Drowning in You (prod. grayskies)

jaydes - rose (original)

produced by malcriado 

lyrics:

oh to feel your hands run through my hair again 
to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?


I can’t forget 
you know that it’s killing me inside
cuz it should’ve been me instead that night
wonder if they’ll remember me when I die
but we’ll never know 

to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?

skin

produced by redmosk

lyrics:

It’s been so long since I woke up not feeling like this
I try my best just to ignore it but I can’t hold it in
I try my best just to be honest, don’t know where to begin
I’d put my pride down for me not to feel this again
(x2)

I’d put my pride down
Set it aside now
And fantasize bout 
how it would be better if I said the way I felt
Instead of something else
I’ll tell you everything until I’m nothing but a shell of myself
Cuz I’m nothing without my thoughts
All the things that cause my brain to rot
I can’t help it
I feel helpless
I hate that I felt this way and there’s me to blame

It’s been so long since I woke up not feeling like this
I try my best just to ignore it but I can’t hold it in
I try my best just to be honest, don’t know where to begin
I’d put my pride down for me not to feel this again
(x2)

pride

my personal favorite off the EP

produced by waves

lyrics:

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
won’t let me go

I don’t wanna talk about it
I feel it wrap it’s arms around
Put its hands over my mouth
Feel the need to scream and shout
But when I try it won’t come out

Would anybody hear me?
Would anybody hear me if i tried?
If I’m screaming for my life
When I’m needing for a sign
Can you show me it’s alright?

Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
Won’t let me go
(x2)

let me go

I've been obsessed with this song, but the ver1 on tiktok that Heart posted is still in my head. So i decided to mix ver1 and ver2 into the song. I also want to share it with people who have the same mind as me :3, anyways don't forget to support Whatsaheart!!

snakelike (the stars collide) ver1 n ver2 - whatsaheart

fuck it up like the way u wanna be everybodys so happy
whats the deal with this guy is he new in your life 
does he wanna be with you like i dont know 
dont wanna talk about it
i will show up to your work

everyday is a pain to go on
and my life is so hard
dont say that youve heard this one before
step back and shut the door
who cares if i use the same chords
my heart will stay torn 
its not fair
i dont care
i wont say that i love your hair
two years that you werent there
i hope that you still care

Pain6

https://youtu.be/S4D89Z3DXNU?si=rHdCwNu7vKphLaab cuz not available in my country

otuka - still save a seat for you

jaydes hysteric

cuz not available in my country
https://youtu.be/Ld0Vv7VDwZU?si=QnrumwbddjZLbRQE

otuka - listen

I put my heart on my sleeve, wearing it like fashion
Holes in my jeans, rips all on my jacket
Tear into me, leave me in the past tense
I'm on my knees
Thankful it's all over, said and done
I dove right in, I took the plunge
I'm no saint and you weren't one
So blow my brains out, draw your gun
I'm so

Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking
You're just a voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said

Pray I go to my dreams
Where you stay right here and won't leave
I'm living in fear of the air that I breathe
'Cause I know you're somewhere staring at me
All over, said and done
I'll admit we had our fun
Leave me sprinting, turn and run
I'll chase right after you because
I'm so

Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking
You're just the voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said

You're just the voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said
Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking

SAINT PROD BUNII

bunii - lets face it

https://open.spotify.com/track/6k3ZxcSmqr6PzDj5jPJzuK?si=KSiNsteTTY-KjtrXBH9xZg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A1fDoBAD5iRtniahPfPFZZR

prod me

somethings up with uuuuuuuu
somethin rlly strange
ur all over the place
ur vision is so strayed
wont look me in the face
is there somethin
that u wanna say

it all amounts to u
so dont try act confused
when i come back crawling
crawling to u

baby im a sinner
come back just to skin her
eat her guts for dinner
oh baby whats the issue

somethings up with uuuuuuuu (u know that i miss u)
somethin rlly strange
ur all over the place
ur vision is so strayed
wont look me in the face
is there somethin
that u wanna say

,,

she whispered in my ear
'need to get out of here
go on and start the car
lets drive away so far'

but its hard to let go of my life
but i guess
id do anything for my future wife

she whispered in my ear
'need to get out of here
go on and start the car
lets drive away so far'

somethings up with u

somethings up with you

poison (prod by aloa)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7GHsBQ5oLMz6Jhq6TgzBHj?si=m6AqD8a8T5CoOFmWkkiqOA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4fE7fPBBe4x8t58IbcpFs4

prod me ft @kiheir

@requiem-for-you
saw u at that party last week
im so damn awkward u know i cant speak
but baby please
believe
that ur everything to me
x2

u treated me like shit
i know its not ur fault but it kinda is
i never thought that it would end like this
i never thought these words would leave my lips
but baby im cutting at my wrists
and i dont see an end to it
can someone help me
im dying
without u darling
oohhhhhh

@kiheir
and i never thought id feel this way
now that im seein u in the same damn place
or meeting u in these awkward ways
now that im seein u in the same damn place
or meeting u in these awkward ways
no one here to fill the void of my days
cuz ur gone
cuz ur gone

i needed u said ud never run away
the partys almost over i just hope that ud stay
my mind went blank ive got no words to say to u
and i doubt that u do too
ooooh i doubt that u do too
and i miss u but im glad that i met u

@requiem-for-you
saw u at that party last week
im so damn awkward u know i cant speak
but baby please
believe
that ur everything to me
x2

awkward w/ kiheir

limerent (prod by aloa)

jaydes - migrane(original)

intimacy (prod by Jorko)

prod. paloma

lyrics:
twenty twenty five
how am i alive
i aint got twenty five reasons
i just wanna know
where the time go
cuz its been going so fast
why did you steal my past
i cant think of anything without you
please dont forget what we been through

member when we were at that table for two
i looked at you
beautiful view.

twenty twenty five
how am i alive
i aint got twenty five reasons
i just wanna know
where the time go
cuz its been going so fast
why did you steal my past
i cant think of anything without you
please dont forget what we been through

twenty five reasons (prod. Paloma)

from 'room' out on all streaming platforms December 6th. 

Preorder is live:
https://liveslower.bandcamp.com/album/room

Xdd

Johnyyy Joe