Nausea

writing, production, mixing, and mastering by me
faketaiyo on drums (thanks)
lyrics:
see ur eyes inside the mirror
and blood inside the sink from fishing chunks of glass out of ur mouth and in between your teeth
the lsd was strong
and now you're feeling weak from losing blood but about it u must never ever think
cos then you'll start to spiral 
you'll be a husk for weeks and wake up in a bed that isn't yours wondering why u can't breathe
does it seem familiar
lookin back at me and thinkin that i wasn't real and that i wouldn’t ever ever be

and you haven't changed a bit
ur still thinking about me
ur jus like how i left u back in 2017
i thought that u would back off
leave me growing up in peace
But ur still just out of view 
Do you know I’ve always seen

flowers litter rearview
disastrous scenery created by false information but embraced by all of me
and you always knew what happened
but left me in the deep and made the ones i loved the most want nothing but to watch me bleed
and now im by myself
and i miss everything from having friends to leaving home without people looking at me
and i always knew i’d lose u
and that you’d turn them all around, to hear the sound my soul would start to scream and cry aloud

and you haven't changed a bit
ur still thinking about me
ur jus like how i left u back in 2017
i thought that u would back off
leave me growing up in peace
But ur still just out of view 
Do you know I’ve always seen

It’s the way that resurrection is portrayed
Knowing second chances only happen if u know what moves to play
There will always be some trouble waiting for the day
Where u trip over urself 
and u fall into the snakes, into the snakes

I know I’m getting older
But u can’t even see above the wall you built around my legs imprisoning my feet
But now I’ve broken out
And I’m a better me but ur still riding on the coattails of the lies that you could breathe

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