1opgloryboyz - 2k19 @1opgloryboyz

I’ve been really manic I’ve been losing track of myself
isolate inside my room destroy my mental health
I feel like I’m awful won’t you leave me by myself?
I saw pain in your eyes and it felt like hell

only time I ever feel okay is off these meds
idk if you’re real or just in my head
wish I could do it by myself heal myself instead
it probably doesn’t matter I might end up dead

and all these stupid tears that I cry
won’t you please hold me tonight
I just want to feel alive
won’t you just please hold me tonight

Internal gunshots play up on loop
they used to be my friends now they just act real rude
I wanna be myself but I cannot stay true
cuz I just hate myself everything that I’ve been through
and I do not wanna talk no more

only time I ever feel okay is off these meds
idk if you’re real or just in my head
wish I could do it by myself heal myself instead
it probably doesn’t matter I might end up dead

and all these stupid tears that I cry
won’t you please hold me tonight
won’t you please hold me tonight
won’t you please hold me tonight

tonight (kyoa)

saikyoz - bpd *jolst flip*

still learning, some of these sound bad but im glad im able to make music anyway!

0:00- Hope.
0:58- Crossing field.
2:11- Eight. + @neisw (IU flip)
4:01- Spice. (ITZY flip)
5:22- You're my everything.
6:40- Endless memories. + @nightigerxo
7:43- Crying in the rain. + @lizardhorse
9:40- Forever rain. 

comment ur fav \^o^/

The Beginning clips (MARCH24)

like why is everything so hard to understand?
got my head spinning round n round
cld nvr get out of my head
get out of my head
im scared to admit
of all of the things i committed
i think i need to catch my breath
got nowhere left to go
wna die instead

i hope u knw tht i tried
girl im craving ur touch like every time
when ur around
my voice gives out
ill be gone
ill be rotting in bed
i cant forget all the things tht u said to me

saikyoz - bpd jolst flip

Jolst

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