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among the dark clouds you'll see a white one. it's me

xfiaer_chapter411

I'll Stop - half•alive (ALCH flip)

Another spell of unconsciousness hit me. I’m awake again, but who knows for how long. It all just feels like different, sometimes painful versions of reality. When I first felt it crawl into me, this Cacophony of feelings and thoughts tangled like the branches of a thorny rose bush, I couldn’t make sense of it. It felt just like myself, like a part of me that was always there, but it was off. Everything was hazy, or disjointed and almost “transparent” in a way. Any semblance of sense disappeared after a while. I felt in control, but only in the way you are in control of a dream. Or maybe, it’s all a lucid nightmare…

This… I don’t have the words for it… Showed me things I could never imagine myself. A nightmare and a dream grafted together… Or was it reality? Maybe something different from all of those… These seeds of something sinister, growing inside me and choking me, bleeding me from my lungs… I can’t breathe… I can’t-

* LYRICS *
(I wake up only for the cycle to repeat)

Eternal nightmare in my mind
as I close my eyes, forever blind
Strangest places I've awakened to
I see someone that looks a lot like you

I'm lucid dreaming, take me back
to a place that I can call home
instead I am left astray
The smell of places, rotten and decayed

I'm lucid dreaming, tell me why
as I scream your name til I cry
See this creature gut me out
as my body shuts down and dies
and I never felt so alive

I- I- I wake up only for the cycle to repeat (to repeat)
I wake up only for the cycle to repeat (to repeat)
I wake up only for the cycle to repeat (to repeat)
I wake up only for the cycle to repeat (to repeat)

* CREDITS *
Songwriting + Production + Mixing + Mastering: Ashley Jaeger [TWYLIGHT]
Cover Art: Cyrus Smith [lokiibrenna]

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lucid dreaming

@artbyform "any%: Level 2" submission.

cc: @flareinthesky, @amethxyst, @lunasnowreal

art: https://x.com/orichamoy

i grow tired
like they say
you’re not admired
so why should i stay?
can’t be social
can’t be alone
so what’s the total?
you would think it’s known

and yet i still long for days that
i thought i would never see again
but here we are, back in 
late night calls, just like way back when

we do stupid shit on roblox
drive around until we crash
then we laugh too goddamn loud
then we wash, rinse and repeat
we play around like we’re foxes
burn it down then play in ash
then we’ll always act too proud
then we wash, rinse and repeat

wash, rinse & repeat

The eighth anniversary of the Obscure Genre Challenge! Members of our community were tasked to learn about an obscure genre, and then produce an original piece that emulated that obscure genre to the best of their ability.

OGC 2025: Drum & Bass / Dubstep
1. 200-Step: AlphaTux - FIGHT BACK
2. Breakstep: Flash Memory - Optical Flow
3. Dariacore / Hyperflip: Froukje - Niets Tussen (Hemeltijd Remix)
4. Darkstep: TRANSHUMANIST - BGIDA
5. Old-School Dubstep: STYKS - Rogue
6. Purple Sound: LGDRN - YEAH YEAH YEAH (BAD BOY SOUND)
7. Square-4: Parallex - Disappointment 
8. Substep: Arlie Moore - Convoy
9. YEEDM: some shit like hank - hanky panky 

AlphaTux: https://soundcloud.com/alphatux
Flash Memory: https://soundcloud.com/flash-memory
Hemeltijd: https://soundcloud.com/hemeltijd
TRANSHUMANIST: https://soundcloud.com/transhumanistic
STYKS: https://soundcloud.com/sstyks
LGDRN: https://soundcloud.com/lgdrn
Parallex: https://soundcloud.com/parallexdubstep
Arlie Moore: https://soundcloud.com/arliemoorebass
some shit like hank: https://soundcloud.com/someshitlikehank

Cover art design by Mel

Froukje - Niets Tussen (Hemeltijd Remix)

A field study on hypernormativity in the context of memory revisionism, multimodal thought-pattern programming, and default mode network decay. 

Programmed using Ableton 12 and Bespoke on October 20th 2024 in Sammamish, WA.

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among the dark clouds you'll see a white one. it's me

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