Meatball!!

poem and reading by Adrienne D. Wilson.

music by UnEn. November, 2021.

amaryllis

homo spiritualis

i went to this lecture & the man said
                "we just have to evolve, you know"
the gist of the whole thing involved the fact that we
since caves, have been homo sapiens
& that now, faced with war, extinction & floods, food shortages &
    overpopulation
well maybe there is no time like the present
& this is where i need your hand, brother
'cause if i could just lie down next to you
like the sort of fertile crescent i once was
where i had no thought of harm
                    no thought of exploitation
we'd go back a long, long way
we'd move backwards through corridors of time
back, back, to the time before the fall
to some kind of agrarian meadow
'cause we're all so tired, so tired
& these roles have gotten just so twisttangled
the man said "you know, in 30 years, nobody, nobody is going to be
    safe
from the disaster that is coming, not even those in a monastery"
& he said you know? "we all have to evolve together into a new
    lifeform"
he said the time for homo sapiens was gone
& that this was the time for homo spiritualis
& i think he was right
& this starts in a bedroom between genders
                look, look, look there was an age Catal Huyuk
before these wars, you just forgot, my brother & so did i
there was a time i planted peacefully
it was a time of wheat, of loaves & grain
            & tribe was what counted, our tribe
this was before the invasions
before the burials with coin, this was before the spear & killing
    hordes
the villages were round, they were breast-shaped
& in the art, well there were grain goddesses
& from their vulvas, sweetly pouring
                grains. sheaves & you
nestled between flush lips
        you tell me boy? what happened to our tribe?
i want to lie with you on the banks of the ganges again
curled inside of arms that were made for safekeeping
want the press of that wand, hardcurved up my thigh
want the old gods, the ones plotinus spoke about
because you know, he tried to describe that
    & plotinus was the last philosopher before organized religion
& he saw only light
& boy let me tell you
i know we have one spirit
            & that is peaceful lovingkindness
you know you've got the same thing as mine, same hearts
help me boy, help me brother
        it's eden i want, the paradise of your arms
& this starts in a bedroom between genders
                look, look, look there was an age Catal Huyuk
before these wars, you just forgot, my brother & so did i

© 2004 by Valentina Bonnaire

music : john e, 2016
voice: Adrienne D. Wilson

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Homo Spiritualis

The Most Transmissable Variant Yet

whut is this? temporary mp3 upload

SAND EDWARDS - Drums (thx, man!) ......

blame me for basses and production.

a little "son of Pretty Ugly" feel goin' on.

dec. '16 - jan. '17

There's A Spaceship In The Garage!

"as petals 
fall on moss
-- silence"

~~ Kashyapi

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February 16, 2017.

remixed material for this from new work, "handjob at the end of the world."

Ever Approaching Silence (navhaiku163)

Considering the years gone by
To be a giant
I walk away

(Toshi wo motte / kyojin to shitari / ayumi saru)

December 28, 2017.

Poem by Takahama Kyoshi https://terebess.hu/english/haiku/takahama.html

Picture by Jose Murillo https://unsplash.com/@jcmu

History Monkey, With Grace / Ayumi Saru (navhaiku 208)

Moonlight Flow (navhaiku 212)

march 2, 2018.

alt. trans ...

 In the white plum blossoms
    night to next day
    just turning 

~

Night to Next Day (navhaiku 217)

Vivi

July 29 - 30, 2018.

Two lights of the village
Pining for one another
Insects chirping

~ Takahama Kyoshi

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Of The Village (navhaiku 238)

Of The Village (Trance-kicker Mix)

Lament for Spires of Dust

Sept. 21 - 24, 2018.

pic by my bro, long time ago, in a galacksee far n' away.

And So On And Sofa

sept. 25, 2018.

fly away. prettybird ...

Pigeon On Chessboard

Oct. 14, 2018.

played guitar, i'm no guitarist, lol. and the headphones fell off my head in the midst of it all.

Johnny's Fatfinger Jam

To Wander Lost in an Old World

GiGi

April 13-14, 2019.

unabashed Beefy ticklings.

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One Wrong Turn

Mijo

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Music: April 29 - May 2, 2019.

Text:    Feb., 2014

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COGNITIVE DISSONANCE 


At least we knew when bullets flew
where bodies might lie: in a retreat
from folly outfitted. Our chance of death grew
closer the earlier we learned to repeat

what was marked on the page.
Though in church no death -- a hard pew
only -- our school texts tallied wars, and whose rage
succeeded; they advanced a point of view

till next dispute. In this way we were made obsolete,
and in each place two (or more) shot
into a conscription, a furled flagsweep,
untangled from Thou Shalt Not.

Though I would prefer engagement be sought
not for bloody naught, my neighbor speaks
as if asleep: war after unnamed war, slogans taught,
some vague notion of a Holy See.


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Cognitive dissonance, the mental conflict that occurs when beliefs or assumptions are contradicted by new information. The unease or tension that the conflict arouses in people is relieved by one of several defensive maneuvers: they reject, explain away, or avoid the new information; persuade themselves that no conflict really exists; reconcile the differences; or resort to any other defensive means of preserving stability or order in their conceptions of the world and of themselves. The concept was developed in the 1950s by American psychologist Leon Festinger and became a major point of discussion and research.

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Cognitive Dissonance (War After Unnamed War)

Sunday Afternoon Organic Jam

Stupor Mask Horde

April 27, 2020.

a mask
reveals fear
they revel

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Garmonbozia

Newt Normal

inspired by the music of artists such as Beefheart, Eno, Philip Glass, Charles Ives and many others, but no influence or inspiration at all from the day's bought and paid for poppinjays. you are whut ya eatz. please visit my Bandcamp page.

...and enough of this "Ramen Reckordz" baalsheit.  Piss off, "Get Real Listeners" and "Submit Your Track." What a load.

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