sin for a while
and cover my halo

cash for your time
exchanging some details
i got a nuisance in mind
it fucks with my head

that was that 
and this is this
i'd really like the time
to get back

i don't wanna fall back down
to the abyss
so high

and it's too late
for her to get involved
yes, it's too late
for her to get involved

you did your best
and everybody knows
you wasn't so sure
that it would be so

walking through the mall
in sneakers i'm a nike-head
she's adidas tall
in her overalls

and it's too late
for her to get involved
yes, it's too late
for her to get involved

yeah

this, this was your heart
complicated
traveling dark

i, i was so close
against your eyes
penetrate mine

i could get away from me
but where else would i go?

sneakers

You wanted to see me at my worst
You wanted to fight till i would burst
You had me going down
We’d just scream and shout
And i wanted out

It was never good
Thoughts of endin it, “we should”
We just hit a wall
No point to go back and call
We were out of touch
Took my foot right off the clutch
Got there way to fast 
Now i left you in past   

You wanted to see me at my worst
You wanted to fight till i would burst
You had me going down
We’d just scream and shout
And i wanted out

You always got your way
It was everyday
And my batteries drained
It was all cause you gaslit
Youre batshit my teeth grit then i quit
I won't be chained

Thought i felt so lost
But you’re so cold you left with frost
There’s no way we win
No way ill let you come back in
We had our chance
And some given the circumstance
All just for a taste
Oh god oh fuck oh what a waste 

You wanted to see me at my worst
You wanted to fight till i would burst
You had me going down
We’d just scream and shout
And i wanted out

You always got your way
It was everyday
And my batteries drained
It was all cause you gaslit
Youre batshit my teeth grit then i quit
I won't be chained

Chained

A forgotten place
in my brain
I know I’m in pain 
(yea) I’m not okay
My words are modified 
I let my thoughts subside so I could leave
To somewhere I could feel some peace 
and where I’ll feel a dopamine increase in me
To somewhere I can run away from all my problems that I face 
Curtains closed 
I’m done with this show
My heart's so cold 
I thought I felt snow
This world fills me with despair and I just want to go
To somewhere I could feel some peace 
and where I’ll feel a dopamine increase in me
To somewhere I can run away from all my problems that I face

dOPAMINE

childlike eyes clamor to see you
amorous words wrap 'round your heart
and on the edge of anticipation
i cut my hands to feel smart
oh no

i missed my chance to shoot again
oh yeah
it falls so short below the rim
she says the lights are getting close
in my eyes, a view to swallow up my soul
yeah

knicks 2012

Got this feeling and it hurts like the burning sun
State of panic and all I can do is run
Going fast, yeah, fast as my legs will take me
Taking corners look left, right there's no safety

Look around but everything is dark 
and I wanna find my way out so I follow my heart
when I look deep down it just feels so empty 
You’re pissing me off don't tempt me.

Temps rising I cannot help it
Just punched 3 holes I threw my fit
I make it too easy to hate me, lately
I know that I’m fucked in the head
Hangin on by a fragile thread
I make it too easy to hate me, lately

So long ago I lost myself I know the old me’s back on that dusty shelf
Take one step forward three steps back
No clue how to get myself back on track

I'll find a way it’ll just take some time
I don't care how far I'll make through the climb
I'll try to take it slow and take it steady
Pray to god that I'm ready

Temps rising I cannot help it
Just punched 3 holes I threw my fit
I make it too easy to hate me, lately
I know that I’m fucked in the head
Hangin on by a fragile thread
 I make it too easy to hate me, lately

Temps rising I can get through this
Patching up holes I’d probably dismiss
Been waiting to become a great me lately
Temps rising I can get through this
Patching up holes I feel that bliss
Been waiting to become a great me lately
I know that I'm fucked I need drive
I'm getting better feel alive
Been waiting to become a great me lately

Lately

Lyrics:
Now I’ve never been better the storm is weathered
But remember when it    
Used to be an overwhelming sensation 
Lost admiration 
Then I- Then I- 
Let myself drift too far away
Felt like doomsday
Clear my airway
Then it all came back, the attack
Panic this, panic that 
But there’s nothing to combat
I was stuck in my bad habit
I was rabid, you helped patch it	
You’re my cure you’re my vaccine
I’m a fiend
I was stuck in my bad habit
I was rabid, you helped patch it	
You’re my cure you’re my vaccine
I’m a fiend, my new nicotine
I had a toxic lifestyle felt exiled
From the world around me
I was stuck in a loop, no, was forced to recoup
I went through hell I was a solo troop 
But now I’m on the bright side, the light side 
I’m makin up for lost time I’m in my prime
But it’ll all come back the attack
Panic this panic that
I want something to combat
I was stuck in my bad habit
I was rabid, you helped patch it	
You’re my cure you’re my vaccine
I’m a fiend, my new nicotine
I was stuck in my bad habit
I was rabid, you helped patch it	
You’re my cure you’re my vaccine
I’m a fiend, my new nicotine

New Nicotine

rips in my jeans
torn seams
no future
yeah yeah

heroin screens
broken dreams
pushed back and out of the scene

gold watch shine like
like a setting sun
like a spraying gun
fire on the run

shawty gon stick it up
back and front
shawty gon stick it up
back and front

i was falling away
too much getting to me
she had nothing to say
i guess it's too late to stay

yeah
rock n rollin
in my skull there's
a party like an ocean

and my heart
think it got stuck on the notion
that i gotta gotta get back
when it's stolen

sneakers

Joo

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