G.o.D.'s new song that deals with loss, love and addiction.

When the Butterflies Have Flown

You came into my world
and all my hope unfurled
Flags were waving high
as I built castles in the sky
You turned and you walked away
When I needed you to stay
My dominoes fell
and then you sent me to hell!

CHORUS
When the butterflies have flown
and they've left me all alone
Stick a needle in my arm
Just to feel something warm
'Cause my butterfly has flown
My soul is dancing all alone
Oh, it's dancing in the dark
When it would rather be found dead in a park

I gave you all
Everything you needed
and you took it with a smile 
and laughed while I bleeded out
for all the world to see
while they laughed and made fun of me
You should have been standing there
You should have shown me you care

CHORUS
When the butterflies have flown
and they've left me all alone
Ahh, stick a needle in my arm
Just to feel something warm
'Cause my butterfly has flown
My soul is dancing all alone
Oh, I'm dancing in the dark
Wishing I was found dead in a park

The world was crumbling
and I held onto you
Now you're telling me
I was just a fool
I still don't believe that
I still can't believe that
There's something inside of me
Telling me to hold onto you

CHORUS 
But,  the butterflies have flown
and they've left me all alone
Ahh, stick a needle in my arm
Just to feel something warm
'Cause my butterflies have flown
My soul is dancing all alone
Ahh, she's dancing in the dark
Wishing she was dead in a park
'Cause my butterflies have flown
My butterflies have flown
My butterflies have flown
My butterflies, my butterflies have flown!
and they left me all alone!
I'll stick a needle in my arm
because I need to feel something warm!
'Cause my butterflies have flown!
My soul is dancing all alone!
Crying out not to fade away
But, my vision is going grey
'Cause my butterflies have flown
and I'm dancing all alone
Oh, well, I'm dancing in the dark
wishing I was found dead in a park
'Cause my butterfly has flown
And he's left me all alone
Sticking needles in my arm
Trying to replace your charms

Words and music by AJ Evans
©2014 SINaMANIAC MUSIC RELEASES

Dedicated to Emily, Charles & Brian Evans and Brett

When the Butterflies Have Flown

Unmixed Demo Track
Property of Group of Deviants (not for reuse)
https://soundcloud.com/groupofdeviants

Group Of Deviants - Heavy Hearted (WIP)

https://soundcloud.com/groups/take-me-as-i-am-remix-comp
'Take Me as I Am' Remix Comp with royalty splits for winning remixes to be released on forthcoming album 'Take Me as I Am: Remixed and Remastered' due for release 4/17/2016. 

Take Me as I Am
Written by AJ Evans & CJ Andrae

Spending Sunday morning
Looking forward to Tuesday afternoon
We march through the daily grind
Heading to our doom

CHORUS
Take me as I am
I am just a man
Bewildered and confused just like you

Take me as I am
I want to be more than a man
On the edge of greatness looking for something better to do

Dull-drummed Friday evening
With a beer and my TV
No longer in tune with my senses or my feelings
No, that isn’t me

I know out there, someplace hiding
Is a future meant for me
Still I live inside this darkened room
Wonderin’ what will be

REPEAT CHORUS

Something better than you
Something better than you
There’s always something
There’s always someone’s gonna come along and…

REPEAT CHORUS

Oh take me
Open your heart and take me
Open up your world and take me
Don’t ever break me, no
Take me

Cold end

Acousitic, Electric and Lead Guitars performed by CJ Andrae
All Vocals and Other Instruments by AJ Evans

Produced, Recorded, Engineered and Mixed by AJ Evans
Dedicated to my love.
©2013 SINaMANAIC Music Releases

[Group of Deviants] Take Me as I Am

Work in progress; Lead track still needs to be added.

Group of Deviants - Night Screams New Mixdown (WIP)

The best kept secret in G.o.D.'s vaults....
This is a track John and I wrote back in the summer of 1990. This version is John and I working on this track around 2012. 

But, this is such a great track and a decent enough mix that I felt for John and for the sake of our fans, it should be shared and enjoyed. 


Night Screams (Full Moon Lunatic Asylum)

Night falls and the days sins are remembered
Slowly the regret of decision that the foolish preamble
The midnight hour is close at hand
I take a look in the glass and I'm being watched by a madman
By a madman

CHORUS
Night screams
Bad dreams
Lunacy inside of me
Night screams
Bad dreams
Lunacy inside of me
Full Moon Lunatic Asylum
Full Moon Lunatic Asylum

I hear the secrets of those I have never known, I have never known
I see the silhouettes of events so overblown, it's an overload
I become a fly on the wall
I become a part of it all

REPEAT CHORUS

Hey, hey!

Scrambled passages of conversation of people yet to be
All this illusion, to you, is conclusion of my reality
I don't breathe 'cause I don't want to know the pain of life
....or your life

REPEAT CHORUS

I gave up in a world that is of my own creation
I am living proof of sanity's frustration
I am an exercise in mental masturbation
I'm a scream
I'm a dream if you're a demented fuck like me

REPEAT CHORUS

I pray

I pray
I pray
Well, every day I pray
ahahahohohohahah


Watch the kiddies play
Watch the kite fly away

I pray

[Voices in the head]
They don't like you
They don't like you
They don't like you
They don't like you 
They don't like you
Just pretend to

They don't want me!

Welcome to the asylum!

It's my house
It's my house
It's my house

SHUT UP!

Lyrics @1991 AJ Evans
Music Phetteplace and Evans

Performed by AJ Evans and John Phetteplace as Group of Deviants.
Produced by AJ Evans & John Phetteplace



Group Of Deviants - Heavy Hearted (WIP)

John Phetteplace

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