vocals, production, and cover art by me

i've been working on this for 5 months and i still havent perfected it...
but i need to get it off my mind, so here it is <3

🠟 lyrics 🠟

self hate 
contradictions 
little bit 
narcissistic 
i know what keeps me going
its much better than missing 

But this the problem
This is an issue
I need to fix me
You need to fix you

I cant hear you out no more
And i don't even wanna get you 

stared into my inner workings 
please just show me how to grow 

then my demons fucking told me
i should feel this on my own

i cant disagree
it hurts
its real
and thats how i judge things

i cant see my future
without drugs and dreams of nothing 

But its beautiful the way it stings
i cherish that burn 

I can never tell 
what am i worth?
and what have i earned? 


We grew closer
When you hurt me
When you cut me
When you burned me

I liked it better when u didn’t care 
(didnt care) 


We grew further apart
You tried to heal me
Its not the same as the start
You just dont feel me

Trust me love theres enough of this pain to share

stared into my inner workings 
please just show me how to grow 

then my demons fucking told me
i should feel this on my own

i cant disagree
it hurts
its real
and thats how i judge things

i cant see my future
without drugs and dreams of nothing 

But its beautiful the way it stings
i cherish that burn 

I can never tell 
what am i worth?
and what have i earned?

cherish it

CODE10 & RILEY BABY - CLIQUE

c-can u feel the raindrops on ur skin
let it all soak in 
let it all soak in
i-i was standing outside can u let me in
tears in the night like a reflection 
t-tears in the night like a reflection
let it all soak in
on ur skin

driving thru the rain at light speed
e-everything’s not what it seems
she said i jst wna see u
catch us on the big screen
c-catch us on the big screen 

everything’s not what it seems
e-everything’s not what it seems

baby can’t u see that i need ur luv
i was feeling bad yeah i kno fucked up
kno i fucked up
i-i was in my head i was thinkin too much
can we stop playin games enough is enough
enough is enough 
n-need ur luv


let it all soak in
let it all soak in
c-catch us on the big screen
driving thru the rain at light speed 
t-tears in the night like a reflection 
n-need ur luv
i-i was standing outside can u let me in
let me in

Tasha Tah - Haan De Munde

JohnHoder

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