'm faced with 
tho my own reticle, I see the pen that I wrote with, each time I thought nah man I can't do this, but I never did stop cuz my determination got locked tight and I got up to strike!
talent? That's some corny shit, cuz I aint ever have the confidence to spit now I just can't get enough of it, my own kids are the only one's that can stop this so to end this, one last message is writ, head these words bitch!

CHORUS

OUTRO
I'd like to say im joking, that it was all for fun,
some sick joke, but its not.

Father – I hope you burn bitch!

FD - A Father Like You

LYRICS BELOW:

INTRO
(spoke)
Aiyyo, if there is one thing you love doing, would you throw it out the wind-ow? Or fight for it?
Cuz with me I'll die for it? Just, don't let it slip grab hold of it, if you love doing it, don't let anyone tell you, that you can't do it or be successful with it. I'll prove it.
(/spoke)

VERSE 1
I'm just a child that no one really cares about, I hide in the shadows
but im on my way out, lemmi tell you bowt westborough
now does it bring some memories back to ya?
if I fell or broke ya'll left me, looking back
I'm glad you fuckers did I suppose most wont know what its like
when the worlds against you when the whole of the school hates you
and with the shit that face's you uh you live where people fuckin place you,
then your assigned to a label, yeah, I was waitin for the next person to pace me
mother fuckin waste me, all the people hatin
imagine all the pain when even the teachers took the role of Satain
yeah that's the path I walked, had it not been for you fuckers
treatin me, beatin me leavin me like a broken piece of scenary
then I would never have blanked you
you took me out bitches now you can't believe it, mother fuckers I thank you 
You wanna see my aggression, cuz thats all I hold against you!
So when the rains through, I remain hopeful while an internal fight drains you

HOOK
I started this shit I aint turning back from it now
even if I feel like giving up on it, i'll just write bowt it
to vent it outta me in a bitter rhyme you see, shit you don't even recognize me
I stopped rottin n put my flesh back on, started hip hoppin
ya'll from 07 don't try to reconcile with me now
ma guns already cockin

VERSE 2
I took this path, so I don't go insane, with a mother fuckin heart strain
But if it wasn't for the past that I carry in side, rap, I wouldn't be able to attain
don't know what I mean, let me explain, a dark child hood plotted the course
made me write about it, gave me hope I then rap thenceforth
now I'm treatin rap like an object that I reached out to obtain
I got it restrained, pinned down with chains now its even ingrained inna ma brain
but I have so many people askin how I started the first piece
I got dissed by Andy he threw a rap at me, I hung up and
choked out cuz I didn't even know what a rhyme was
I then started creation writing about how horrible school was
some how got the inspiration I wrote a lot
it became desperation I got back into Eminem and scrapped pop
started elevation, I walked around with a note pad, rhymed everything I saw
a bit a scrap paper, a simple diss, and some inspiration now I feel like I began my own resuscitation


HOOK
I started this shit I aint turning back from it now
even if I feel like giving up on it, i'll just write bowt it
to vent it outta me in a bitter rhyme you see, shit you don't even recognize me
I stopped rottin n put my flesh back on, started hip hoppin
ya'll from 07 don't try to reconcile with me now
ma guns already cockin



Beat fades

Aint Turning Back 2015 WAV FINAL

SPOKEN INTRO
Yo man, I feel like every ones against me
tranna stop me reachin my goal
like I got the arrow but a broken bow

VERSE 1
I gotta pick my self up before I fall too deep
cuz the lift that I seek is hidden below each creek
I see hope but it only feels outta my reach
as the sound of the ocean crashes at its peak
I see the rocks that I stand on corrode
and suddenly every things bleak
am weak man why does nobody help?
I guess this is what its like to endure
at least my hearts pure.

But I'm still a lone in war that I did not start
my broken heart, heals with a scar
I know I can make it far, be a star
but im fuckin hiding in the dark
Do I bark at the wrong tree or just miss the mark

cuz on the inside I shake and I quiver
but on the surface I remain calm like a river
so I get up n smash each god dam mirror,
I mash up each picture
I crash on the floor
I long for a better path 
to make up for the past
I was delt by gods hand yo,

I feel mis-placed like I don't belong
but I'm always standin strong
3 days its taken to build confidence once more
shit I'm broken from the core
I'm tired man and am just hoping, for the last breath to draw
so fuck it, am done, you've heard my lore

END

Fallen Below - Prod By Bulfrog

INTRO
Yo, ever felt like every things against you?
Its real yo, but deal with it.
So take the wheel before it takes you

CHORUS 
Yo, they wanted to see me slip
wanted me on the floor with tears that drip
ya'll wanted to see me trip with no hope to lift

VERSE 1
I've been down this road, I’ve been over the road
shit I've been berried in it,
a hard life hit before I could even reached 6
bitch, I took up responsibility Irresponsibly
because my own father couldn't correspond with me,
I grew up thinkin somet was wrong with me
but I finally see the strength that's berried inside'a me
so if you think I had a choice your fulla shit
and you can't see the broken child on the inside of me
I hide behind this fuckin life that I gladly welcomed
and I made it through the tunnel in complete darkness
now you see where the rage is that I fuckin harness
at least I take my own consequences and deal with em
I don't pretend but I attend to my problems and keep real with em

CHORUS
They wanted to see me slip
wanted me on the floor with tears that drip
stick me I couldn't give a shit
ya'll wanted to see me dip,
trip with no hope to god dam lift
but I lifted this shit
now I'm holding it
tighter than you could ever fuckin imagine it
the pain and hurt helps each time I spit
rap was the only light that was lit

VERSE 2
My entire childhood froze
it got far too late and came to a close
I regret that I never had the chance to grow
I tried to hold on tight and handle my own fights shit I wanted to lift take flight
and that was the last night, that I took my own issues and stored them inside
never did I have to compromise, but that kinda past came with its own ties
meanin' that I had to make up my own lies to hide from the death, hate and good byes
inside I got drained I lost my nerve to fight but each time I looked up to the sky
my gran pulled me back down to remind me to fight!
She said if it ever comes to you vs life, you gotta steer your own life,
when in actual life, it just felt like been stabbed with the same knife
 
CHORUS

VERSE 3
So lets talk about difficulty, without pretending you can imagine my strife
I had to steal my own meals while the fuckin government walked by
but when its a kid with drugs then its a catastrophe
when in reality if you wanted something to be catastrophic
don't blame the kid that's tranna provide when his fathers an alcoholic
allow me to explain how is was for me at that time
I walked around with marks all over me 
then others put more marks over me 
till one day I just flipped and almost killed the kid
I'd go home an try to wipe last nights blood of my fuckin sheetin
To this day I don't understand how my mother fuckin heart is still beatin
and after that another round of it hit till my vessels split

CHORUS X 2

VERSE 4
You see now I'm at my prime,
you see the steps that I had to climb
for all the hatred that I hold
for all the shit that I sold
for all the shit that I mold
I bet you didn't think
a kid like me could be so cold
but the truth is I aint blinded by the fold
what I mean by that is
I see past the shit that where told
so my mind is free, but even evil called an I took my stand I evolved
which lead to dissolve the simple mind I now seek
but intelligence grew in me and in me merged a rap piece

OUTRO
so ya'll just never really new me, 
but I wont ever let some one else see through me
and that concludes the rap about me

Yo Peace

14. They Wanted To See Me Slip

Hi guys,

Up the base :) this is a base heavy beat, :) hope you enjoy.

Shits Going Down - Beat Only

INTRO
There's So Much I'd Like To Say, So Hear Me Out Today
This Goes Out To, Everyone In My Life.

VERSE 1
We go through our lives, mostly un-noticed
Never say thank you to those who are close-ist
But if my time started running out,
I'd be torn inside, cuz I never wouldda reached out,

I Never wouldda said what lays on my mind,
We all got a bond it ties us all in a bind
So to my homies, to everyone, to those who arn't around
I'm in the process of sorting life out, so I can stand up proud
But There's a coupl-a things I must say out loud,
Cuz if I die today, there's so much I'da never said
if it wasn't for allla you i'd still be a mess
So am spilling out my guts to attest, before I get laid to fuckin rest

Amma start with someone who hears me when I pray
Your the only reason I breath in air from this world today
It's not your fault cancer took you away,
It turned my heart into a cold, fiery rage
I thought no one could be on the same page
shit I just follow the script on this stage
but I just thank you for the times we shared,
your spirit makes me prepared

I just regret that I never stayed with you longer
The weights getting stronger, harder to hold up on ma fuckin shoulder
but I wont collaps with it, amma command and conquer
I'll make you proud,
Still staring at the empty spot in every fuckin crowd,
So I stand up for the both of us.
Pull myself from the grave
I'll use what you gave, 
To get up and FIGHT

I'll get past each night,
And when I go, I'll see you again
my memory will live on through a picture frame
Never till the day I die,
I'll never forgot the actions of all-a you
I'll use what's been given
Use it to blast out these rhymes
I thank you all over a hundred times!

Now If I should go, I aint gon leave things un-spoken,
Like a blast from the past, we've had these bridges fuckin broken
Now i'm strengthening em and keepin the gates open

I gotta say thanks to the people that have carried me away from a fuckin grave,
Ya'll dived to give me the breath I craved from under this ocean wave
And then when the weight gets too much, you give me a break
So don't think amma forget you if I reach fame,
Cuz I'd give it all up in a heart beat to save any of you all the same.

- Beat Plays-

I'll ride with you, go to war with you
Even fuckin kill for you
You've all left me with a debt - - that I'll never be able to fuckin repay
Each day, that I wake up I attempt to find a way
Ya'll point me the right way, tho each time I write there aint no right rhymes to say
To fully explain, in the beat that I lay, I'm always tryin to portray
that if it wasn't for you I'd still be in the fuckin grey
Now am begginin to prosper
But for all you I'd throw it all away, even my fuckin oscar

I can't make it any more clearer, I'm the person that ya'll helped to shape
I just wanted to say I love you all, before its too late
I know I can be difficult, I can be stubborn
I'm so sorry for been the dick ya'll hate,
I don't think there's anythin wired right to this plate
But I aint gonna go all righteous,
And try to justify past actions, im tranna say your all priceless

I just want you all to know, I truly thank you all for been here to lift me up
And for never givin up.
Shit, None of you even truly know the impact you've made on my life.
Each stroke of a note, each sound of a word, each cut of the knife
Berried within this rap cannot be enough to thank you for your help through each strife

And when all is said and done I just hope I can do the same for you,
though I know deep down inside that I never will.
I just want you all to know, that I truly thank you all and that I love you all.

Beat Plays To End.

FDMusic