Disasterpiece Prepro812021.mp3

Here I am again wondering how this began.
Should I stay or should I go??
Hard to stay when you don’t have a home.


So here I go away from you.
To break your heart ill never do.
But after all of this, all I ask of you it so never forget about me.

Sometimes I think about.
What I shouldve said, what Couldve been.
Still trying to figure out where I went wrong.
 
My Intentions were good, I promise you this.
Ill leave my heart, take care of it.
But after I leave, all I ask of you is to never forget about me.

-C-
So I fly, away from all of this.
Ill try to believe that this is for the best. 
The past few years have been cruel to me.
I really deserve this, Honestly.
This wont be forever, Ill see you soon. 
Im already halfway to the moon. 


Halfway To The Moon

Here I am once again wondering how this began.
Should I stay or should I go??
Hard to stay when you don’t have a home.

So here I go away from you.
To break your heart ill never do.
But after all this, all I ask of you it so never forget about me.

Sometimes I think about.
What I should’ve said, what I  could’ve been.
Still trying to figure out where I went wrong.
 
My Intentions were good, I promise you this.
Ill leave my heart, take care of it.
But after I leave, all I ask of you is to never forget about me.

-C-
So I fly, away from all of this.
And Ill try to believe that this is for the best.
The past few years have been cruel to me.
I really deserve this, Honestly.
This wont be forever, Ill see you soon. 
Im already Halfway to the moon.

-V-
So here I am, once again.
Starting off where I began.
Seasons have changed and seasons have passed.
I never wanted to grow up so fast.

But in this book of mine, you’ll see how things have changed
For better or for worse, this is the way its been arranged.
And after you close it and set it down, you see why I hope
You never forget about me





Lucky enough to have this breathe, and lucky enough to have these friends.
And lucky enough for the memories made, Id say, for me its time well spent.
This worlds so beautiful and green, there’s places that I haven’t seen
So we’ll close our eyes and spread our wings and Fly away into this dream

So I fly, away to all of this.
Ill find a way, to believe  this is for the best.
The past few years have been cruel to me.
This isn’t over, Honestly.
This wont be forever, Ill see you soon. 
Im already Halfway to the moon.

Halfway To The Moon Final

She said about a year ago, This life just seems to fucking slow
I need a cure to help me with this lust I’m feeling
She said I need somewhere to go, this town just feels so fuckin slow
I need someone to help me out, of here.

So I did just what she wanted me too do.
To take her away to the ocean blue
Making love in the backseat, Under the stars, in the ocean breeze
Those late night dreams have finally turned, into a reality

-C-
Funny How its all these things you do.
Keep me coming back, and wanting more of you
I wish you knew that I was into you.
I just wish that Id of known
That this was just a 
Setback
That I was just
Another
A rebound for your break up, and Honestly, 
I wish
That I could just forget you. 
Why do I even Bother?
Its like you want me to want you.

-V-
She told me not to long ago, that she wants some guy I know
I Should’ve known this was to good to be fuckin True
I told her ill change her mind, She said ‘Please don’t waste your time’ 
As we smiled and I walked away.

So I did what she didn’t want me to do.
To move on, I guess I didn’t catch the cue.
I can  t let this one slip by. Shes the reason why I try
To make those late night dreams, a Reality.

  
It has only been one day. Asking me If I am okay.
Telling me her mind can be so over whelming.
She wants to me to see her now, since she finally figured out.
I’m the cure that she’s been needing, all, aallonng.

Funny how its all these things you say
That keep me wondering, want me to walk away
I knew that you knew, that I wanted you
But I just wish you knew.  
How Bad I wanted you to want me too.
 

Funny How its all these things you do.
Keep me coming back, and wanting more of you
I wish you knew that I was into you.
I just wish that Id of known

That this was just a 
Setback
That I was just
Another
A rebound for your break up, and Honestly, 
I wish
That I could just forget you. 
Why do I even Bother?
Its like you wanted me to want you too

Scarllett

Look out the window, do you see that Sunrise? Do you feel the world waiting for you?
Does it feel soo cold now, when you’re all alone now? Just know, we’re all thinking of you
So Tell me about the Sunset, tell me about oceans, tell me of the places we’re gonna go
With our arms wide open, we’ll never let you go, just look into your heart and know, 
That you don’t have to be alone

Roll down the window, can you smell the ocean? Do you see the world you belong to?
When you look towards the future, the pain will end sooner. Remember, we’re all thinking of you.
So tell me about your family, tell about your closest friends. Tell me about the good times made for you
With our arms wide open, we’ll never let you go, just look in your heart and know, 
That you don’t have to be alone
-B-
So take it from me, I know that it seems, like its not so serene, and you just feel so weak 
 Just take a deep breathe, when it feels like the end. With all this love you have shown, You’ll never be alone.

You don’t have to feel scared, you don’t have to fear, you don’t have to feel so alone
Just open your eyes, and learn how to fly. Time will heal and I will hear.

You Don't Have To Be Alone

The Story begins, with a young little boy
Going to school, making his parents proud.
With a band going on its way, maybe one day these dreams will be made
-Then one Dark scary quiet day, some man took his daddy away.
And all he has as a memory, are the tears that brought today

And all he wanted, was for him to hear him say’

-C-
I wanted you to know, you are what makes me happy.
From the morning till the dawn, even on days that we are apart.
And even though you’re gone, your smile still stays with me.
Maybe one day this life will turn out the way we want it to be

-Part 2 begins, with a lost, lonely boy, alone in the world
And all he has is her smile, Glued to the back of his mind
Closes his eyes and he’s lost in time.
-Well it wasn’t till she went away, when he started to feel the pain.
Now all he has as a memory, we’re the laughs that brought today.

And all he wanted, was for her to hear him say.

Oh where did the time go, where did their love go, it makes no since
Oh where is that cigarette to take the pain she brought, upon his heart
Oh where is that Bottle, where is the end of the page, I want it to end

The story ends, with him realizing, going through pain is what make him stronger.
“Heavens just to far away, but it will be nice to see you again”.
You brought me in this world and now im going to make it mine.
I got a little sister, I cant just leave her behind
So I will make my tunes and from down here, Ill sing to you

Im not that little boy anymore, But I will make you proud

An Indomitable Story

Bootylicious

It wouldn’t be so bad
If you weren’t all I had
It only took one look in his eyes
For you to realize that I’m not the one.

I felt like I had the whole world in my hands.
I’m still trying so hard to understand
I had everything I wanted and more.
You were everything that I’ve been fighting for.

(Chorus)
So I’m going home. I’m leaving our town.
So I’m going home. I’m leaving our pass.

I hope time serves you well.
Though you brought me to this hell.
With this last song, I hope you understand…
Why I’m going home.
        
I sat there and let him take my fuckin place.
This is just the life I have to face.
If he’s everything you wanted and more, 
I hope he’s worth what you’re fighting for.

(Chorus)
So I’m going home. I’m leaving our town.
So I’m going home. I’m leaving our pass.

I hope time served you well.
Though my time was in a cell.
With this last straw, I can understand…
Why I’m going home.

I fell off the roof now.
I can hear everyone around.
Please just let me fly away
To the place that I’ve been waiting for

Now I Am Home, I left my town
Im finally home, the pain has now passed

I know time served me well
Though it felt like I was in  Hell.
With my last breathe I can understand
…Why I am home.

Astoria

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