🖤

produced/mixed/mastered by me
i can't listen to you again
it makes me miss all of my friends
the ones who wish that i were dead
these memories won't leave my head
and the cotton candy cigarettes
the smoke detected killer threat
the knots too tight to break a sweat 
around my neck or better yet

tied around a willow tree
the blossoms cover everything
can you hear the song i sing
the ground gets closer to my feet
i crave a bittersweet release
something warmer something free
and then i hear the crackling
and so the earth my body meets

below the tree where i will rest 
im turning blue my eyes are red
the little ones are tucked in bed
and you still yell as if they're deaf
they're crying for you father dear
you said you'd always be right here
the heroin inside the drawer
the days go on you crave it more

one more shot
and you'll be fine
wish that you could read my mind
stars above they hear my cry
please don't let them die (die die)
mothers gone i watched her fly
away from us she lied lied lied
rub my head say it's alright
ill try my best to make things right

father sister brother cry
as they look in your lifeless eyes
without your love what will i do
The heaven song will play for you

heaven song

aimless

Playboicarti Type Beat-Playboicarti

feels like we're dying

ghost under my bed

dancin closer to the edge

Sleep Now Forever

Hangin On

u suck

Breathe

Shattered - Bella Ruby (Official Audio)

LYRICS

This house is crumbling 
And I can't 
Look at anyone the same

'Cause we're all, tired, we're all worn out 
'Cause we're all, tired
We just want out of our heads

I want out of my head

Where were you in the summer?
Got my heart in one hand and my gut in the other
I'm hoping I can survive this 
'Cause I've been thinking a lot about 
How it just feels like circles
Tunnel vision all the way through
It's so dark in this place and I'm so confused 

(So confused, so, so, confused) x2

I'm near death, I feel it creeping
I hear death, Why aren't you listening to me?
It's apparent, I'm a mess
(Now lay this shit to rest)

I want out of my head


Mixing/Mastering: Eddie Zamora
Prod: Bella Ruby, Oscar Higuera

ALL RIGHTS RESERVED 2019


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Shattered

Shadow

production and art by me
photo by @cozyhighdemand

this body means nothing to me

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my ex's psychic thinks i'm trash
probably am

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mixed by Chris Connors

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Breathe

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