Little Boy (La La La)

Everytime, All The Time

(Prod. Don The Younger)
all I want for my bday is freedom

Wake Up

Cover Art by @giovanni-guarracino-202 (@lustbadboy)
Produced by @chefboiibeats (@chefboybeats)
Written, Co-Mixed & Mastered by John Deaf

They better start putting respect on my name
Its Gatorade showers when deaf is coming fresh out the game
 like a fade
The barber’s in the cut he cheffin’ the flames
Inside of Hell’s kitchen melting the devil till he’s
Sauté 
We Raising the bar till it reaches space and the stars 
raising stakes along the bpm of your heart rate 
Veins get to pumpin like its edm with the Dropped bass
Hitting your chest. Head nodding along when the song’s played 
All day im putting in work going beserk 
Till im finish with my reps and I wave the sweat off my with shirt 
There’s pain in glory my bio is telling stories of hurt 
Narrate the drama, conveyed in these pages I author
Its hard to ponder wreck the medulla oblongata 
Of college scholars Make them feel Stupid you dont know nada
Hakuna matata none of you hooligans want no drama 
We moving proper not even god can possibly stop us im on the


Rise
Know that i plan to shine 
And im never gonna stop till they hand whats mine 
Aint nobody thats alive can match my Grind
And its only a matter of time so watch out
Im on the rise
Go till i reach the top
Even if i reach to the peak i wont stop 
And Im in this through the lows and highs 
The throne is mine 
Thats no lie Don’t believe me then just watch im on the rise


told you before now you’ve warned 
All contenders that be steppin we leave their fours on the floor
We rolling with force tell your army start blowing the horn
When My soldiers come arrive your ass better take 5
Retreat the premises keep it lowkey we creep on the nemesis 
Breech defenses in. enemy seeking the exit quick
Sick of hearing the same ol shit then Come meet the medicine 
Yknow its for certain they listen Whenever Definite 
*true true*
And i think its kinda obvious
So Tell me who it be that Dreams to be as hot as this
Even stevie wonder can clearly see who the profit is
Obviously me the competition does not exist 
Except for me tho 
Go and Peep out my steelo 
Flows impressing freak hoes 
Got them Singing out C notes 
Im representing zoes and my people in puerto rico
We freaking the vibe uniting when Speaking these rhymes 

On the Rise
Know that i plan to shine 
And im never gonna stop till they hand whats mine 
Aint nobody thats alive can match my Grind
And its only a matter of time so watch out
Im on the rise
Go till i reach the top
Even if i reach to the peak i wont stop 
And Im in this through the lows and highs 
The throne is mine 
Thats no lie Don’t believe me then just watch im on the rise

Rise (Prod. Chef Boy Beats)

Prod: @dontheyounger
Backup Vocals: @Mystina
Engineer: John Deaf

Freak It 4 Me (ft. Mystina)

John Deaf - Im Burning Alive (rough Draft)

John Deaf - Still Gorgeous (Rough Draft)

[Credits]
Producer: c_robo_
Writer: John Deaf
Mixing Engineer: John Deaf

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M.M.M.C (Rough Draft)

Tin Grin's Theme

Producer: Don The Younger/@dontheyounger
Audio Engineer: John Deaf
Mixtape: Before I'm Reemployed

Outcast

Producer: Mingus
Audio Engineer: John Deaf
Mixtape: Before I'm Reemployed

Another Chance

The Youth's Dilemma Interlude

Producer: DariNation
Audio Engineer: John Deaf

I'm a pathological liar

Producer: Kill Kurt @hazardousofficial1
Audio Engineer: John Deaf

Dying To Be Famous

Zone 0

JD Pascale - Devour The Flower (v03 Master)

Pascale - Animals Talking (v05 Master)

XOXOXOX

john deaf - a disgusting display of power (master)

JOhn Deaf - Pressure (master #1)

John Deaf - addadhd soceity (master)

Joker

John Deaf - Hot Hot (Mastered)

Pascale - Animals Talking (Mary Remix mastered)

John Deaf - The Up Above

John Deaf - Killer Instinct

DISCLAIMER: Im not suicidal/homicidal. I have my bouts, but just like most feelings, they pass. I wrote this during a bad day while driving to work, the inspiration for this song. All is fine now. Regardless, I feel obligated to express these emotions as a catharsis of all stress and underlying mental ills. The sooner you can express these emotions, the sooner you can identify such and have self-acceptance as well as be receptive of the acceptance of others. If you feel you're suffering from any mental illness such as depression, please express this either with a close friend, family member or any trusted outlet for venting. When you release all held burdens, you shall be open to all blessings. Thank you for listening.

Produced, Mixed, and Mastered by John Deaf

Lyrics:
I should've died in my sleep I don't know why I should breathe
I should've choked on the rice last night when I decided to breathe
I should rush the lights full speed when I drive down the street cause vehicular homicide then I drive into a tree
I should write about my morning depression and make it rhyme on a beat
get sympathy so people can start being kinder to me
but unfortunately I don't like nobody bothering me so being isolated is the only feasible option I see
I should stab my ears with the nearest pen every time I hear my alarm
I should turn on the car engine get it revvin' when im in the garage 
inhale the exhaust while im turning pale and I start to cough and im lost in the smog hallucinating as im talking to god
When I get to my job im shooting the bitch that test me for corona then im choking the bakery clerk and register her as an organ donor 
Does the mouth count? I don't know but im ripping it off
shit on it and ill use the tongue to lick it all off 
I get real down when I wake up into the same ol plain world where nothing is new
Everyday is the same that's passing me it's the textbook definition of insanity 
Imma cuckoo that flew over the nest 
I need a shrink I don't know what im gonna do next 
im on the brink of wrapping a noose over my neck kick the stool wriggle like an eel losing my breath 
Grab the kitchen knife and stab you in your fucking throat
Brain your fucking skull cause I really want to know what it feels like to have a piece of mind (Peace of mind)
cause every morning that's something I leave behind
I runaway to the edge of the earth baby whenever I see the morning sun
I wanna get a needle sew together my eyelids so I'll never see the morning come never
Hot flashes of shotgun dreams click clack pow show my thoughts for you to see
I want a dirt slumber that I can revert under stone pillow and a blanket of grass I aint gonna last
My bones can't take it no mo my truest feelings won't show Im baking in the hell stove im biting down the shell toes
I just might be the sickest fuck off them all
Gonna call out from my work no show at my job
Imma slob imma freak imma dirty ass dog imma zero not a hero im a reject from god
imma worm on the ground drying out in the sun im the shit of the earth imma hot loaded gun
imma bore imma sigh imma fatherless child imma chemical imbalance imma murderous smile
imma untied shoe and im ready to trip imma half-way empty bucket that im ready to kick

Chorus:
Every every every everyday every every every every night
its another tv episode of my sad twisted crumbling pathetic life
every every every every way every every every everywhere
I don't see the meaning why I should live cause there Aint no real reason and I don't care

John Deaf - What I Think About Everytime I Wake Up (Remastered)

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Prod, Mixed and Mastered by John Deaf

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