still find myself coming back to this song 

“you dont feel the way i do im so sick of you”

*̸̨̰̝͇̜̝̪͍̪̬͓̰̦̗̠̣̃̎̒̊̎̂̇̉̇̕͜ͅ

yoooo i still like this song a year later 

All these pretty pictures that i see, girl, when i go to sleep! </3 :,)
@bloodyshield
#prayers4rain

Sunrise ft. bloody shield (Prod. Michael Warren)

imsry prod homecomingqueen

official music video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6FM4GbPe5I&ab_channel=patternsxx

bby, yr not the 1
im srry that u had 2 find out this way
bby its all bcuz
u had 2 go and say all those things u say
but now u cant stop me
the things u taught me
u couldnt rob me 
of learnin yr ways
i wont hold it against u
but u held against me 
my word and now 
thats all thats at stake
he held me closer 2 him than u ever did
cant even 4giv u
wont ever 4get u
no phoebe bridge
miss u like a kid
im still just a kid
u wanna try 2 fix
all of the parts of me
that i think r sick
4 both of us
in different ways
this is a transition
my mom would say
theres better ways
to waste the space 
left in yr brain
i spent the rest of my remaining
on my lyrics and yr face
now theres no one else
left 2 sing yr praise
not a good look
2 act obsessed babe
shook a lot of u off
when i went 2 the rave
im standing out in the snow
u dont remember my name
would it all go back 
to the way that it was
if i wished on a star
and i stopped doing drugs
but u took it too far
it was never what i wanted
left me with a scar
yr a ghost now im haunted
now i never wanna know
what yr doing now bcuz
if i did i would think abt it
way 2 much
way 2 much
yr hold on me
is nothing but a touch
that i cant keep

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by rotel x ven
recorded @ the gloss temple 1/2/23
art by bedhead
original photography by lil wet wet

ALL PLATFORMS

would it all go back? (+ rotel x ven) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

shake it ft ethxn prod wayza

couldnt pay it off in the time u said u needed
srry 2 b short im not trynna make this heated
u kno im a demon bby im a monster
maybe i deserve nothing good an imposter
lurking in a hoodie w/ my friends til i lost her
coming out the closet 2 whoever i could muster
trust me wouldnt b here if i didnt get 2 trust her 
lost me 
i cant make it clear enuff and u kno that itd cost me
anything more than an arm and a leg and an eye
had i not seen everything was doomed 
from the times u would act sweet 2 me
knew u wouldnt do it but u did it 4 me
didnt wanna do it but u still adore me
howd u put up w/ this 4 me
all this time yr w/ me so deep in my mind
u cant let me unwind
and now theres nothing left 2 find
its all lost 2 me
every breath u breathe
the secrets that u keep close 2 yr chest 
come out 2 me when u sleep
u dont kno just what yr saying 
but so deep down in yr brain
u kno its all u need 2 say 2 me
2 prove exactly what im thinking
at the time my heart was breaking
but u knew id b this hard 2 keep

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by mead0ws
recorded @ the gloss temple 1/7/23
art by bedhead

lost2me (+ mead0ws)

watch your step +noevdv

original lil wet wet demo for yohiyahi's project i can't fix u

https://soundcloud.com/yohiyahii/sets/i-cant-fix-u

deceit (lil wet wet version) [yohi yahi - exit xxxx final ok]

stream:
https://lilwetwet.vanishxx.com/3amxwillow

3am
produced by homecomingqueen
mix/vox by lil wet wet & willow.x
master by lil wet wet
cover art by lil wet wet & azie bug

i'm still concerned bc u lied to me
& i been hurt before bc u i tried to be
somebody who could see
every single side of it
i dialed up and clung to all the pain bc it styled me
i'm siding w myself and only me like i'm an island
it's hard to trust & change when i'm so stuck in my environment
the days of long before
that i've forgotten
cuz i'm traumatized
i dropped the trends decided to be me inside the silence
you fell into my life and had me blushing like a child again
you held me in ur arms and i was safe inside an angels kiss
now it's 3am
ur buying coke again, i'm childish
i saw so many things when i was young n now i'm scared
i'm anxious in my stomach when u catch me unaware
imbalance
it is isn't fair
ur hands all on my chest my fingers running thru ur hair
disappearing in the smoke dissipating in air
u haven't earned my trust & u keep asking me to share

the hardest part is puttin nails thru my eyelids
disregard the pain and it jus boils down 2 tryin
last night i remember it was my fault 
know u saw the blood leakin down my walls
we both can’t breathe
at the same time
it saddens me
not knowing what is right
said fuck it all but ion wanna let go
ion wanna b scared of what i already know
said fuck it all but ion wanna let go
ion wanna let go

stream

3am w/ willow.x + homecomingqueen

@jorbymusic


Lyrics:

watch out.....

Ive seen what can happen 
dont fall for distractions 
they love 
they'll use it 
against us
cant prove it

nothing here is set in stone
people know that I havent told
laughing now but its not a joke
is it worth what you value most 

nothing happened
nothing happened...

the seconds that I have left
with you on the stairwell 
talking about how we'll never break

when you sleep 
do you dream
and if you do 
is it not about me?
this isnt right 
covered up 
one last chance 
to give you what you want 

had a change of heart 
I cant find where you are 
I put the pieces together 
something tells me ur not far 

my sanity's depleted 
whatevers left it counts 
intensify whats broken 
one step from shutting down

nothing happened
nothing happened...

Ive seen what can happen 
dont fall for distractions 
they love 
they'll use it 
against us
cant prove it

nothing here is set in stone
people know that I havent told
laughing now but its not a joke
is it worth what you value most

we'll never know (prod. jorby)

i been in the same place for awhile now :/

Jillian (prod. b07gem)

Jon Swan

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