Can’t Feel (prod. eeryskies)

Lyrics: 

Beauty in the darkness, please do not be startled, I did not come here to argue baby I am not your father, please god beg my pardon, burning out till I’m dead that’s just what happens to a fire starter, girls with the hottest head give out the best neck and I already fact check so every word that I said is truth real homies don’t just come and go so be careful who you chose, so if you get fucked over really that’s on you 
Eyes like syd Barrett, think I’m overdoing it on the psychedelics, no father figure made it b apparent, that life a bitch and it’s no where near the fairest, all this pressure damm near crushed my larynx 
And I know that my absence in faith can only really be explained by all these actions I make and all these rules I break, but still I pray to the gods and the greats hoping that I make it one day just for my moms sake , tryna get a room full of plaques, this is food for the sad, I’m losing you hurry back, left too soon I understand and all you said was that you looking for something new damm my bad

Burning Out (prod. ghowste)

Lyrics: 

Alone in my room screaming at the top of my lungs, has my time finally come, falling victim to drugs, it’s alright it just feels like a bit of a rush, I know doing this is pushing almost all of my luck, who gives a fuck, what’s a risk without a little bit of fun, don’t care too much, from my problems I just get up and run, don’t see no sun, I never talk much rather keep things on hush for you to keep your trust in me, I get anxious and I bite my nails, I try to change shit but still I fail, I’m time wasting trying to fight off hell, my minds erasing like Francis bacon, and my heart is aching but still I feel amazing 

my relationship with Father Time kinda like my real dad, nonexistent only steps in cause he feels bad he don’t listen, all he ever do is make me mad, pessimistic that’s the kind of person that he turned me into, now I fuck bitches who seek male validation cause I know all want is a man to say they amazing, but I just say it so that way they can let me fuck and then I’ll replace them

Validation (prod. saplane)

Lyrics: 

It may be cold outside but stil I’m waking up with my body all sweaty, I’m trying to keep my shit steady, bitches gon bring baggage I just fuck em and tell them sorry, I already got plenty, my stomach dropping like it’s heavy, wishing I was Hercules, introverted with the schemes, if reimbursing what you need and someone to put the pussy in hearse go refer to me, flows colder than below degree but above third degree with the scorching heat that I release, ascending farther than beyond belief, I was once among the angels but they had to clip my wings, but still these words I spill is heavenly, no matter how low I sink, I wonder what god would think 
 But i don’t blame em, it’s ain’t really they fault that my mind was tainted, pick me up when I fall and I’ll repay it, we could both stand tall but you not spacious
 I’m popping acid and watching claymation Christmas classics, don’t know what happened, all this damage but now I’m back in action, the reprimanded often branded as one who just couldn’t mange but now I’m snapping back just like elastic, on these beats I’m frog splashing like it’s Eddie vs Rey at Halloween havoc, and baby we not perfect maybe we just need practice, but you gave up faster than I rip a bandage or so I’ve imagined

Claymation (prod. kowhai)

Archive (prod. ghowste)

Lyrics: 

You could peep my repertoire, I store these flows inside my mental reservoir, half man half bullshit but you could just call me a minotaur, climbing up the constellations stealing all the stars, I’m lost with no way back I think I’ve gone too far 
I think I’ve gone to far, no one there to help me while I’m falling apart, I keep the lights off in my room I’m throwing shots in the dark, I got any flow you can imagine like it’s Noah’s ark 
I scavenge through the sea of sin looking for inspiration, trying to see within but even then I’m just so damm evasive, I spill my thoughts all over all these soul samples praying on day I’ll be worthy of the mantle, with no hassle, paranoid tryna fight my shadow, praying I don’t lose I gotta win this battle, bars like bullets my lungs is just where I keep the ammo, the flow contortionist bitch who you know as dope as this, don’t you know you bogus kid we both know that you forcing it, I just hold my own and spit, even with no confidence I still put my all in this, blood sweat and tears is all included 
I think I’ve gone to far, no one there to help me while I’m falling apart, I keep the lights off in my room I’m throwing shots in the dark, I got any flow you can imagine like it’s Noah’s ark 

Thank you all for listening, I appreciate all of you

Shots in the dark (prod. kowhai)

The Forgotten Author (prod. Eyezeck)

Babylon (prod. kowhai)

Lyrics: 

  To the girl that got away, I miss you dearly don’t you ever think that ima forget your face, your name engraved in my brain, your eyes alone could set my soul ablaze, so it’s no surprise that I’m moth and you flame, I remember after class we would often walk and conversate, you weren’t like these other girls, clothed only by the sun rays, but cold like you walk around with ice in your veins, she enchanting like a mermaid the way she lead me on and keep my soul drained, she gotta be from a different place cause when it comes to these feelings I just masquerade, but I couldn’t help myself with her I just had to engage, now these poor feelings I’m just forced to embrace 
  Do you think of me like I think of you, I’ll put you on the highest pedestals till reach the moon, my thoughts is all ocean blue, a love story cut short darling you my favorite interlude, now I ain’t got shit to do, basing my perspective off of assumptions and fantasies, so please don’t abandon me, love is but a beautiful symphony, but you feeling off key, baby it’s easy to see, you throwing off the whole melody,
 An eye for an eye, a heart for a heart, will we find each other when the world drifts us apart, light shines in the dark, but the sparks always seem so far, they say pain often creates beautiful art

Thank you all for listening

The Girl With Diamonds (prod. Kowhai)

Once born a loser, started doing drugs that’s how I became cooler, did what everybody said, still claim to break the rules, irony the biggest truth, “independent thinkers” too busy relying on forgiveness, and I’m no preacher, I think we just caught up in the image, not saying it’s a  bad thing to be different, but it turns to a  bad thing when you don’t know why you’re in it, you begin to lose yourself the deeper you go, that disguise you hide behind, but they’ll never know, saturated but your true colors will never show, looking in the mirror thinking where’d the real me go, borderline method acting, suppressing happiness with reckless habits, validation is what keeps you standing, chasing women that carry tons of baggage, you the bell boy until they find another outlet, tossing pennies in every fountain, just for the same outcome to happen, way too easy to come inside you gotta change the locks you too busy spending money you don’t got, hands tied to the bottom of the boat dock, bank account been negative, smile upside down cause you can’t afford a different perspective, becoming the person you once feared it’s just all reflective

Jonny Fisherman

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