ippo

changing places, with different faces

you think you're better off alone?
lets see u make it.

stand there, losing breath
I know that I'm a mess

I'm surprised you'd even check.
last time you left me for dead.

bet you feel better now, that its over
cut me right off, there's no need for closure
no need to worry, I'll keep composure
I know you're watching over.

*jades spotlight*

love how you stop and stare
when there's nobody there

how can you just be so honest
you could of had what you wanted

but you don't even care
its all in what you wear

hope we make it way past august
cant take one more broken promise.

over (feat. jades) (michaelwarren)

danger

more music otw

lyrics:

oh girl i wish that you knew
that its just always been you
you had me so damn confused
i didnt know what to do
i should be honest with you
knew i was falling for you
spend all my hours with you
you had me calling for you
x2

you had me calling for you
and i just tried to play it cool
but i just look like a fool
and you just came out the blue
just tell me what you want
and ill tell you what i need
you're everything i wanted
its obvious to me
yeah i was stuck in denial
and didnt talk for awhile
can admit to it now
but it was weighing me down
now i cant focus on nothing but you
and i dont care about no one if they aint you
now i cant think straight
you're always in my headspace
im thinkin bout you all day
i hope you're doing okay

you (prod. joshwa)

take a chance and take my hand

promise u this was not my plan

trying hard to do all i can

in a mess right where i stand



breaking it up, i jus need you for caution 

im taking enough , losing me in the process

im giving it up never got what i wanted 

but living with you is enough of an option




u look better w me than u do alone

eyes brown the new color of my home

got a change of pace im
not on my own

just a little taste but my fate is sewn

i been feelin great since i left my phone

i been feelin great since i left unknown

need time & space just to place my hold

soon enough ill break out of my mold



breaking it up, i jus need you for caution 

im taking enough , losing me in the process

im giving it up never got what i wanted 

but living with you is enough of an option

brown eyes (wetgropes)

same song, new pitch, some new vocals, slightly better mix. enjoy <3 

lyrics: 
maybe im never enough
i'm sick and tired of fucking it up
tryna put it together, it's not adding up
talking a lot but you can't back it up
act like you care but it's not holding up
it's getting harder, i cant open up
tried over and over to show you my love
it's too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
x2

don't call me at 3 AM in the morning
do not disturb, it's been getting annoying
you say that you care but it's not really showing
cant take it no more that's why I've been ignoring your calls
its cool if you don't care at all
but why try to talk when you know that i'm tryna move on from you
like what's wrong with you?

we just go up and down and back and forth
i've been looking left and right and nothing works
i don't wanna talk cuz ill just make it worse
ill just keep acting like it doesn't hurt
there's too much in my head i gotta figure out
i've been on my own for a minute now
you cannot stay, i gotta kick you out
i cannot wait until i finish now

maybe im never enough
im sick and tired of fucking it up
tryna put it together but its not adding up
talking a lot but you can't back it up
act like you care but it's not holding up
it's getting harder, i cant open up
tried over and over to show you my love
its too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
x2

never enough (2023)

produced by vercettiprada

lyrics: 

only call me when you need sum
I’m not returning a call bitch I never need them
I said fuck em only need me and my money
I don’t need a threesome
you busy hatin on the net, I don’t think you bitches ever been loved

I done made bout 50 bands chillin in my bedroom
Plan on making 50 more chillin in the same room
I know that’s something you can’t do
Honestly baby I can’t lose
I know I said that before but now it’s sum I can prove

tell me where the fuck you at
where the fuck you been
tell me what’s the word
told me chase that fucking bag
Put in that work
And the world is yours
Told you that I never lack 
But I fucking did 
Bag up on the floor 
Yk imma bring it back
Stuff it in my bag
Bring it back home

call failed

bones. w/ jelex (f. jades)

noise. - otuka/jades

lyrics:

Rot in your bed with me
Keep me company
Be my symphony
Can you?

You got me stuck on you
You got me stuck on you

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

You got me tied up
I can't say it or it's up for me
Don't hit my phone up
Your attention's like a drug to me
If it ain't with me then I wish you pain and suffering
I give a fuck
But ima act like you mean nun to me

You don't like to talk it out
But you want communication
Can you make it make sense for me?
I try, but you know that it's killin' me

I want your love and your lust
I want your pain and your trust
I need your scent and your touch
I'm never getting enough of you

You got me stuck on you uh
You got me stuck on you uh

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

I'm just procrastinating

stuckk on you

produced by malcriado 

lyrics:

oh to feel your hands run through my hair again 
to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?


I can’t forget 
you know that it’s killing me inside
cuz it should’ve been me instead that night
wonder if they’ll remember me when I die
but we’ll never know 

to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?

skin

short outro

lyrics:

Even if it takes a little while
Learned from my mistakes to make you smile
Doing everything to make you proud

I just want to stand right by your side
Watch our hands slowly intertwine 
Let your life turn into mine
Until we’re one and our souls align

even if it takes awhile

fed up

Remastered this song i made a while ago. think it deserves more credit thank u for listening

senses

"Lacuna" is a deeply personal and unflinchingly honest 12-track journey through the quiet despair of fading connections, the isolating reality of autism, and the relentless human search for belonging. Crafted by Dean Rowland Barrett, this album is a raw, visceral exploration of the spaces left behind when friendships fray and loved ones drift away, leaving an aching void – a "lacuna."

Musically, "Lacuna" defies easy categorization, weaving a unique tapestry from the atmospheric introspection of **Post-Modern Rock**, the raw, confessional energy of **Trap**, the emotional depth of **Emo Rap**, and the haunting intimacy of **Acoustic Folk**. From the melancholic fade of "Flicker & Fade" to the visceral venting of "Vantablack," and the quiet resolve of "My Own Gravity," each track is a distinct chapter in a narrative that is both intensely personal and universally relatable.

This album delves into the exhaustion of masking, the frustration of unspoken social rules, and the cyclical act of disappearing and reinventing oneself in a world that often feels out of sync.

"Lacuna" is more than just music; it's a deeply human experience, a sonic diary for anyone who has felt the sting of disconnection, the weight of invisibility, or the quiet courage it takes to build a new self, again and again. It's an invitation to listen, to feel, and perhaps, to find a piece of your own story in the space between.

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