I Wanna Hold Hands

I Wanna Hold Hands ft eria

ok.mp3

there goes another wasted weekend, spent home alone hating where your life is. You've tried your best at floating, but it feels just like you're sinking. You feel adrift in the ocean, can't find a point in hoping. I just need you to believe in me. The tide's not going down, I won't get out, I won't let you drown. I still don't know how but we'll turn this around. We'll find higher ground. You're so caught up in the riptide, you've been going to bed with the sunrise. You've control of your life and you don't know if you'll get out alive. You're home alone on a Friday, it kills me to see you this way. I don't know what to do, but right now we just gotta move. The tides not going down, I won't get out, I won't let you drown. I still don't know how, but we'll turn this around. We'll find higher ground. I will pull you from the ocean, dry you off til your done soaking. I will heal your wounds and wash you clean. And there will come a time when I am broken, falling back into that ocean, and I hope my friend, that you would rescue me.  The tide's not going down, I won't get out, I won't let you drown. I still don't know how but we'll turn this around, we'll find higher ground.

Higherground

i hope you know what I meant
It's just 12 years stuck in shit-port can really change a man
I got sweat in my eyes, stumbling down vine, with a suit case full of your luggage. Three years ago this would've fucked me up but I've learned to never say no to interesting situations. I cut out my heart on melrose, in that construction building she fucked me in. I wanna die in Hollywood, honey, forgetting what fucking up is. cause. I killed my butterflies, mix all my drinks with pesticides to forget the lie I told to everyone but you. I'm getting rid of all reflections, stapled down both my eyelids. If I can keep them from view I'll forget I'm a reflection of you. Beverley Boulevard I fuck girls with fancy cars. The past two have been from Malibu and they looked nothing like you. Couldn't tell a shadow from a demon, I'm not him. I'm not him. I took you to a party at Widney's house, my boy had you in his head he couldn't get you out. He wouldn't stop fussin, so I told him how to make you laugh and what your favorite color is. Stumbled to the girl with the bubble gum hair, bought her a drink and told her that I loved her. Cause I killed my butterflies, mix all my drinks with pesticides to forget the lie I told to everyone but you. I'm getting rid of all reflections, stapled down both my eyelids. If I can keep them from view I'll forget I'm a reflection of you. It's falling apart you had to go fuck my plan. I'm not in love, you're just a pretty friend. I grew wings, fuck being a roach stuck on the wall. If I met you today I'd try to play you like I played them all. I bet you think I couldn't, I think that's funny. Because fucking girls like you has become my favorite hobby. I don't think of you as intimate, but I want you to shred me apart like an instrument. And when I told you I never tried to fuck you I fucking meant it. I killed my butterflies mixed all my drinks with pesticides to forget the lie I told to everyone but you. I'm getting rid of all reflections, stapled down both my eyelids. If I can keep them from view, I'll forget I'm just a reflection of you.

pesticides

justkiddingimhighonmybathroomflooragain :)

Atlanta

cloud 9 remix sort of

jeeter juice

some nights I forget the fact that I'm alone, some nights my mind has nowhere else to go. I need to break away and make things that'll last, but sometimes I can't help but miss the past. We're all just children who wish they could go home, sometimes growing up is too hard of a pillow to swallow. One more day of this I'll surely have a heart attack, so do you think you could kindly take me back, to that,
little white house on the corner of the street. Take me back to Dunwoody. I can't separate myself from everything that I'm not, so just let me skip the end and take me back to the start. To that little white house where all my dreams hadn't faded away into Apathy. I'm sitting here begging I'm on my knees. Please God just take me back to dunwoody.

dunwoody (it's not done yet stfu)

I'm actually deeply depressed over this song cause it's not even like halfway done and stuff sounds wrong and isnt eq'd well or mixed at all. but my PC has been dying lately and the project is too heavy to work on it anymore :/
We walked the path, you held my hand You knew the way back, we left sticks in the sand I fell on my feet, broke it again It was the third year in a row that you carried me back to camp oh summer friend, where have you gone The winters coming and I need a memory to rely on Tell me when, you can tell me how ya been It's been about 5 years now, you have to fill me in. I hope you're still throwing those nets and you did everything, I hope you got what you want and caught all your dreams, For myself, I wish I could say the same, I wasted ny time and my dreams slipped away Oh Summer Friend Our Time is gone I said bye for the last time, it's time to move on But I feel weak The autumns never long I'm catching a cold, summer friend, I need your summer shine again And if you ever wanna catchup please dont be afraid to send me a note on paper plane we made in 11th grade I'm so sorry for your heart I broke Oh, please, Summer Friend, forgive me for leaving you alone in the snow I came across A man with scaleras where his iris should be, and I felt that brake in my ankle shake when they were pointed at me. he said he could see my sins, and that I'm gonna die. Oh summer friend I'm sorry I lied Oh Summer Friend  Our Time is gone I said bye for the last time and I think it's time to move on But I feel weak The winter's always long I'm catching a cold and I need your summer shine on me here I am, became Mr. Hollywood Man. I'm just kidding I'm high on my bathroom floor again I hate to waste my time I remember that night in Atlanta, it was the year 2010. I didn't know it at that time but, It was the last time I'd feel control again And now I, spend my days hoping that somehow I'm growing but I think it's too late Oh Summer Friend  Our Time is gone I said bye for the last time and I've never been able to move on I feel weak The winter's always long I'm fucking freezing and I need your summer shine on me

Summer Friend

spite remix sort of

bowtie.mp3 (with beedubbeatz)

adapt or die

https://youtube.com/@IoannesMusic

Higherground

Ioannes

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