A great playlist with a  sad nostaglic tripy feeling that will make you rethink your existence. :)

Sad while high

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@skrxwd
@unz3n 

thank u for listening <3

so, i guess this is goodbye. w/ skrwd & unz3n (nothempts)

prod me (:

i beg u to take me, wherever you go 
i hope where u going, they receive ur soul 
and shit still the same, i pray for better days 
nothing seems to change, but good things happen to every1 who waits

it was cold in december
but it's way colder now 
so please take me back to september
when i was able to see u around
living with nothing but a little ember 
that u left in this house 
and it still hurts to remember you 
but the thoughts oh they are way 2 loud

take me, take me back to the days
when we, when we used to be okay 
im so, im so sick of this pain
i really want to go sleep but there's no way to stop my brain (2x)

wait-
please pick ur faith up
feel it then please put ur face up
ur strong ik ur such a bleeder 
bled ur whole life without takin a breather 
laced
drugs in my system 
mixed so much shit n i can feel them 
can my life get any weirder?
nothing makes sense i feel like it's just a filler 

take me, take me back to the days
when we, when we used to be okay 
im so, im so sick of this pain
i really want to go sleep but there's no way to stop my brain

i beg u :/

(intro)
i feel so stuck
won’t you let me go..

(chorus)
i feel stuck in place
i know that i’ve seen better days
i wanna run away 
but my feet planted in my grave 
i know that i can’t stay
holding on to memories 
it’s bad to contemplate
cause i feed lies into my brain

( post chorus)
i know u have to go
(u have to go)
but just know to me u were my home
(u were my home)

(verse)
now i’m shaking 
and i can’t fucking stop it 
my world is breaking 
apart and u were on it
when all i wanted was for u to be honest
i’ll close my eyes as i beg for u to stop it

(bridge)
my bones have decayed with the winter
but still i feel her

(chorus)
i feel stuck in place
i know that i’ve seen better days
i wanna run away 
but my feet planted in my grave 
i know that i can’t stay
holding on to memories 
it’s bad to contemplate
cause i feed lies into my brain

( post chorus)
i know u have to go
(u have to go)
but just know to me u were my home
(u were my home)

i know u have to go (hero)

prod. caves

i've been stalking you
can i be somebody new?
waiting on a text from you
but you would never get it thru your head
and my head, 
is killing me right now
while you were chilling with your friends
and you'd never fuck around
who do i trust?
probably you, but
i dont love
no 
not since kyra, and
not since kai
not since the boy across the world
world
the first one was a test run
and the second one he wanted none
if you want me you should've kept me
and i dont know why i didnt respond to you
and now i feel fucked up
i think i fucked up.
fucked up
fucked up
fucked up
fucked up

if not, then rot.

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz

lyrics:
livid..
why'd it get so tense?
tryna find the cause
just at what expense?

i feel my face is turning red
from the lack of having space
steady water i will tread
every step, i will retrace

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

forever stuck in an eclipse
but love the feeling of the dark
twist my head and let it spin
like the grinding in my heart

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

in motion, no i'm not the same
what i've chosen, was to leave the fray
so golden; but the sun betrayed
in search of yesterday

feelings fleeding fast
i've seen past the colors of this place
for what they truly say

i told my mind that night
save the pity
for every blemish on my chest confessed
that i am all but pretty

so listen here
this is all i have
let my stomach sear
it'll grow right back

but this'll be the one
could give a fuck bout if it's done

i feel my face is turning red
from the lack of having space
steady water i will tread
every step, i will retrace

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

forever stuck in an eclipse
but love the feeling of the dark
twist my head and let it spin
like the grinding in my heart

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

death is nearing tonight
give her my sight
into the tethered light

i feel my face is turning red
from the lack of having space
steady water i will tread
every step, i will retrace

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

forever stuck in an eclipse
but love the feeling of the dark
twist my head and let it spin
like the grinding in my heart

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

relapse; decay

SPOTIFY

autumndropsdead - relapse; decay (nate2timez)

SMITHEREENS

Feeling Like The End

1AM FREESTYLE

Before The Day Is Over

In Tongues (Deluxe)

Window

"Heavy Mind” drifts in like a warm summer breeze over a restless heart. Built on a mellow, jazzy groove with subtle bounce, the track blends introspective rap verses with a smooth, melodic hook that lingers in your head. It’s a soundtrack where the sunlight feels good on your skin, but your thoughts are still heavy. The lyrics explore the tension between outer calm and inner storms, finding beauty in small moments, and carrying scars like art. It’s a soulful reminder to keep moving forward, even when your mind’s still catching up.

1AM FREESTYLE

Joji

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