LYRICS:

Tonight it’ll snow oh and nobody knows that today there was a rainbow, 
And that I’m pretty shaky with memory, but you recall it all, 
And I got your messages, and I replied late and I regretted every moment of time wasted, 
Staring at screens that don’t speak in mysteries like brown eyes staring so wonderfully, 

And you roll those eyes and I feel you breathe heavily a sigh of relief mixed with disbelief, 
And I’m so in awe that there once was a time I could remember everything, 

And the night isn’t over and I’m getting colder but nobody’s sober, don’t mean too much, 
I give you my jacket, you wrap it around us both, oh it’s warmer when we’re alone,
And your room is full of people so we hide in the gazebo, I pour you my love and you light me up, 
And you don’t need to chase it, I don’t even cough, we still haven’t had enough

Whoo, If the moon were made of honey
It wouldn’t be sweeter than
You, I do admit my lips are turning blue 
But it’s only cause, they’re sad they’re not kissing you, 

It’s snowing with nobody knowing this morning the clouds kept on turning the sky into 
Picture frames that held magical moments in magical puffs of those fluffy white pillows I 
Rest my spinning head upon, a bed for sleeping in the stars, I hold you closer in my arms, 
The wind is our blanket that
Wraps us in whispering secrets in shivers that hold us together, the arms of the eve, leaning in like a dream, waking up where you sleep, so I sing,

Whoo, If the moon were made of honey
It wouldn’t be sweeter than
You, I do admit my lips are turning blue 
But it’s only cause they’re sad they’re not kissing you,

HALLS

Happy High and Happy Tequila Drunk

"Space"

The space between your fingers,
The space between your lips,
The space above a thinker,
The space below the pilot,

The space between a moment
And the distance in between,
The space between the silence
And the distance in between,

I wanna understand,
I wanna know what's different,
I wanna be afraid
Of what I think I may be missing,
I wanna understand,
I wanna really know
The space that's in between the time that you and I've been given,

The space between the bottles,
The space between us now,
The space between good and evil,
And the space between us now,

The space between the future,
Oh I wonder where I'll go,
The space between human nature,
And the spaces between a gun and the trigger,

I wanna understand,
I wanna know what's different, 
I wanna make amends
With what's not even broken yet,
I wanna be alive,
The space that's in between a birth, a death, and I wanna know why,

Yeah I wanna know why,
Don't you wanna know why?

The space between [7,497,357,704],
The space between each other,
The space between a martyr

And me,

I wanna understand,
I wanna know what's different,
I wanna be afraid,
I wanna be forgiven,
I wanna understand what I'm supposed to do 
When all I wanna understand is how to fully understand
You.

Time and Existence

Space (DEMO)

I can live underwater if I hold my breath,
The ripples my stars in the sky,
I can walk on the moon in a nice enough suit
I’ll consume all the cheese that I’ll need to survive, 

The blood in my veins can protect me from pain when the needle refuses to be kind,
Yes the blood in my veins will protect me in vain as my heroes chase after their heroines, 

I’ll live without limits ’till the living runs out, 
The finish line is just another line,
Yes I’ll cross without crosses or crutches I thought,
I pray that my fate remains mine, 

I can live underwater if I hold my breath
If I decide whether I wanna go with sinking or swim,
I can hold in my hand all the beauty of life
And I can hold it forever or drop it,

I can hold in my heart all the rhythm of love,
The music will keep me alive,
I can hold in my heart all the love that I caught,
Like a name that is kept beyond the reach of even time, 

In my heart is all the love that I got,
And I forgot if it’s yours or mine, 
So I hold in my heart what I hold in this song,
The rest, I’ll let die,

So I’ll breathe underwater at 12 in the noon,
Drown sorrow, tomorrow away,
Cause the blood in my veins will protect me from pain 
And my guitar will always be in tune,

Cause I can sing on the moon at a table for two,
With me, myself, and I,
And with nothing but memories and lyrics of you,
And one beautiful, tragically magical hell of a view.

Hell

"TIME"

I miss you more than the time I got mad at you for the silliest thing, 
I miss you more than the time I forgot to do what a forever would bring, 
I miss you more than the time that I couldn't move, I couldn't move, trapped inside of a teardrop ready to fall, 
I miss you more than the time that I wouldn't move, I wouldn't lose another hour for a second worth it all, 

I wanna go to end of beginning again, and forget to,
I wanna go to ends of the universe looking for you,
Wanna remember a life that I never knew, I never knew,
I wanna go to the end of you and be there, 

I miss you more than the time that you didn't deserve to have taken from you, 
I miss you more than the time that you ended up getting anyways, 
I miss you more than the shining of the light that's always blinded how I sing, 
I miss you more than tomorrow can bring,
I miss you like yesterday.

TIME

"Evolution" (unfinished, still in progress)

I wanna change the way I think,
I wanna rearrange the ways I'm suffering,
'Cause if it's a human race you know I wanna win,
And I know I only wanna win with you,

I do,
I prove,
I can, 
I am,

I want,
I need,
I want,
I love,

I'm gonna change the way I think,
I'm gonna rearrange the chaos in my brain,
I wanna find order through the madness,
I wanna be calm when I can't run,
I wanna find comfort in the sadness with you,

Yes I do,
I prove,
I can, 
I am,

I want, 
I need,
I heed,
I think,

I'm gonna change the way I do,
I'm gonna change the way I prove,
I'm gonna change the only way that I can,
I'm gonna change you by changing who I am,

Time and Existence (IN PROGRES

Evolution (work in progress)

"Good and Evil" (2AM don't wake anyone up version)

Oh my God, I can't even hear you cry, 
But it's only 'cause that my ears just aren't quite what they used to be, 
With a billion tears in a sea of twice as many eyes,
If I can't dry them all, well, 
Does that make me a bad guy? 

I'm at the mercy of good people for the evil that I've done,
I'm at the mercy of the people for the evil I've become, 
I'm at the mercy of a good, good man for the evil that I am, 
I'm at the mercy of a woman for the evil I can,

Is it wrong if she still loves me when I know she always will, 
Is it wrong if I still love her when I can only love, only love myself, 

I'm at the mercy of good people for the evil that I give, 
I'm at the mercy of the people for the evil I forgive,
I'm at the mercy of a human being for being human too,
I'm at the mercy of my conscience,
Just like you, 

Are there just too many people to love? 
Is it still wrong if no one, no one's watching from above, or in front of us, 
The thing about morality is that it don't believe in you, 
So believe me when I say it, that I just don't believe in you, 

Cause I'm at the mercy of good people who won't ever stay the same,
I'm at the mercy of a game that you can't win or lose but you have to play, 
I'm at the mercy of an evil so much greater than my good, 
I'm at the mercy of my soul within the arms, the hands, the eyes, the ears, the mind, the words, the thoughts of all of you,

Good and Evil (2AM Version)

Still Feel Like I Miss You

plz read my lyrics, just click on the song. 

And also thank you.  I don't really know you, but tbh I love you.

JON PARIS MCKWAK