bro this hurts me bro because I loved a girl and I couldn't see the obvious signs that she didn't like me like that 

Coming back to this 5 years later and this still makes me feel the same 💙

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GLITZ ND GLAMMA

produced, mixed & mastered by cian p
additional vocals: ramsay almighty
artwork: benjamin schandy 

SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/track/1GnFItzSwp50bQPb2wGTx6
VIDEO https://youtu.be/8ZX-DA7D_hs
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~ lyrics ~
you told me that you loved me but you gone now
and your friends they used to hate me i was way too deep to care

and i know ill always love him but its hard now
cuz that bottle on the counter push me way too far away

i left your ass a message on your home phone think you blocked my number on your cell 
i wish u would pick up dont wanna go home, i dont know whats waiting for me there
i might just stay out all night
tired of waking up to fighting in my bed
and i cant sleep its been a long night
tired of facing all these demons in my head

get away
havent spoke in like 7 days
havent spoke in like couple months
lately thing have been fucking up
always there but he really not
always there but she never was
found a girl and shit looking up
what the fuck am i running from

i just been ducking the problems 
everything bottle it up
just like the bottle he finished
ironic the way that it was
take off the weight of the world
i been losing my mind 
cant be losing my girl
every glass pushing me further
gettin so far away yeah

you told me that you loved me but you gone now
and your friends they used to hate me i was way too deep to care

and i know ill always love him but its hard now
cuz that bottle on the counter push me way too far away

Demons (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

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Amazing, amazing track produced by potsu. I re-arranged it a little bit to fit a structure better but holy shit it stands so well on its own. Heard the beat and wrote the whole song in like an hour. Hello X fans <3

---Lyrics---

evoked emotions got me smokin like a locomotive
swallowed by the ocean, minds awoken then my eyes just open
it was a dream but my clothes are soakin still
what kind of life is it to put my hope inside a pill
im trapped inside fight inside a neverending war
take a double dose of meds with the water that i pour
im losin consiousness at twelve but im up again by four
fuck it i dont really wanna do this shit anymore
i. just. dont. know. what. you. want. from. me.
i. just. dont. know. what. you. want. from. me.
im missin meals with my family so im hurtin their trust
i fall asleep the same time that they servin it up
im runnin outta brain cells the amount im burnin it up
my friend hidin from his demons through the purp in his cup

slept a whole damn three hours over last night
fall asleep in class, all my nights are fuckin bad nights
thats right, please dont ask why i dont act right
dream to sleep on clouds, cant smoke enough for that height
the birds chirpin might be beautiful, it stress me
float away on kicks, bass slappin like its gretzsky
if there is a god, i bet he doin this shit to test me
swear that i could rule the fuckin world if he just let me
i guess he either hates me or he doesnt even notice
liquor in my potions while i smoke to mr ocean
in the open, logan ride the fuckin whip like it was stolen 
so fuck you and all your fuckin stupid omnipotence
wanna stop the shit that goes on in my head
hands covered in this ink and dome covered in lead
but i got too much love to get lost in the sorrow
...the sunlight might be brighter tomorrow

ｆｕｌｌ　ａｌｂｕｍ　ゲく医

Roderick Porter - before the break of dawn (feat. Shiloh Dynasty) (prod. potsu)

Saw the song on status's 
 youtube:https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCu0mpMHT-BG1DsbW9QZsABQ
But the song wasn't on the main author's page : 
 https://soundcloud.com/iamtrevordaniel

youtube.com/watch?v=7zxOAfIrHOY

trevor daniel - indécis

Speed Weed - Love (Slowed Down)

Runnin (Prod. pilgrim x CorMill)

Fatboibari X HAROINFATHER 💞Cast her 💞 [ instagram ; @fatboibari ]

produced by Nick Mira (@nickmira_) and Taz Taylor (@thetaztaylor)

Paris - Long (feat. Landon Cube)

jump out the window

ez bake lil yawh (edited)

all credit to shiloh
0:00 - 1:49 soft skin
1:49 - 3:46 idontwannaknowher
3:46 - 5:50 tell me why i’m waiting
5:50 - 7:55 you are loving
7:55 - 10:01 loosing interest

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you keep playin with my heart
youre tearing me apart
saw it comin from the start
the start, the start
and i keep trying to run away
know you need me to stay
dont look at me, dont look at me
dont look at me that way

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