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A Christmas gift for the one I care about.

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Verse 1:

For me, it’s a not-so-special lonely night.

No reindeer or Santa, no holiday vibes.

No stockings filled with candy as I hoped,

only my headset, and music on Spotify.

Exhausted, all those melodies and jingle bells.

None of them match the story I want to tell.

Wish I could be better at this,

anxiety and fear they go to hell.

Pre-Chorus:

Here I create

 a symphony of my own,

for someone I think about, dream about, and care about. 

Here I prepare

a special little gift,

for someone I think about, dream about, and care about. 

Chorus:

It’s a Christmas song for you

A Christmas song for you

A Christmas song for you

It’s a Christmas song for you

Verse 2:

For me, it’s a not-so-special lonely night.

No accompany, and obviously, no holiday vibes.

No way to visit the city as I’d hoped,

but a head full of dreams not satisfied.

I’m trapped, but there’s gotta be something to do.

Maybe this time I can try out something new.

Wish I could be better at this,

Forgive me if I’m looking like a fool.

Pre-Chorus:

Here I create

 a symphony of my own,

for someone I think about, dream about, and care about. 

Here I prepare

a special little gift,

for someone I think about, dream about, and care about. 

Chorus:

It’s a Christmas song for you

A Christmas song for you

A Christmas song for you

It’s a Christmas song for you

Bridge:

It's hard to explain what I’m feeling right now.

I’m lost, no clue how to say it out loud.

I’m too afraid to ask

the one I think about, dream about, and care about.

So here’s (a Christmas song for you)

Chorus:

Here’s a Christmas song for you

A Christmas song for you

A Christmas song for you

It’s a Christmas song for you

John Yang