Ur on the outside looking in
I hate the taste, but I love the feeling I get
I dont feel like him
But baby, he’s the closest u might ever get

Maybe I don’t wanna start again
That doesn’t mean that ur not in my head
I can’t remember what u said
But I remember how it went 

Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too
Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too

The inside never felt so permanent
Ur outside wondering what could’ve been
And I wish I could save u but I can’t 
Ur on ur own now and I know how that can get :/

And when ur lips still taste of gin
The way u move ur hips like that again I stress
With u it seems I never win
All of my tears will surely shed :,(

U want me dancin intimate
I’ll dance around it once again
I’ll feel much better about it
When u start taking off ur dress ;)

Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too
Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too

Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too

Beat produced by grayskies
Vocals & mixing by chemicalfarm
111 ‪♡‬ : )

wtf are we doing *p. grayskies*

lilbearshawty - elegant just like a dove *p. misery* REUPLOAD

This album dives deep into some dark times. I'm thankful to be looking back on these songs and to have made it on the other side coming away with some amazing memories at the same time. Revel to me means to find joy in as many moments as possible regardless of the darkness that may surround. Artwork by Eric Fruit and mastering by Matt Riefler. All music was written by me and all talented artists featured wrote their own verses. Please enjoy :)

Smile Feat. Dylan Youmans

vibes while i work on my album 
produced by michael keenan and jules henley 

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http://soundcloud.com/thetriad/pale 
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My Friend (ft.  Marco McKinnis & Jules Henley)

Ghosts

fine (prod. killedmyself)

save me pls <///3
.
.
shawty runnin thru my mind like an athlete
i dont wanna cry now
i just wanna die now
yeah girl u shoulda missed me when u had me
i been on my shine now
now u wanna ride now
got a girl in all black in the backseat
said she wanna fuck me
said she wanna love me
yeah shawty feelin on me say im perfect
is it worth it
i dont think that i deserve it
been awhile since i really felt something 
numb to the bullshit
numb when the drugs hit
and i really hate when i think about u
so i'll drink without u
girl can i call u
hit the club i just love when the lights low
girls hit the damn pole
seein women i know
catch me sippin drinkin till i pass out
ima cash out
im a fool ima act out

we fell in love now u hate me
i dont blame u
i be broken 
can u save me

-damiyen aka dont sit in the middle seat cuz i cant see out the back window

save me pls (prod. HOllY BEATS)

prod: @blacklunged

lyrics:
i love it when she lies to me
i love it when she wants to die with me
i cant recall a single good thing
unless we were high or were fucking
please dont come back
my life so trash
i dont need you
to come and fuck me up again
please dont come back
my life so trash
im too far gone
but im tryna get it back
hold up

ive been tryin
and rhyming
the hymens
that keep me going
ive been waitin
and patient
bury me
down with the ancients
cuz i know that youll remember
that yesterday is what made us

girl, get the fuck up out my world
and babe, get the fuck up out my brain
yeah youll, see me blown up or dead
before i say im sorry 
and let you crawl in my bed
you can take what you want
if you leave me hollow
an empty bullet casing
thats the best role model

Follow me <3

too far gone (prod. blacklunged)

enjoy <3

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<3 LYRICS <3

and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll pack up and leave and not come back to town
you’ll forget about me and hold feelings u found
it’s a burden on me but i still think about
my old house where my demons live
my old room i used to do acid in
if there’s one thing i’ve learned from all of this
its that getting older jus means u hate shit

and so as it seems i’m a nihilist now
everything bothers me without making a sound
hollow chest broken heart i wake up feeling doubt
i just want it to end can u please help me out
i just need u
to guide me thru
this stupid thing that’s in my head
i’m going thru
i feel betrayed every day i’m awake
i just want it to end is that too much to ask 
for fucks sake


and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll cut both my wrists til i fucking bleed out
leave my body to waste in my room where u found
me lying there when u promised u would help
but it’s too late
i’m near the light
my body aches
and honestly i’m terrified
but one things for certain i’m glad that it’s over
and as my life flashes by i spent none sober

and so as it seems i wish i could relive
all the moments i wasted jus shooting the shit
with myself in the mirror on drugs as a kid
i’ll miss u my dear but don’t cry not one bit
i’m sorry
i hate me too
i can’t go back
i should’ve stayed alive for u
and now that it’s over i hate this decision
can u hold me closer i’m losing my vision 
:( ripp

a song about dying *p. sorrow bringer*

Skizzy Mars - "Pay For You" ft. G-Eazy and Devon Baldwin
Produced by G-Eazy

Pay For You (ft. G-Eazy)

You're In The Bathroom At A Party And That New Mf Malv Starts Playing

My new album “Revel” is out now! It only took 4 years to release it (LOL)! Please enjoy and know that I’m working diligently to finish the next one :)

Smile Feat. Dylan Youmans

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