I don't know if I been growin all I know is
Bitch you will never keep me down
King of my Castle, I crafted this crown
Cast me to Earth and I'll master the sound
Cast me to hell and I'll come back around
And I'll come back around and I'll come back around
I'm the lost and the found, you just lost what I found
Shouts to my Dawgs that still locked in the pound
Still bark with a few but it's tru I done bounced from the town
No intention of turnin around
Fuck with me now Aye do you fuck with me now
Or you waiting for all of your pals?
This is my vow, when I hit the top of the pile
Ima trickle shit all the way down. All the way down
Came from the dirt in the ground and I still got some fam in the mound
All the way down and I got all the way out
And my Momma say "Boy I'm so proud"
I AM THE PRODUCT OF THREE GENERATIONS OF WOMEN
JUS SPINNIN THEY ENERGY ROUND
THIS FOR THE ONES THAT HAD DOUBT IN THE SPROUT
I AM THE ONE AINT NO SIMILAR ROUTE!!
Dom
And they don't really wanna know me huh?
Im jus another rapper only huh?
I put my blood and my spirit in these lyrics
You can hear but you turn around and call my ass a phony?
You a fan? Well blow me
I aint really say that for the ham or bologna 
Im jus sayin I don't end the plan at the Rollie
Or the AP or whatever the fuck it is that got you crazy
Ima fuck up the biz until it pay me and save me
And I don't gotta switch to go gold no KD aint me woah
I been self-made since 12th grade
And the mission so much bigger than trynna get myself paid
Even in the cell days
I be checkin Mommas welfare well before the wealthy fades
Well before the wealth homie well before the welth fades
[Hook x2]
I'm the goddamn proof, you a goddamn spoof
Feel it when I spill it in the goddamn booth
I been workin at the mission since the goddamn womb
And I'm really from the bottom, I'm a goddamn root
Really like the bottom of a combat boot the way I push thru defeat with my soul
And you really better bring a better bar back dude, don't rush to compete for my goal
Dreamin bout a tinted limo writin to this instrumental 
Get a little sentimental, Baby boy a little brittle
Momma don't you cry when I die, Ima fly
Every star in the sky gotta shine, Ima shine, this aint incidental
Naw, this aint incidental
I was born to view the world I see thru pen and pencil
And I knew it when they said that I was goin mental
That the underlying fear was in my potential
This aint incidental, this ain't incidental
Naw this shit is in my genes, but this isn't denim 
Naw this destiny I'm pushin thru this twisted dental
Naw this everything to me If I don't make it in rap
Than Ima smoke a pound of tree and then buffet with a strap
And if I said it than I meant it, I ain't takin it back
But I don't sweat it In fact
I spit the heat, the type of shit that put Pompeii on the map
I put Pompeii on the map said
I shit I don't really know if I could fight it anymore
Only 23 but I could die at 24
Bet I find that peace when you could find me in the morgue
Said I shit I don't really know if I could fight it anymore
Only 23 but I could die at 24
Bet I find that peace when you could find my ass deceased
And the priest fill the seats and my Momma on the floor
Shit, will he fall or will he soar?
Shit, will he fall or will he soar?
Cuz see I have this dream where I'm not common anymore
And glory, love, and gold and paper follow me galore
And I don't gotta wake up feelin sorry anymore
And I can put my Momma in Bahamas on the shore
But lately I been feelin like I'm dancin in the war
Of everything inside of me, a Cancer with no cure
Cuz I jus threw my girl away to chance it with a whore
And she said that she thru with me, no chances anymore
So when you read my eulogy jus chant this at the door
Said I'm only 23 but I could die at 24 man
(but I could die at 24)
Only 23 but I could die at 24 man
(I'll prolly die at 24)

This song is for when you wonder - Am I living the right life? I hope it will inspire in times of doubt. Live your dreams today because tomorrow never comes. And because you can do it. We can do it 😊.

Midlife Musings is the lead single from my album I'm Too Old to Die Young, which you can get at www.nazneenrahman.com or any streaming service.

Lyrics: 
Caught me selling out the dreams
I told you long ago
I make my excuses
You don’t care

Caught you sliding round the principles
You used to own
You make your excuses
I don’t care

Look at all the pieces now
See the missing pieces now
Do you have a picture you love
Did you paint the picture you dreamed of

All of us are getting by
No time to be starry-eyed
Keeping up and buckling down
Dreams are for tomorrow
But tomorrow never comes
Drowning in our busy lives
Hiding in our empty highs
Wondering what we really need

Time slips through our fingers
Teasing us with promised lands
We’re out of excuses
No one cares

Look at all the reasons now
Do you know the reasons now
Do you have a picture you love
Did you paint a picture you’re proud of

Fools gold
Shiny but cold
Always out of reach
We don’t practice what we preach
Lives spent
Never content
Always in between
You know what I mean

Do you have a picture
Did you paint the picture
We must paint the pictures we love
Dream over, start over, paint over, 
Love

Credits
Music and lyrics by Nazneen Rahman
Vocals and backing vocals by Nazneen Rahman
Brass by Yaniv Fridel
Produced and mixed by Oscar Moos of The Sonic Crew
Artwork by Brigitta Both

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