Simplemente EDEN

original: https://soundcloud.com/tothegood/tothegood-sandy-memories-cant-fight-the-wind
@tothegood send me the stems for this song back in 2018, found them on my harddrive recently and decided to create this :) hope u enjoy

tothegood - sandy memories can't fight the wind (hateful remix)

a glimpse of my thoughts

good for health, bad for education

stranger

another one wrapped up I really just needed to get this shit out. lately I've been processing my emotions a little more and have realized how avoidant I have been in the past and the awareness gives me a little more space to breath. really appreciate anyone listening from the void :)

-gordo

sour.

die stille bringt mich langsam um

no one (i got a new mic)

@creativeanarchy (@trimusicedm @cutewavelets @yw4 @amethxyst @flareinthesky @ickumas @rhekdens @sadisfymusic @teksoma @titansdotreign @toirmusic)

The third installment to the AMFLARA series provided the talented musicians of our community with a single challenge: Compose a track from start to finish in only eight days. The amount of time and effort poured into this compilation album is seen in the following 39 tracks that we carefully selected by 43 unique artists that best represent AMFLARA's mission statement of "creative anarchy". In this compilation, you will enjoy a wide assortment of unique genres and styles, from Drum & Bass to Hyperbounce to Deathcore, guaranteeing a wonderful experience for every listener. However, a simple description cannot do these works of art justice, so see for yourself the talent that is "AMFLARA, vol. 3".

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colonthree - creative anarchy!

Weave through the trees 
And the meadows
Out through the fields and the grain
Fiending for something to free me 
From the pain

England is cold and divided 
But nature it still stays the same 
Something I can always rely on 
Through the rain

Once I was young and defeated 
But now I am wise and awake 
And maybe we’re here for a reason 
Come what may

Coarse and completely depleted
The breeze gently guides me again 
And out of the forest, drums beating 
River’s end

River's End

EDEN
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Released by Seeking Blue & MCMXCV

Artwork by Kent MacDonald
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Gravity

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EDEN - Gravity

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so tell me this is who you are
they tell me ive got something more
and oh you could be loved
but i dont want the lights to find me when im dark and lost
but never on my own

cos i just wanna swing like sinatra
singing like i cant stop
cos i could never rock like a rolling stone
i just wanna live like the ones before
and maybe i could play guitar like hendrix
or save the world or end it
and then maybe youll remember me when im gone
thats all i could ever want
thats all i want

so i got ten minutes to be all or nothing to
whoever wants to hear
and i got ten weeks of talking bullshit on repeat till im burnt out and disappear
but i owe you nothing
and i own my luck
oh they said youll never be alone again
but i dont think you understand me or what i fear
but you could be loved
but i dont want to lie to tell myself
im more than all the mistakes ive out run

cos im only here for a minute
and i dont care what you say cos i know
youre only here cos im winning
but i can be my own kind of rock and roll like
i dont really care if you say you dont fuck with me
and i can say what the fuck i want cos its down to me
and i got love for you even if you are doubting me
like oh my god i just cant stop

cos i just wanna sing like sinatra
with ethanol my soundtrack
cos i could never rock like a rolling stone
i wonder how it feels to burn out young
cos i just wanna die before my heart fails
from heartbreak or cocktails and
then maybe youll cry once you know im gone
thats all i could ever want
oh thats all i want

cos i aint scared of living
i aint scared of living
no i aint scared of living
cos its all weve got
what are we breathing for if we aint living
and i dont want your love
i just want to feel like im still living
and if there is no god
ill know the day i die i lived through heaven
and that i gave it hell
and if it hurt oh well at least thats living

thats all i want

sex drugs and rock and roll thats all i want
whats under the words you know thats all i want
something more than superficial is all i want
sex drugs and rock and roll thats all i want

/i aint scared of living.

i think you think too much of me

rock + roll

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you try to kill it but it wont stop bleeding
try to forget it but it wont stop killing you
youre running out of time
yeah you know you cant go back
its too late
to say its too late
you cant take back that you said nothing
how could you do nothing

is this burning right?
am i living bridges
can we build our past right?
learning through future solecism

its played out (ive missed times)
ive moved on (been disconnected) 
get fucked up (i stressed time)
my new draw (forgetting timing)
and its not right (and i need you to talk me down)
youre dead wrong
what are we doing (cos i feel like i need to crash)
lets go home
theres no hope
its all wrong

//cos i been looking at the sky to show me where i went wrong
//been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
//but it keeps raining on me
//and i been looking at the sky since i was like 5 years old
//been looking for the the stars but it seems like theyre all gone
//and the faults not ours alone
//but i think its time to go

its played out
ive moved on
get fucked up
my new draw
and its not right
youre dead wrong
what are we doing?
lets go home
theres no hope
its all wrong

and ive got way too many questions just to try and get it right
cos i cant be the one to shrug it off
and i could be the reason that we stay up all night to be someone
be someone
and oh all weve got is to try to get it right
but no one told you
that this gon hurt
oh no
and now all i really want is to scream

that shit just to try and find a way get my head down
and head out or maybe just the two of us
and head now 
im just trying to find the real now
dream clouds, ghost ground
real friends, dead home town

cos i been looking at the sky to show me where i went wrong
been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
but it keeps raining on me
when i been looking at the sky since i was like 5 years old
been looking for the the stars but it seems like theyre all gone
and it breaks my heart you know
but i think its time to go

//and its not right
//youre dead wrong
//what are we doing
//lets go home
//theres no hope
//its all wrong

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crash
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its been a few years since you been gone
theres been a few tears but that was years and years ago
yeah i grew up to be exactly what you wanted
yeah i been living out the dream that you dreamt up

its been a few years with more to come
its been a few years since ive felt sure of what i want
and i woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me and i thought
woah, old friend its bittersweet

but how could you do this to me?
how could you do this to me?

cos you are not who you think you are
theres no grain on these brown eyes
but they can be green if they really want
and i can bend your words
so they say exactly what hurts the most
but silence is better than fake laughs
or faking were always up
loose grip
the world bends around you
and living through cracked screens
we fold down to what we want
out of love
we talk through lines
were made of smoke
and just in time
we drift away
diffusing light
confusing times
growing up
or cascading down?
cascading down
im hurting now

but change comes slow
if you hate whats in your head
the fuck would you speak your mind
in search of lost time
just 21 so im young and im stupid
only 16 yeah i think you shouldve known

i think you fucked me up

i think
i think you fucked me up
and ive got nothing to say to you

its been a few years and i moved on
couldnt make it disappear oh i tried so hard to be strong
but i grew up today and faced that im not just lonely
dont feel much better but i guess that its a start

vertigo

crash

isohel out now: ftrbnd.co/ishoel
EDEN
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ten tonne
 ballast on my chest  
as i woke up  a heavy inhale 
 for the nights you stole  
fucked up
 the balance in my head  
but its all good 
 ill see you again another dream

but i miss the way  
the sun streamed through my window  
and i miss the way  
you almost held the tide  
but still its nice  
thinking that youre somewhere  
feeling the same heat that i did  
another time 
 if invisible lines lead your way back to me 
 walk the line

i said id walk you home 
 but we still went our own way 
 the tears lost in rain 
 on your cheekbones in silence  
and i pulled my head  
out the darkness in your house 
 cant stay til the morning 
 refracted my way out  
from nightmares in my car  
as i lay beside you  
and fucked up my timeline 
 and twisted your end with  
so much still to go  
as the sun sets behind you 
 i cant let it go  
you cant hold me 
 i cant always

talk it out  
cut me off  
chalk it down  
to my head  
balancing my head  
slow it down  
rise and fall 
 chalk it down  
to my head

and i miss the way  
the sun streamed through my window  
and i miss the way  
you almost held the tide 
 but still its nice  
thinking that youre somewhere 
 feeling the same heat that i did  
no fear no fall 
 if invisible lines lead your way back to me  
still i got nothing

comme les nuits quand je ne savais pas encore  
comme les nuits qui m’ont appris à aimer les adieux  
comme les nuits quand on croyais que tout irais bien 
 mais cela n’a pas d’importance car les nuits  
bruyantes//brilliantes  
sont toutes pareilles à la fin

EDEN - isohel (low pitch)

one of my most personal songs ever.
//
so if you hold onto me, but its all ok i cant feel a thing
what if you could take me home?
got this higher high, eye to eye, i don't mind
//

EDEN - isohel (low pitch)

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