dug this up from an old hard drive and went down memory lane, time to let it go with all its imperfections

i've been off the music game for awhile now and don't know if or when i'll ever return to making things again but for those who still listen, thank you

demo (june 19th, 2020)

[lyrics]
thinking about you
thinking about me
i'm stupid but i know exactly what
i'm doing to myself at night

wish you felt this way
wish you felt the same

but i know, i know i said some things
so i'll see myself out
i'd do anything for you
i hope that counts

last night you came over
i cried alone
after you came over
i cried alone

rigor mortis but still smiling

took my shirt off and felt like godzilla

alright here's the serious instrumental (if anyone wants to provide vocals for this i'd love you forever)

want to hear some stupid shit? check this out: https://soundcloud.com/jonathanchiu/does-it-get-boujee

does it get easier?

does it get boujee?

theodore somberly

a very special thank you to my friend bread.man for laying down the foundation + beats for this small snippet

you can find him here: https://soundcloud.com/breadmanlau :)

relax (ft. bread.man)

i'm not super content with this, but i also didn't wanna spend anymore time on it, so here it is. also this is not super polished so i'm just gonna call it a demo :)

if anyone wants to provide vocals for this lmk lol

tired (demo)

a quickie (but actually, not really), had to let this one go and be free in the wild

im sorry

rough cover of https://soundcloud.com/user-624369104/eden by sofia moulton

eden (cover)

https://soundcloud.com/officialkelz/tracks

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[lyrics]
you got me melon soda
but i like tapioca
would you be my undercover
i hardly even know ya

if we lose our mind
can we go back to our own space
if i lose my mind
i'm just back to my own place

you got me melon soda
but i like tapioca
would you be my undercover
i hardly even know ya

choo x kelz - hey

this was a struggle, but here it is

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[lyrics]
didn't think you'd turn around and call
turns out that i was screwed from the start
whatever happened on that night
you look better in my mind
in my mind

everytime
everytime
everytime
everytime

everytime

an honest attempt to capture a mood and time period

breathe

crusty af

[lyrics]
i know i'm down for the weekend
just thinkin bout you always
if you lie i know i'd fall so hard
i know
i know
you never show me what you feel
not in the ways that i want it
i know i'd fall for you so hard
in time

hags (demo)

~hope this makes ya feel things~ 

huge and special thank you to @krostout for her vocals/lyrics + contributions on this track, and @prettyill for the album art

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[lyrics]
you make me 
feel crazy
all in my insides 

honestly 
i should’ve been there when you needed me
doesn’t really matter
i could say sorry
i just wanna redeem myself

you make me
wanna change me
all from the inside

honestly
i was still learning how to see past me
switch the old excuse for an apology
i just wanna redeem myself

you make me
wanna change me
all from the inside~~~

dusk (feat. krost)

from me 2 u

thanks @prettyill for putting together the cover art

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[lyrics]

i felt
some type of way i’m alone in my head
the room
it spins with everything that you said

a fool always
but not this time
a fool always
but not this time

i left
myself with anyone who feigned care
now i
don’t trust a single soul i’m just scared

a fool always
but not this time
a fool always
but not this time

i feel like a fool
something’s wrong with me
i would like to think
everything’s a dream

fool

a special thank you to @morningshift for providing vocals on this and singing with me, the internet is a magical place! please check out his stuff (https://open.spotify.com/artist/3umbc95C1B0eWXQlFjhI0u?si=EM4P6kZISv-kysvsxKcYpQ)! 

and the booyah! kids for such a fun bop (https://open.spotify.com/artist/0ypSujQpBRgRAeOS7YzhnP)

the booyah! kids - don't trust me (choo feat. morning shift cover)

thank you to @prettyill for the cover art (https://instagram.com/licknee)

[spotify]
https://open.spotify.com/track/7xRDOYBTNTdK3IV3m3Ompo

[mv]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xenN4iXpzJc

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[lyrics]
a few world’s apart
who cares?
what’d i miss this time
who cares?

pacing all the time 
hard to think alright

when i’m falling behind
you can only try
once in awhile

sorry you were drunk and high
but i left it
never really know a thing
till it passes

promise me it ends someday
all this thinking
and everything ever felt
and everything ever felt

who cares?

i have no idea what i'm doing

thanks for visiting and listening!

🌸 choo 🌸

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